It had been two weeks and Senja didn't have a chance to meet Xiao Tianyao, not even once.

He seemed to avoid her or it was just her own thought… she wasn't sure about that.

But, every time she tried to meet him, Yang Yu would stop her and threw thousand of reason that Senja started to sick about. But, all of that reason was always about how busy he was with the war preparation.

If that was the reason, Senja next question was; why she could meet Xiao Jun more than once in one day, but she couldn't catch a glimpse of Xiao Tianyao?

It frustrated her.

She knew that he needed his time to adjust his emotion and all, but how long he would avoid her? She needed to ask something to him and made sure her decision. It wasn't an easy decision, because once it done there was no room for regret, she didn't know how to backtrack or, there was a way for it.

So, no matter what she needed to meet with him and she would make her decision.

Tonight, after Senja knew their other meeting had ended and Xiao Tianyao was like usual would stay behind with Yang Yu was guarding in front of the door room.

Senja had prepared with her black clothes. It brought some memories, the beautiful memory in the past that made her smiled faintly.

Just, how long the last time they did something so stupid like this?

Senja heaved a breath to still her heart. She must to do it and whatever the result, she would think about that later.

This was the reason why she came and she needed the reason to stay, but if she couldn't find it, then…

The pain tore her heart once again.

Senja bit down her lips and tapped her shoulder while muttering encouraging words. "Alright, be strong.." She tapped her shoulder again, because no one did it for her.

Afterward she straightened her back and walked out of her room.

When Senja had certain it was only Xiao Tianyao inside the room, she walked around it and found the closed window. It was in the second floor, so either she entered the building and used stairs to reach Xiao Tianyao or simply jumped into his window and opened it with force.

Senja chose the last option, she didn't want to deal with Yang Yu and listened to his poor excuses, or else she would be very tempted to silence him forever, at least not tonight.

She took a few steps back and assessed the footing that she could take to reach the window when two guards ran onto her.

"Young Miss Senja, you are not allowed here." One of the guards startled her.

She should know about their presence, but for now her mind was occupied with thousand things and too tired so she carelessly overlooked it.

She wanted to smash her head to the wall.

Senja turned around and looked at the two guards who were approaching her, they bowed their head and greeted her politely when they were already in front of her.

But, she didn't need this kind of trouble now and she didn't want to waste her time too. She had been waiting for two weeks and that was already enough to drain her patient.

She wouldn't let two mere guards have a say about what she allowed or not allowed to do.

So, she reached out her hands toward them. With confusion the two guards took step back while looking at Senja's outstretched hands with confusion.

"Young Miss Senja, this…"

But, before they could say another word, Senja had tapped their shoulder. "Stay." She said.

And they froze on the spot, without saying anything they were only looking at Senja with dull eyes.

"I will come back to you guys after I am done with him, Senja cocked her head to the certain window direction. "I will not be long." Senja added. "… I hope."

With that Senja leapt to the window and effortlessly opened it.

Without she knew there was someone watching her every move.