Chapter 292 - § HASTY §

CHAPTER 038 

As soon as the door closed, Yanarym was caught by huge hands. She was caged between the wall and his masculine arms. He was staring straight at her eyes and it was glaring dangerously. She almost shrieked in terror if she did not experience it one time. He likes doing the same act over and over again, why would he always pin me on the wall? Just to dominate me? 

Yanarym wanted to frown at him but she had to get her character as the original unaltered. It was already troublesome to adjust her personality to please the trash and the garbage… now she had to coax this giant ludicrous god as well. 

Why was he always jealous? Let's say he's such a powerful entity. But does he have the right to get angry at me? I made it clear to him last time that he can't do this as he pleases. 

He said he understood but Yanarym knew he did not get it. He would still have his way to get her off of those guys. He would still cause hurdles for her. Which was very contradicting in what he had aimed to do. Based on his intentions, he didn't want to be entangled with her fate at all. That was why he had been traversing to the globe on the excuse of finding Azkin's soul. Because he must not interfere. 

However, his actions; forcing her for sex, dominating her in this wall. To indicate that he was jealous of the fact she was dating another man… this is what I call interfering. He's deterring my plans! Yanarym sighed. I understand that he didn't want me to go on through that fate, so he was desperate to stop that future from unraveling. Funny enough, that fate was already played out and he couldn't do anything about it before too! That was why your real love died and was rehabilitated by me! She wanted to scream that at his face but never mind… 

Yanarym could faintly remember some of Matteo's efforts on the original's to save her but his character wasn't able to protect her life at all. It was futile for him to be involved. She died. His initial plan of not getting entangled would be more beneficial for her than the current circumstances. When will he come to his senses and leave the town? 

Anyways, rather than ranting, she had to find a solution. She needed to find a way to make Matteo behave. He was the greatest dilemma that could arise and hinder her revenge and completion of tasks. Further thoughts would be unnecessary, she was currently trapped in his arms, and he was exuding a sinister air. The last time he was acting like this, a tragedy happened to Coy! 

Why is he being like this again? It's not like I had sex with Kraig… Although Kraig was being all mushy and sweet at the academy earlier. His priority was still to ruin Lyndon's life. So, his invitation to his house after the class today was declined. Nothing happened to them, even if they went to his house, nothing would still happen to them because she needed to make him wait. A leash was crucial to put on his neck. She had to make him know that she wouldn't be put under his feet. If she always gave in to his desire, he would have the conclusion that he was the master in the relationship. Instead of that, Yanarym would use that desire of his to take over his mind. 

It's me. I'm the lead. Even with you Matteo, I'm the superior here. Yanarym stared at Matteo, she was not intending on putting a leash on this man as well. She got her hands full with two ravaging dogs already. But he was making it hard for her… it was either he tamed her or she tamed him. 

"Did I do something again? Kraig just kissed me on the cheeks." She bit her lips inward. Him and his powers to make her tell the truth.

Matteo loosened his dark expression and leaned close to her cheek which was kissed by Kraig. He licked it… and faced her again with a lighter countenance. There was a smile on his face, he looked delighted removing the other man's trace on her body. 

"I studied," he said, not even backing away from their position. Not listening to her at all. She was still imprisoned in his arms and body. She blinked her eyes trying to process what he said. 

I studied…? What does that mean? What is with that mischief smile and expectant eyes? Should I say… congratulations? Should I praise you? What do you want from me you freaking eccentric god! 

"I studied hard for you, Rym." He added, Yanarym firmly closed her eyes, I heard, so, what do you want me to do?! 

"Okay," she nodded awkwardly, "You did a great job, then." She smiled at him and was about to pat his head but instead, he crouched to the level of her face and kissed her, and a kiss, another kiss, and kissed her again. 

The constant attack of kisses made her breathless, she was about to push him away but he was the one who halted and smiled at her. "You're blushing," he said proudly. "The book is right, leaving you no room to breathe will make you red and flustered." Yanarym didn't know if she should laugh at him or cry for herself. 

Is he talking about sex? Did he study sex? Is that what he was going on about?! What book was he even reading?! After catching her breath he was about to strike but she blocked his lips with her palm. 

Acting like a good girl to this self-centered man won't cut it. She could modify the original's personality and the situation was out of hand. Maybe it was justifiable to be a little fierce. 

He wants to play dominance, I'll show you how to properly use your authority on someone. 

She narrowed her eyes and frowned at him. "Are you trying to force me? Like you did yesterday?" His smile faded to guilt as she finished her statement. 

"No, Rym, I am not... I am trying to please you." His voice was deep and there was fright in his eyes. "I will not do that horrendous thing to you again. I will never make you cry." 

You finally listened to me. 

"Lies, then why are you using your powers over me? Why are you confining me in your arms? Why are you looking at me with those menacing eyes?" He backed out like a whimpering puppy perceiving the condemnation she was giving him. 

"Rym, I did not… That's not what I want you to…" he was struggling to explain but the longer he stared at her, the more he felt like he should just shut up. "Did I do wrong? I'm sorry…" Yanarym wanted to pinch his cheeks because he was being adorable and irritating at the same time, so she did. Matteo allowed her to retaliate with his cheeks until she was content. 

"You did, you are repeating the same mistake you made." She muttered and stepped back after seeing his cheek reddened from her violent twisting. Did that even hurt him? Though if he was physically hurt or not she still felt bad for bruising his handsome face. "You deserve that, don't complain that you're in pain. You afflicted me more than your bruised cheeks." 

Seeing her apologetic visage, Matteo felt elated. "You're not mad anymore?" He looked at her with beseeching eyes and was about to touch her but she avoided him. "Rym, am I forgiven?…" calling her affectionately, "If hurting me will make you feel better, you can do it until you forgive me." She sighed, what kind of mentality is that… 

"What's your ideal about sex Matteo? Do you want to do it quickly? Do it and get it over with? Do you want to do that with me to satisfy your human body's craving?" She crossed her arms and regained her strict posture. She looked at him with strict eyes. He frantically shook his head. "Then, why are you so hasty with me?"

"I don't understand, I'm just following the book." He answered weakly, with a long face. 

She grumbled, surely, he came from somewhere like heaven, how come he and Guide-sama were similar if it's about this kind of matters?

Guide-sama: "I don't know what you are talking about Yanarym." 

See that?! You don't know anything if it's about crucial things!

Guide-sama: "Sex is not a crucial thing." 

You don't have the right to place a value on things that are crucial or not! You don't even experience it. 

Guide-sama: "You're being mean, I did not choose to become a divinity. Why are you denouncing me because of my existence?" 

I'm not and don't pull off that pitiful act on me, I'm already annoyed with this divine being.