Chapter 838

Shao ran understands his feelings. He must also be full of remorse. He thinks that if the first Ji Mu didn't send him, maybe his mother-in-law's condition would not worsen.

As they all know, it's not because of praying for God and worshipping Buddha. The improvement of Ji Fu's condition before is more like the last radiance of the setting sun.

After taking a deep breath, Ji Jingbai calmed down for a moment, and then said, "these are all told by others later. Originally, I thought my mother would blame me, but she did not. She always attributed all the reasons to her body and did not blame anyone. After my father was buried, my mother was depressed for a period of time. At that time, I didn't know how to persuade her, but one day, she suddenly got better and was full of energy, and her previous depression had been swept away. At that time, I asked her why. She said it was my father who gave her a dream and told her not to be depressed. There was still me at home. For me, she would stick to it. "

"Because of this dream, this sentence, my mother stood up again. At that time, I thought she had really come out of the sadness. If I hadn't accidentally met her hiding in the room alone and crying with my father's picture, I would have believed it. But it's our mutual secret. I didn't expose her. She always thought I didn't know. We knew each other and supported us to live on. "

"Later, when I saw my mother go to burn incense again, I asked curiously, because I knew that my mother would believe all these things for my father, but now my father is no longer here, so it is meaningless for her to insist on this. It's just that she told me it used to be for my dad and now it's for me. After all, she has persisted for so long. If I give up because of my father's death, I'm afraid the Buddha will blame again. If it's on her, it's OK. But she's worried that disaster will happen to me, so she insists on this habit all the time. It's just different from before that she only goes to the temple to burn incense and worship Buddha on the 15th day of the first day. Today, it happened to be here, so I wanted to go in and pay a visit. "

After listening to him explain the reason, Shao ran felt that his chest was stuffy. He felt like he had a breath in it. He couldn't spit it out, but he couldn't swallow it.

Although she did not see the scene at that time, from Ji Jingbai's narration, she could also feel the deep love of Ji's mother to her father-in-law.

"Your parents, their feelings Must be good? "

"Very good," Ji Jingbai's tone is full of emotion, "did I not tell you before, my mother is a very selfish person, always no matter what things to do and say, always think of their own happiness, never think of others, virtually offended a lot of people, but all along, no one has any complaints about her, because my father I've been helping her with the aftermath and maintaining those relationships. Of course, my mother knows all these, but her personality is just like that, so she can't change it if she wants to. "

Then he suddenly gave a gentle smile, and his expression was very meaningful. "No

later, she still changed. After my father died, she understood that no one could protect her. If she was still like before, she would not know how much crime she would suffer."

Hearing this, shaoran pursed her lips, thought about it, and asked her question softly: "why didn't she think about finding another one? I don't mean anything else. I just think it's a bit sad for her to die alone when she's still young. "

"I also asked her. In fact, I want her to find another one. After all, I can't always be with her, and my relatives can't come to accompany her every day. Even if I can, I still feel different after all. But she said, she has been spoiled by my father, no one can stand her. And she can't think of a person like my dad Ji Jingbai looked at a tree in front of him, and a faint smile appeared on his face. "In fact, a large part of my mother's temper was used to by my father. At that time, he thought that if my mother was spoiled, no one would pay attention to her. After all, my mother was a flower when she was young, and many people adored her. But I didn't expect that the world is changeable, my mother's temper is spoiled, but my father left too early. Sometimes when I think of this, my mother will scold me again, saying that it is because of my father that she can't find a new old man now. "

Hearing this, Shao ran couldn't help laughing, his eyes and eyebrows filled with tenderness.

She looked at Ji Jingbai, and the warmth in her eyes almost overflowed: "Jingbai, I didn't participate in the past time, but in the future, I want to spend it with you, and I will insist on staying with you for many years. I will never leave you alone."

"What if I find a new one?" Ji Jingbai deliberately teases her.

However, shaoran snorted: "I'm really sorry. I know myself very well. You can't find a second one with a lantern like me."

Listening to her impertinent boasting, Ji Jingbai's depressed mood due to recalling the past is much better. He reaches out to hold her in his arms, and gives her a strong kiss on her forehead, which is very loud.

"I think so. We are made in heaven. It's hard to get together in the vast sea of people. It's too difficult to find the next one.""It makes a lot of sense." Nodding, Shao ran grinned at him with a bright smile, which was even more charming than the red maple leaves in the mountains.

Ji Jingbai some mind waves, can not help but get together in the past, want a pro Fangze.

Just when I was about to touch the vermilion lips, a soft voice came from my ears: "Mom and Dad, what are you doing? Why don't you hold me, but you don't like me?"

Hearing this, Ji Jingbai's movements suddenly froze, and Shao ran in her arms opened her eyes and looked at each other's embarrassment. She could imagine what her face looked like.

It must be wonderful and gorgeous.

After swallowing his saliva, Ji Jingbai pretended to be indifferent, slowly released his hand, and then squatted down to hold Ji Chenming up. He began to talk seriously to him: "just now it was Mom's eyes that got into the sand, so dad is helping her blow, not pro. You're wrong."