Perhaps influenced by the warm atmosphere of the "Tuanzi family", Joan felt that the cold and stiff atmosphere at home was gradually warm and soft

His parents have insisted for many days without quarrel, and he no longer stays out late to go home. Even if there is no "clannad" broadcast, sometimes he will come home early.

Although still speechless, but also once again with their parents at the same table.

Although my father always talks big about "clannad" and describes it as a "meaningless and misleading" work, my parents occasionally watch it with him when "clannad" is on the air.

In her father's story, Julie's father studies the time machine. In the story of clannad, the "hidden world" studied by Qinmei's parents, the observable time and space, is not the whole universe. In the process of the birth of the world, the fallen dimensions are imperceptibly closed.

For Joanne, who loves games, this description is very easy to understand - isn't that the choice of GALGAME? The same characters, different choices, different stories.

This is the theory of parallel spacetime.

Joanne suddenly understood why his father had told the story. In his eyes, the story suddenly had a deeper flavor.

Kimi and Okazaki knew each other when they were very young. Even though they met at the very beginning, the audience can easily infer that they knew each other before.

The day before yesterday was a rabbit, yesterday was a fawn. It's you today. If you know about it. What's more, the story of the two people feels a kind of heaviness: as a child, Okazaki broke into the lonely and introverted world of Qinmei and became her friend. For some reason, the two separated and lost their communication. Gradually, Okazaki forgot Qinmei, but Qinmei remembered Okazaki. Qinmei is still lonely and introverted, even though Okazaki has "not known" Qinmei. Once again, she became a friend of Qinmei, and pulled Qinmei out of that lonely world, bringing her to know more and more friends.

Julie, who is not named Annie, did not tell mark her identity, and Qinmei did not tell Okazaki their story.

But even if time and space change, but once touched the heart of the feelings, but never change.

It was a rabbit the day before yesterday, a deer yesterday, and you today.

When I said it for the first time, it was a kind of curiosity and happiness.

The second time I emphasized it, it was a fetter that I couldn't get rid of.

"You mean. Don't study hard, don't read much. Can't you understand the deeper meaning of animation? " While watching the animation, Joanne asked his father.

He felt that it must be his father's use of animation to preach to himself again - although this time he really felt that his father was right. If he had not heard his father's story, he might have regarded Okazaki as another "Youyi" - although it seems similar, the story here is more profound than the story of Kanon.

Father calmly looked at him, and there seemed to be a faint smile at the bottom of his eyes, which disappeared in a flash.

"No The father replied, "no wonder your Chinese is so poor. At this level, you will fail in reading comprehension."

His father despised his achievements very shamelessly, which made Joanne unable to refute.

"The original sentence in the story says to you," knowledge is not only an obstacle, but also a wealth to attract women. "You don't even know the origin and meaning of the sentence" the day before yesterday was a rabbit, yesterday was a deer, today is you ". How can you show it to a girl? How to attract girls? What else do you watch? I used these stories to deceive your mother. "

Pop!

The mother slapped her father's head very impolitely. It was the first time he saw her slapping her father so shamelessly, but the father was not angry and didn't fight back.

The images of his father and mother had changed in Joanne's mind - on the good side, of course, he was suddenly kind.

"At that time, it was very difficult for me and your mother to go to university for various reasons, although our grades were certainly ok..." my father told the story of that year.

Although Qiao an is ignorant, he also knows that with the increase of the number of universities and the expansion of college enrollment, the quality of college students is getting lower and lower. According to the age of their parents, their university was full of gold, which was the real "institution of higher learning".

Naturally, the difficulty of the examination was much higher than it is now, and my father was so confident that if he didn't brag, he would be a bully. This is very different from Joanne's father in his impression.But he actually believed his father's words in his heart. Maybe it was the library like brain that his father told him when he was a child.

"All in all, you have to understand that learning is not for the sake of learning. Those will be the basis for you to make a living in the future. Like me, I was a science student, in order to soak your mother, I saw more than n romantic works that I don't like very much - I feel that romantic works are too sentimental, and I feel uncomfortable looking at them, but for the sake of lifelong happiness, I put up with them. If I didn't learn these things that I was not interested in for my own sake, I would not be able to catch up with your mother, and I would not have you... Besides, when I was in high school, I taught myself psychology. It was very useful to speculate about your mother's psychology, and I used all kinds of language, actions and environment to induce your mother, So as to achieve the effect I want... "

Father's words had not finished, mother dragged father away, two people began to quarrel endlessly.

But this time, Joan's face was getting warm.

"By the way, you're such a fool. I don't think you can make a good ending at school days without looking at the strategy, can you? I also played the game you bought. It's very good. I think you should play school days. For love, school days can give you a very deep feeling. It has a very strong educational significance. "

Before I was dragged into the bedroom by my mother. Father didn't forget to give Joanne the last blow.

Joanne's face seemed to be evolving. change unpredictably.

He was right by his father. After he played 10 badends in a row, but he was unable to complete a good end, the bloody scenes of "school days" caused a huge blow to his spirit and left a heavy psychological shadow, which made him throw "school days" aside and never touch it again.

In terms of playing games. He has been despised by his father!

Even the understanding of animation, not as good as father!

To him, it was a great shame.

At the bottom of my heart, the altar of fighting spirit, which had already been destroyed, seemed to be on fire again.

"In order to leave that home one day, I have been working to save money."

Okazaki remembers everything. Seeing the weeds growing in the yard of Qinmei's house, he buys tools to tidy the yard for Qinmei's house. After school, Zhu, Xing and Xing meet Okazaki. Xing feels that Okazaki is rich. Okazaki replies.

A flat tone. No feelings, as if to say something unimportant.

Even the story doesn't have any BGM accompaniment. Without any rendering, people may not notice Okazaki's words.

But Joanne noticed.

This sentence, like a heavy hammer, fell heavily into Joanne's heart.

In order to leave that home one day

It was his home, but he kept trying to leave it.

To others, home is warm, but to him, "home" is cold and painful.

Joan knows that feeling very well, but he is not as good as Okazaki. Okazaki seems to be lazy, but he is working hard wordlessly, and he has never tried

He also had the idea of leaving, but immature he just wanted to "leave". As for survival, he never thought about it at all.

He walked away from home, but he would come back every time the money "taken" from home was spent.

Leave - a very simple word, but here suddenly let Joan feel a heavy pressure.

This is no longer just going out, but completely leaving, out of the door, will never come back, with their own strength to find a shelter for themselves, to support themselves

Okazaki calm words, but let Qiao an's heart set off a huge wave.

He thought so deeply for the first time, what means could he use to support himself after he left?

He has nothing to do all day long. He is not as good at playing games as his father. He has no skill. He has never done any part-time job. He has no social experience. Without his parents, he may not even have enough to eat and starve to death.

Now looking back, even he felt that he was naive enough.

He thought of his parents again. Although his parents never told him about it, now they must be under great pressure. I remember when I was a child, for several years, he never knew that he had grandparents. It was only a few years ago that he gradually regained contact, but he could feel that the relationship was still stiff - just like his family.Parents should have "left" the home and never went back.

From his own age, he infers that when he was born, his parents just graduated from high school (maybe they had him before they graduated from high school).

Even now, it will bear enormous pressure, let alone that year?

However, under such circumstances, the parents not only "left" the home, but also gave birth to him. The house in his memory has gradually changed from a humble small house to a big house with two bedrooms and one living room.

As for why his parents didn't go to college, he may be able to guess the pressure of life. Even if his parents can apply for tuition exemption, they don't have enough money to eat and support him.

Joanne stares at the animation with mixed feelings.

For the first time, he seriously thought about the pain of "life". He found that he had no right to despise his father.

Because he is not as good as his father( Not finished, to be continued