C518

The Earth has not changed a bit, and is still revolving day and night. However, I feel like my entire world has collapsed, and then, madness spread through every cell of my body like a virus.

So crazy, so terrifying.

I began to imitate her, to imitate her mental state, to imitate her self-deception.

I took my bedroom, my 'home,' to the ship, and I lived every day in the place where she was buried, for I felt that she was in the sea, and that if I lived and slept on the boat I could be near her, and that there was nothing but the sea that was closest to her.

She said she wanted to have a home, she said she was afraid of being alone, she said she was afraid of being alone in the world, so... I was at sea with her.

Because she once whispered in my ear that wherever I was, my home would be there.

Furthermore, every night, I can still hear her voice and hear her calling out my name. She repeatedly said, "Huan Huan, Huan Huan, Huan Huan..."

It was exactly the same as when she was alive.

The voice was soft, sticky, sweet, and warm.

Ao Er secretly took the DNA of the dead body to check, and privately told Zhao Yi, when she was not Su Jingya, I happened to hear it.

My heart beat wildly for a few seconds. In the end, it was like a dead sea, undisturbed.

Because, I know very well, if they didn't burn to death that day after fishing so much in the sea, it wouldn't have been a good thing.

I didn't want to hope, but I didn't want to despair either.

I spent half of my family fortune and bought that piece of sea.

Every day, I would spend three hours searching from one corner of the sea to the other. I always felt that she was still alive, even if she was really dead, and that I might one day be lucky enough to find her body again.

I searched day after day, but to no avail.

However, looking for her became an indispensable habit in my life.

On the 25th of December 2012, when it was snowing for the first time in Spring City, I just sat on the deck and watched the snow pile up on the deck bit by bit. Afterwards, I somehow thought of a long, long time ago, there was a woman who laid beside me and whispered into my ear, "Huan Huan, I suddenly want to snow. I wanted to put two noses in it, four ears, a million hearts. Just like you, Flowery Big Radish! Do you have a lot of hearts in your body?! "Otherwise, why would there be so many women by my side …"

Thus, on that day, while I was squatting on the deck, I grabbed hold of countless little snowmen. Every single one of them I named Le Le, my Le Le …

On December 31, 2012, I flew to the United States on a private plane.

I walked along the streets of the city where she had lived for twelve years. I stood at the entrance to the hospital, looking at a Chinese girl who was struggling to slide out of her wheelchair, her cheeks flushed red from the effort, and wondered if she had also struggled to slide out of her wheelchair without anyone accompanying her during the years I had been missing.]

"Young Master Yu, this is the room that Miss Su stayed in before!" The Principal received a notice three days ago that Huangfu Yu would fly to America, hence he was prepared to welcome this man who seemed like a god or a devil.

Huangfu Yu stood at the door and saw the things in the room. They were arranged very neatly, as if no one was staying there.

The dean was able to immediately see through his thoughts. Thus, he said: "The most authoritative doctor in the orthopedic department of the hospital is her good friend, Wang Anran's father, and she has a deep relationship with Miss Su. After Miss Su returned to her country, he was unwilling to part with it. The things inside, are still what they were like before Miss Su left. "

At this point, the dean gritted his teeth in hatred.

However, Huangfu Yu had appeared now, so these losses were not in vain.

Huangfu Yu raised his hand to let him out. Only after the dean left did he slowly tour around Su Jingya's ward.

Except for being simple, it was no different from a girl's room.

Huangfu Yu wandered around the room for a long time, and in the end, sat down at her desk and started pulling the books placed on it.

Huangfu Yu's fingers brushed against the two crooked words that appeared to be extremely young and tender.

He could see her as she carved the words: intent on the table, bored or missing him, her long eyelashes drooping slightly, writing his name down on the table.

Half an hour later, the Principal carried in a super big box that Su Jingya had left in the bank. Realizing that Huangfu Yu's expression was not good, he dodged decisively.

Huangfu Yu looked at the entire box, and at the end when he opened it, he discovered that it was filled with diary books, and there were even some candies.

Casually taking out the first book, he opened it and read:

Huan Huan, today, Le Le was in the corridor of the hospital and saw a boy who looked very similar to you. Le Le thought that you had come to America to bring Le Le home, so she happily slid on the wheelchair and ran over, only to realise that … He's not you.

Huan Huan, they said that since I didn't speak, could it be that my brain was destroyed, but Le Le didn't. Le Le's brain was extremely clear, Le Le was very smart, he spoke every single day, only, when I'm alone, I'll speak to you secretly, Huan Huan, Le Le really only wants to speak to you …

Huan Huan, the people here, they look weird, their eyes are blue, the way they talk is weird, do they not like Le Le?! Le Le was clearly very obedient, but they were still angry at Le Le, and Le Le was afraid of them …

Huan Huan, it's raining again today. Say, as long as it's raining and I'm hiding under the roof, you'll find me. Today, I've been hiding under the roof for an entire day.

Huan Huan, I'm alone in the ward again, there isn't even anyone who can talk. If only you were by my side …

Huan Huan, I had a nightmare last night. I dreamt that I was going to chase after your car again, and then I was hit by a car.

Huan Huan, I am dreaming again, but this is a beautiful dream. I dreamt that you got off the car, I dreamt that you got off the car to carry me …

Huan Huan, I'm not happy today, I just want to call out your name. Huan Huan, Huan Huan, Huan Huan...

Huan Huan, Le Le is thirteen years old today. You are only a few days away from sixteen.

Huan Huan has terminal illness and has lost a lot of blood today, what should he do?! Could it be that Le Le can't wait for you to come and pick him up?! A lot of blood, the pants are soaked, I dare not tell the doctor, how to do?! If Le Le dies, I won't be able to see you anymore …

Huan Huan, when are you going to bring Le Le home?! Le Le misses you, she wants to go home! Huan Huan, have you forgotten about Le Le?! So he ignored Le Le?!

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