Chapter 103 - I Have Decided

"Alright sure," he replied offering me his shoulders. We walk back to the house without him asking any further questions when he saw Baby coming out in just a robe.

Baby calls after me but I didn't blink or turn once. I was so hurt I couldn't believe he could do this to me a lot runs through my head on our way back. I tried to keep my cool but I was failing miserably.

I was disheartened after seeing Baby at pack headquarters. I still can't get over the shock, on our first argument he runs to his favorite omegas.

I saw three of them on top of him naked. I probably shouldn't be feeling this way because it's normal, in any case, that is what they are there for to please him and serve him when distressed. I got home while everyone was still fast asleep.

I sneak into the twin's room and lay beside them.

I called Zaneb to tell him about our return. 

"Hey Zenab, I'm coming back home with the twins. Can you get a chopper to pick us up?" I whisper.

"Is everything okay Nancy?" He asked concerned.

"Yes-yes everything is fine, don't worry about it," I whimper as I tried not to cry.

"Are you sure?" He asked again not convinced.

"Yes, please I'll explain everything once we get there kindly let Grandma know we are coming, she must have heard I already have kids but I'll tell her myself when I get there," I let out a murmur.

"I'll do that first thing tomorrow morning okay?" He said in a calming voice.

"Thank you, I appreciate and am sorry for calling you this late," I muttered.

"It's okay don't worry now I'm worried about you," Zenab murmured.

"No please don't, I'm ok trust me I've seen far worse things than this," I whisper assuring him I was fine, as soon as the call ends I hear yelling and people moving up and down.

Baby's voice could be heard from here,  he probably went to our room and couldn't find me there.

"Have you found Nancy yet?" Baby asks Pana who rushes towards him still panting because she was moving up and down.

The cold night air flash on my face as I go to close the window.

"No...no not yet, we have searched everywhere but we couldn't find her," Pana mumbles as I hide behind the pillars watching them.

"No?" he interrupted Pana who look as if she was about to faint.

"For god's sake where could she be?" Baby howls.

"Oh yeah maybe in the twin's room we haven't checked there,"  Pana rumbles.

"Seriously, and say you search everywhere?  what are you standing there for? go look for her now! Pana goes check the twin's room," he howls his command in annoyance.

"Yes Alpha!" all the guards responded.

"If she's not found soon I'll have all of your heads." He yells as anger stirs up inside of me I tried to swallow it down after all it is within his rights as an Alpha to lay with his omegas.

"What is all this noise about?" My eyebrows furrowed towards him as I come out of my hiding place.

"Nancy, thank goodness you are here, I was worried," he said as held me, his grip was strong but gentle, he hugs me tightly. I struggle with him and finally push him off me.

"We need to talk," he said almost whispering.

"I have nothing to say to you Baby just go to bed," I grumble in response.

"Please don't," Baby said out in pain.

"Do you know what you've done? It's okay for you to be with your omegas but you crushed me you know, you left to them after we had an argument. You left me alone when I needed you. You messed up I was scared just like you too."  I said as goosebumps coated my skin, my breath quickened.

"I know I messed up, I didn't what to lose you," he groans as he takes step towards me.

"Stay away Baby I'm not doing this good night," I pout and slunk away.

Reluctantly, Baby stopped dragging the conversion when he took notice of me shivering. He looked nervous and scared.

I sat on the bed and felt as if I couldn't breathe, my eyes roamed the room.

I could hear my heart thundering. What do I do? I know Baby can protect us here is the case he is ready to leave them alone in a faraway land only means he can't protect the twins if the whole world comes at us.

I am doing this for the twins, They will be safe in Zamuniland. I assure myself as I allow myself to breathe again.

I turned away and discreetly wipe my tears ads Pana walks in.

"You should be in bed, why are you awake?" I pout.

"How can I sleep my princess when...?" Pana's voice cracked.

"I'm fine, don't worry about me. Now, are you ready for some good news?" I mumble.

"What is the good news, my princess?" Pana asked as her face brightens a bit.

"We are going back to Zamuniland first thing tomorrow morning," I grin, Pana gasp and grab my hands in delight.

"Really my princess? You mean we can go back home now?" Pana giggled.

"Yes, why don't believe me?" I laughed. "Unless you don't wish to go back home." I teased.

"Of course, not my princess, I miss our land already." Pana cringed.

"That's enough for tonight, go pack your things and that of the twins too," I said forcing a smile.

"Okay, my princess." Pana hesitated, she wanted to find out if I was sure of leaving. I motion her to go ahead.

I sat on the bed throughout the night, wondering what I will say or do once Baby walks in the room.

Suddenly the door was pushed open. I flinch at the sound of the door opening.

The sunlight shines in the room as Baby walks in, it was already morning.

"I will go take my bath," my voice cracks at the sight of him. I walk past him as he grabs my hand firmly and pulls me back.

"Please let me explain what you saw last night," he whispers gentler as his eyebrows furrowed towards me.

"You don't have to explain, you were within your right as the Alpha king and that is something even I, your Luna can't change," I said in annoyance.

"Come on, just hear me out?" He said with a sad glare. His voice was soft and patient.

"My princess everything this packed, even the twins are..." Pana rumbles even before she walks inside the room she stops when she realized Baby was in the room.

"Okay Pana, go wait for me outside." I pout.

"Yes, my princess." She said in reply as she runoff.

Baby's eyes flickered towards me as I straighten my back.

"I thought was already talked about this?" He grumbled trying not to raise his voice.

"No we didn't, and I have already decided we are leaving, besides you have your omegas to serve you and breed you more pups as you deem fit," I said angrily and run to the bathroom before he grabs my hands again.

"Nancy, don't do this? You guys can't leave from here," he howls throwing his fist to the wall. I lean on the door and cry opening the shower so he doesn't hear me.

I came out of the bathroom when I realized Baby had left the room. I quickly got dressed and dry my hair. I was lost in my thoughts.

The hand dryer was on but turned to the other side and not my hair.

I didn't hear when Betty walks in.

She takes the hand dryer from me and helps me dry my hair.

"I completely understand you, my friend, this must be hard for you and after what happened last night you can only think about the twins tight now," Batty whispers squeezing my hand as she drys my hair gradually.

How did she know what happened last night? Oh, I forgot she probably read my mind. I wonder why I keep forgetting that part.

I let out a sigh and gave her a soft smile.

"Done!" Betty said crossing her arms around her chest.

"I know you can do this Nancy, honestly!" she whispered holding my hands.

"Yes, I can do this," I mumble hugging her. 

"I'm going to miss you my friend" Betty cries as she hugs me tightly.

"Me too my friend," I sob.

"Are you leaving without saying goodbye to me?" Roland pouts as he walks in with Mary-Anne.

"Of course not," I let out a chuckle, I throw my hands around his neck and hug him tightly.

"Promise me you will come to visit me," I sob trying not to cry.

"Of course, we will be coming sooner than you expect, I know you can't live without me." Roland teased as we all laughed.

"One more thing keep an eye on Roses and her father for me," I muttered.

"I will." He responded as Baby walks in. They all excuse us. It was left with Baby and I alone in the room. A cold of silence falls upon us.

Why is he not saying anything?

Has he accepted that we can leave?