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After he had completely awakened, Huangfu Yu then covered his blanket, and let out a roar from his throat. He asked: "Le Le, can't I see you again in this life?! Le Le... You love me so much, how can you bear to leave me?! Give me one more chance to love you! Give me another chance... Le Le... "

Huangfu Yu hugged the quilt that was tainted by her aura tightly, as if he was hugging her. He hugged her tightly, using all his strength, as if he was going to squeeze the quilt into his body. He curled up like a shrimp, injured and curled up, crying as he sobbed, just like an ordinary mortal.

He kissed her carelessly, but he could not kiss her again.

Huangfu Yu's inner monologue:

"My name is Huangfu Yu. My name is Huan Huan. My life is also extremely simple. I've lived for thirty-three years, and I've been thinking about revenge for twenty-three years. Apart from hatred, I only loved one woman. I said that I would protect her and take good care of her. I said that I would love her and give her what she wanted the most. It was both stable and warm … Home, but … However, I was always unable to control myself from losing myself in hatred. I always hurt her unknowingly, causing my body to be covered in injuries. Until now, I had completely lost her.

I have always clearly remembered the scene when I first saw her. That day, the sunlight was very bright and beautiful, and she was standing a few meters away from me. She tilted her head as she licked her sugar lips and looked at me.

She sweetly called me Big Brother and even passed me the sugar that she had licked full of saliva, asking me if I wanted to eat it.

I hate her, but I don't hate her, and I don't like her.

I don't hate her because everyone thinks that she isn't pretty or cute, but in my eyes, she's cute like a doll in a cupboard. It's just that she was thrown onto the ground, stained with dirt, and became a bit dirty.

She didn't like it because her parents had abandoned her, yet she was so happy and carefree.

Her sweet and brilliant smile deeply stimulated my eyes, making me feel inferior.

Everyone said that I was heartless, that I was noble, that I was cold, and that I mocked her in a low voice. Despicable, shameless.

In fact, it was the lowest. Scoundrel, most shameless person: It's me!

No one knows that in my world, I love her to the point that I'm as lowly as dust.]

Zheng Junnan also died an unknown death. I was afraid of getting close to her, afraid that if I got too close, she would be the next one to die.

Because I knew that the person who was hiding in the darkest and most secretive place was definitely coming for me.

Thus, I pushed her far, far away. I thought that as long as I stood far enough away, I would be able to take control of everything and uncover the true mastermind smoothly.

I thought that as long as I was cold to her and heartless to her, he wouldn't hurt her.

However, that person refused to surface.

After finding out that she took care of Zheng Junnan's back matter, I went to the hospital. I immediately followed her to the hospital, and the first thing I did when we arrived at the hospital was find a doctor to understand the situation. I knew that the child was stillborn, but I still charged into the hospital and slapped her in the face.

That night, when I returned to the Imperial City, I locked myself in my dark room and slashed twice at my arm with my knife. I told myself that if I found the man, I would return the pain untouched.

I'm used to the darkness, I'm used to being cold, everyone could see my bright and beautiful appearance, I'm a proud and unparalleled being, no one knows, I, Huangfu Yu am also just a normal person who steals chickens and dogs.

I wanted to see her, I wanted to know if she was doing well, so I sneaked into the graveyard and brought her favorite sweets, then mixed the water she drank with powdered vitamins and added nutrients to her meals.

Every night, she would sleep by his grave and watch over Zheng Junnan, but no one knew that I would sleep outside her tent and watch over her.

At night, she would wake up crying. She would intentionally sleep without covering herself with a blanket. She would deliberately make herself sick.

She cried into unconsciousness, and I lay down beside her to coax her to sleep.

She started to wash the dishes in the dirty restaurant everyday, and her pretty soft hands started to crack. Thus, every day, not only did I bring her candy, I even secretly brought some hand cream and smeared it on her hands while she was sleeping.

At that time, every day I was in extreme pain and suffering, not wanting to live, but looking forward to the late night. Because when she falls asleep, I can embrace her without restraint, embrace her, and then kiss her …

Although I was suffering, I felt very happy to be together with her.

It wasn't until the owner of Lin Ji's hand-made dumplings was suddenly assassinated at home that I realized that the murderer was about to take action again, and so I deliberately led people to the place where she worked.

As soon as the car stopped at the edge of the street, I saw the owner of the restaurant slap her in the face. God knows how much I wanted to chop off the hand that had slapped her.

The search went smoothly, but I didn't know that Shui Miao was actually so ruthless. I watched her fall to the ground, and saw her crying so hard that he wanted to cover the picture of Zheng Junnan on her chest. I almost heard my own heart bleeding. I kept drinking. My stomach throbbed a little more strongly than usual. I wanted to drink a little more. Maybe if I got drunk, I wouldn't care.

I didn't expect that Chu Yifan would suddenly appear, and fight with Chu Yifan a few times. Seeing how sad she was crying, and how desperate he was, I almost couldn't control myself and immediately stopped.

Everyone heard her cry out in despair and helplessness, heard her beg another man to take her away, but no one, except myself, could hear my heart and cry.

That night, I gathered Zhao Yi and the others in the training grounds, and almost beat them to death. Everyone thought that the reason why I was angry was because of Chu Yifan, and only I knew that they went overboard at night.

After returning to my room, I curled myself up in a corner and used a fruit knife to cut my arm thirteen times. Blood almost dyed my clothes, but I didn't feel any pain because the thing that hurt the most was … Heart.

Everything was going as I had planned. However, I had never expected that the person who had hidden the most would actually be Xu Nuoyi. Furthermore, she had all her plans in advance.

The moment I saw Xu Nuoyi calling me, I immediately felt that something was wrong.

When I answered the phone, I was already in the car, running through the GPS to her exact location. At that moment, I couldn't help but shiver, afraid that she would do something crazy to hurt her. That's why I said those heartless and cold words on purpose, because I knew that Xu Nuoyi would only use change to make her hate me. A way to hurt someone I like.

Only, I never expected that she would actually capture Chen Zizi at the same time …]