Chapter 293 - § EMPHASIZE §

CHAPTER 039 

"Rym, don't get mad at me, I was trying to make you happy." 

"Do I look happy?" He couldn't reply.

"Just hit me, please… don't get mad anymore." He wrapped his arms to her waist, making his voice a little softer and acting like a baby to make her feel better… he should be glad, it's effective. "I promise to learn something better." He mumbled and she took a deep breath. 

"Where are we?" She asked in a casual tone. 

"Our house, where else?" 

"Don't try to fool me, this might look like our house but it is not. Where is this place?" He smiled at her and kissed her forehead feeling proud.

"How do you know? We're in my space, I could create anything or do anything here and no one would be able to stop me." 

"Are you threatening me?" 

"What? No! I'm just saying that this place only exists for me, and now for you too."

"You brought me here last time?" 

"Yes," he sulked again, remembering what he did to her. "I won't hurt you again." 

"Don't say things you can't fulfill, you must hurt me if you want to have sex with me." 

"...I will not hurt you." 

"You're too big to say that," she glanced at his pants and he followed her eyes. "You can't evade it. Especially that Coy re-virginized again." 

"Coy?"

"That's my vagina's name." He smiled, her vagina has a name? Should I name my penis too?

"What do you mean by re-virginized?" 

"Simple, it means, it would be hell for the both of us if you tried penetrating me." Both of them shut up, Matteo wasn't sure what to say. 

"Do you still want to have sex with me?" He nodded like a child with his innocent eyes peering at her. She pressed her lips together. "Okay, let's take a bath first, then, we'll talk." 

They took a bath, just a bath. Yanarym always thought it was easier to control someone who had already offered themselves to surrender. She forgot that Matteo had a deep affection for the original—almost like love. No, maybe he was long ago in deep shit. She just happened to emphasize the leash after what he did. 

You got some real leverage here original and you let him go to waste, Yanarym thought. But honestly, what's Matteo's value in the original's life? How should I utilize you, Mr. Deity? 

She requested him to give them a bigger and softer bed. When they got out of the bathroom, she was amazed that they had another set of bedrooms and as she asked for, he prepared a massive mattress.

She jumped on it and rolled over the sheets, she missed this premium quality of bed! She was so spoiled from her last world that she was looking for sumptuous mattresses. Her bed in this world was not that bad, but it was not that great either. 

Matteo on the corner watched her appreciate what he prepared, "Do you want more pillows?" 

"No, we won't be needing it." She huffed as she rested in the middle, Matteo sat on the corner. He peered at her blithe demeanor, since she was a kid, she always liked wonders. He did not know when she started to become gloomy with everything but these days, aside from his spurting foreign emotion. He also noticed how she was becoming like who she was before. 

"You're already tired from jumping all around, what are we going to talk about?" She looked at him, sat down and she moved closer to him. Her expression turned austere, her eyes were solemn, for some reason it made him nervous. 

Nervous? Why am I nervous? Matteo gulped even though he wanted to deny the position of superiority between them. He could not reprimand it… even when she was smaller and younger, she would constantly govern him. His father can't even tell him what to do but this woman had been effortlessly meandering him from left to right. Here he was gladly complying with her wishes. 

"So, what do you want to happen, Matteo?" He looked at her, he wanted to appear tyrannical. He wanted to take control of her. He had to make her stop from mingling with the other humans. If he could make her listen to him… if she was terrified enough… but he can't bring himself to do it. 

"What do you mean?" 

"You studied human intimacy for what?" Her expression was nonchalant but her eyes were engaging. 

"...I want us to have sex with you." 

"Like how?"

"Like how humans do it. Like how you did with… them."

"Do you know? That just even if you are fond of me, doesn't mean I do feel romantic about you. You understand what I mean right?" He was perplexed, he parted his lips to ask but he couldn't say it out loud. She doesn't want me… 

"You said you did not want to force me." 

"Yes, I want you to want me too, Rym."

"But if I don't like you… the only way you could have sex with me is when you r-ape me. Like how you did last time." 

"Rym, I didn't know, I… I did not mean that." 

"Matteo, you were not born yesterday, you're a hundred times my age. How could you not know?" 

"...I don't know, Rym… I am… sorry." He gulped and dropped his eyes. He knew… he tried to overpower her. Yet, the aftermath… was not as good as he thought it would be. He yearned for her affection, not her detestation. 

"I'll teach you to do sex." Matteo's eyes lifted, "But I have a condition. You need to comply with everything." 

"Yes, I will. I will do it." 

"Don't be so happy," he shrunk his lips, was he smiling so much?

"What's the condition, Rym?" 

"You can't intervene with my life." Matteo's expression turned to dim. That was what he was supposed to do ever since, but now that she declared it to his face. It didn't feel right all of the sudden. He looked at her straight in the eyes but she wasn't unfazed by his silent protest. "That's all, simple, isn't it?" 

"Is that simple?"

"Is it not? You've been doing it for so long Matteo…you didn't deliberately express it but you particularly rescinded me, didn't you?" Matteo was muted. He did it for her, but he was not expecting she would know it. He had been making his travels as an excuse—what was that expedition for now that she thinks that he abandoned her? 

"Rym, I did that because—" 

"Okay, let's not prolong this conversation. If you agree to do my only condition, we will both benefit from it. Will you do it or not?" 

"Rym—"

"Will you or not?" 

"...I will. I will do as you say." She nodded her head, he felt like he needed to confess and elaborate everything to her. She said she was rescinded by him… that meant he made her feel that way. "Rym will you listen to me—"

"What you need to learn first is how to get into the 'mood'.You don't do ambushing just because you want to have sex, that is nothing but r-ape. You have to set the mood, be in the mood for both parties to enjoy." Matteo couldn't continue. Was sex an important matter right now? Shouldn't they clarify what happened in the past? Wasn't that the main reason why she slipped away from him because she felt abandoned? "Are you listening to me?" 

"Rym, we should talk about—"

"You said you want to do this, we are doing it, Matteo. Stop changing your mind every second and changing the subject, okay?" She didn't look irritated but it felt like it. Matteo inhaled deeply… that was right. This was what he wanted. 

"How do you know if you're in the mood?" Yanarym paused for a moment. She tried to think of an answer but she couldn't put it in words. 

"You just know," she shrugged her shoulders. While Matteo was looking at her questionably. He can't understand that explanation.

How would I know what the mood is? What's the cue? Matteo was confused. He could not even ask anything because he didn't know what to ask. Yanarym could see his baffled expression. 

"I don't get it." He muttered, eager to end this quickly to have a proper discussion with her. After he made love with her body, she would know how much his affection for her, right? Then, when that was over, he would not tell her a single lie. He would reveal to her everything. So, she could understand… 

"Listen, it's because you think too much, sex is not about brainstorming, you will kill the mood. You use your body and not your brain." She said in a sultry tone initiating taking off his robe.. "Watch and learn," she undressed him and began skimming his neck to his shoulder with her lips.