Chapter 837

Fortunately, Shao ran was not so excited, and he kept his sense and stopped his dangerous thoughts in time.

Otherwise, she believes that as long as she dares to sing, Ji Jingbai will be able to laugh and shake the mountain.

No way, just so confident, just so powerful.

After clearing the throat, the family took a slow walk on the top of the mountain. It happened that there was a small temple on the mountain. Because there were many people coming and going, the incense was very strong.

"I'll go inside and burn incense. If you young people don't like it, just walk around."

Then Ji Mu, with a servant, went in, bought incense, knelt on the futon in front of the main hall, and respectfully worshipped the Buddha statue in front of her for three times. She was quite devout.

"Before, my mother didn't believe in Buddhism. She also belonged to the kind of rebellious and self-contained character." With no reality whatever, Ji Jingbai led Ji Chenming and the other hand, Shao Ling's hand, and walked slowly, and she said, these are illusory things. They are not real, they are used to deceive people. Whenever they see someone burning incense and worship Buddha, they must make complaints about it. Of course, she will not go to the front of the people. 。”

"Now it's because I'm getting older, so I start to believe it again? " Shao ran asked curiously.

After all, she has seen the kind of young people who sneer at a thing, but as she gets older, she believes more.

Ji Jing nodded his head, but then shook his head: "part of the reason is this, but the most important reason, or because of my father."

When Shao ran heard this, he immediately raised his attention of 120000.

She has been with Ji Jingbai for so long, but she doesn't know much about his family, especially about his father. She only knows that he died of illness, but other things are not very clear.

However, it's not surprising that Ji Jingbai didn't tell her, but she never asked. At first, she felt embarrassed to ask. After all, she always felt strange when she asked about the family situation. Later, she gradually forgot about the matter and couldn't remember to ask.

Now Ji Jingbai speaks on his own initiative. Shao ran naturally wants to listen attentively.

"My father had lung cancer at the beginning, and it was in the middle of the examination. At that time, my family was still in good condition and could barely bear the burden. In addition, there was medical insurance for reimbursement, so the problem was not very big. But what I didn't expect was that after a period of treatment in the hospital, the condition did not get under control, but became more and more serious. Later, we learned that the doctors in that hospital were basically not wanted by other hospitals, so they were assigned here. Even an appendicitis operation could cause accidents, which made the patients die miserably, not to mention such a serious illness. It's a pity that we knew it too late. At that time, my father's lung cancer had tended to be advanced, and the cancer cells spread very badly

"At that time, my mother didn't know who said that worshipping Buddha can make a wish. As long as the heart is sincere enough, the Buddha will certainly meet her wish. At that time, my mother was in a state of emergency, and wanted to have a try, whether it was true or not, so she got up early every day, went to Buddha first, and then went back to the hospital to take care of my father. She persisted for a month, and I didn't know if it was really useful. But in that month, my father's condition was no more serious, but it didn't get better, just maintained the original appearance. "

"My mother thinks it's effective to worship Buddha, so she goes more industriously, basically at least once a day. One day, it happened to catch up with the temple burning incense. It was said that it would be more effective, so my mother moved her mind. But she also knows that many people are staring at touxiang. Among the people she knows, a few are ready to queue up at three or four o'clock in the morning and want to be the first. My mother was worried that she would not be able to catch up with her. So she sat directly at the gate of the temple the night before and slept against the wall for the night before. So the next day, she must be the first. "

Hearing this, Shao ran was stunned and widened his eyes. He could hardly believe: "I'll sleep there for a night That's too dangerous. "

"Yes, but I couldn't help it. At that time, I didn't know that she was thinking about it. Besides, I was still away from school. It was early spring, and the temperature difference between morning and night was terrible. She sat outside for a whole night and couldn't sleep at all. She just stared and shivered, looked up at the stars and counted the stars in the sky, in order to divert my attention, I thought it was not It's so cold. The first incense was snatched by her, but after returning that day, she was also ill. She had a high fever of more than 39 degrees, and the injection couldn't go down. My father was scared. She called me and called me back. I took care of her for a few days, but she lost her fever, and she lost a lot of weight. She was more seriously ill than my father. "

"Well Does it work? " Shao ran asked cautiously, but she already had the answer in her heart.

How can this kind of thing work by praying for God and worshipping Buddha, but it is just a matter of seeking comfort in the heart.

Now the second father has passed away for many years, isn't that the best answer?As expected, Ji Jingbai shook his head, but unexpectedly laughed: "in fact, it really played a role at that time. After my mother was well, my father checked and found that the cancer cells had decreased. The doctors at that time said that if we followed that trend, we might be able to recover. Even if we could not completely recover, we could still keep our lives. At that time, our family was very happy. That was the best news we had heard since that time. My mother felt that it was she who grabbed the head incense that played a role. The Buddha felt her sincerity, so she gave her kindness. But it didn't last long. In a few days, my father's condition worsened again. This time, he didn't get out of the operating room. At that time, I just left

"My mother collapsed at that time. She collapsed on the ground and couldn't cry. She kept saying," it's me. I hurt him. I went to send Jingbai yesterday. I didn't have time to burn incense. Buddha must have blamed me, so she punished me. But why don't you take me away? Why take him? He's getting better. Why treat him so cruelly? '"

Speaking of this, Ji Jingbai's voice is inevitably mixed with a little choking.