I lie on the bed with our little daughter Tiantian lying on my body for a long time. At this moment, my heart is full of happiness.

A few years ago, I never thought that I would have such a day, and I never thought that I could still get love and happiness after divorce. At that time, when I got into zijintai, I had no plan for the road behind me. I even felt that as long as I could raise my child smoothly, I would not expect any results in my life.

I met he Liancheng, and then my life took a turn.

Although I am very calm in front of people and never mind what others think of me, I do mind what others think of my children. I don't want people to know that I work there and I don't want my children to fall into the wild.

A woman is weak, but a mother is strong.

I didn't understand it until I gave birth to Yuanyuan and Tongtong. At that time, I was totally helpless. I was alone with my child and my injured father, floating in the imperial capital.

In zijintai, it's not that I didn't want to make some faster money, but thinking of Yuanyuan and Tongtong, I held back. My own bottom line does not allow me to go down one more step. I always feel that once I step out, I will never have a chance to turn back.

The first feeling he Liancheng gave me was not very good. He had an attractive face and a high value. No matter from any angle, he was not a good person to be entrusted for life.

His frivolity was written on his face. When he first met him, he cheerfully called out: "Hi, beauty."

dandy!

At that time, I made such a definition in my heart. At the same time, I knew that maybe I met a big fish this evening.

It was his treat that day. The money was spent like running water, and the wine was drunk like watering the vegetable garden. The girls called for a room. I went late, and then sat at the bottom of the table. He waved to me and said, "Hey, beauty, come and sit here."

I don't know what attracted him and made him green eyed me.

For the sake of money, we have to bear the hands and feet of the guests, and even show that we enjoy it. I did a good job of psychological construction and sat down beside he Liancheng. To my surprise, he just put his hand on my shoulder at random and pretended to be very frivolous. In fact, the most excessive action of the night was just like this.

Seeing them off, he gave me a handful of bills and said softly, "yes, I understand the rules. I'll come back to you next time."

"Thank you, sir." I was all smiles at him.

Later, I asked him what his first impression of me was. He thought about it for a long time before he said, "you have a little different temperament, which makes me feel that you don't belong to that place. You are a woman with a story."

"Which woman in that place has no story?" I asked.

He laughed, leaned over and gave me a kiss, and said in a low voice, "it's not that kind of story. You can't learn your temperament from others. I can see that you had a good education when you were young, including tutoring, and even intuition tells me that your life must be very good

I didn't understand and asked, "can you tell?"

"Of course, for example, the first time I saw he Xiao, I knew he was an illegitimate child." He Liancheng said, pretending to come over mysteriously, staring into my eyes and saying, "everyone has his own past and life rules hidden in his eyes. How do you disguise and make up, your eyes will not change, and the things under your eyes will not change. For example, I can see from He Xiao's eyes that he is cowardly and unwilling, and that he is as cold as a poisonous snake. No matter how he hides it, he can't hide it. "

I don't know if what he said was true or false, but I was relieved to know that his first impression of me was good.

People who are born in the dust are most afraid of meeting guests and then pretending.

I don't like this routine, because I don't want to bind a man with a woman's body, which is the most unreliable and unsafe means.

If I want to be his woman, I will be the kind that he can never give up and addict to me all his life. I have the right to stand beside him and be equal to him, not humble subordination or vassal relationship.

Later, in the process of getting along with each other, I found that Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong had a high acceptance of him, even more than all the heterosexuals I had ever met.

His nature is totally different from his appearance.

I don't know why he disguised himself as a playboy. In this way, he didn't know why I was so bold and extroverted in front of the guests, but I refused every chance to degenerate.

We are all people who wear masks in front of people. After a long time together, it's hard to avoid a bit of sympathy. I blocked all the blind dates for him, and he paid me.

I thought this kind of relationship could last for a period of time, but I didn't expect that after meeting his first love, our relationship also escalated rapidly.His confession caught me unprepared, shocked at the same time, my heart was ready to move, I really can't refuse the confession of such an excellent man as him.

At first, I asked myself if I really didn't feel for him. The answer was No.

Because I was hurt by feelings, I understood what kind of true feelings were. In front of feelings, I didn't want to deceive myself, so I accepted his confession.

He made my heart move again, looking forward to meeting him. Like a little girl, I was very excited when I saw him. Every night I waited for his goodnight call, even his kiss, his love words, and his close to my body, which made my heart throb and I couldn't refuse. It was like opium. I was addicted to him.

I'm worried about his acceptance of children, and how many single mothers have been single because of their children. A mother would rather hurt herself than hurt her child at all.

As it turns out, my worries are superfluous.

He has no prejudice against the two children, and the children like him very much. Looking at the three of them getting along well, I can't express my joy.

When I just settled down in the imperial capital with two steamed buns, I didn't expect such a day.

God gave me all the hardships, and then let me suffer all the injuries. When I thought there was no way forward, he opened the window in front of me, and there was he Liancheng outside.

Maybe the sufferings in recent years are all for his coming.

I know that as long as he is around, I don't have to be afraid of everything.

But what scares me most is that Chu Yi comes to rob the child.

Men can never understand what children mean to women. Some people even tell me that it is best for children to follow Chu Yi, because Chu Yi can give them the best economic conditions, while I can only maintain their seemingly beautiful life, but there is no way out.

I didn't agree. Lian Cheng helped me.

At this time, I know what Liu Tian thinks of me.

To tell you the truth, Liu Tian is much bigger than he Liancheng in terms of strength. In the imperial capital, he is a character and family who turns the back to cover the rain.

I really hesitated for my children.

But as an adult, I need to be responsible for myself, responsible for the choices I make, and I finally firmly abide by my inner feelings.

People's life is very short, just a few decades. It's not easy to meet the person you like. It's even more difficult to meet someone who has a heart. Once you miss it, it's likely to be forever.

I know it's hard to fight for children, but try my best, but I shouldn't use a man and hurt another man for this.

Liu Tian's dedication makes me feel unrequited, and his persistence is beyond my expectation.

He Liancheng hates him very much. In order to protect his man's face, I am also very indifferent to Liu Tian, but he never mind these.

To this day, I still feel guilty for him.

We have gone through so many ups and downs together. There were several times I thought I was going to give up, but I didn't think I insisted on it with unexpected tenacity.

This result is really not easy, all the dust has settled, all the tribulations have become experiences, but a few people know that these so-called experiences are what we don't want.

What we want is simple happiness, from the beginning to the end.

The birth of his little daughter made him ecstatic and happy like a child.

Before he was discharged from hospital, he bought all kinds of toys for his daughter. He bought all kinds of toys from one to three years old, and even bought a full set of princess dresses, as well as Disney tickets for the whole family, with a ten-year period

When I looked at these, I couldn't help smiling, but I pretended to be angry and asked him, "I've spoiled my daughter, Be careful not to let them get angry. "

"No, three brothers love her more than me, OK." He said with a smile, "the three have already thought about it. When my sister goes back, I must hold a welcome ceremony for her. What to do is confidential to me."

"What can three children do?" I don't think so.

I didn't expect that when I came into the house with Xiaotiantian in my arms, the room was decorated with pink ribbons into a fairy tale world. I really don't know how these three children did it.

There are pink cakes on the table in the living room, three layers, and a Crystal Swan on the top, elegant and noble. All the chairs are tied with ribbons, pink, light blue, white, all kinds of bows

I was stunned.

Xiaotiantian seems to have telepathy with her three brothers. As soon as she enters the house, she opens her eyes, and then looks around.Three handsome boys heard the door ring, ran down from upstairs, everyone holding a big gift box.

I sat down on the sofa, and they gathered around me, took out their gifts like a treasure, and said to me, "Mom, help my sister open the gift."

Everything at home is bubbling pink. I look at the four men who used to love me the most and spoil my daughter into a princess. Then my status declines rapidly.

But that's what I want to see.

The gifts of the three brothers are very original. They have homemade clay teacups, pink music box pianos and LEGO cruise ships

All the gifts were made by three brothers.

The birth of Xiaotiantian makes our family closer. I also know that next I will start the hard and sweet experience of taking baby. In the next few years, I will accompany my daughter from a soft glutinous bun to a gentle lady.

The days are still going on, our story is still going on, I believe the sweetness will be more than the pain in the future, and I also know that God will make sweet wine for all the sufferings we have suffered, day by day.

This is our story, the story of suffering and the final result. It seems different, but it has many similarities with everyone's youth.

Whose youth has never met true love? Who hasn't been cannon fodder in first love? Who hasn't met scum in the past?

But these, let us grow, let us learn to cherish, let us know that in addition, there are better things.

Everyone who lives in this world may experience more or less suffering. When suffering comes, we think we can't carry it. After actually carrying it, ten or five years later, when we look back at the past experience, those who think that the past is just a small setback in life. Only when we go through it, we find that most of life is still smooth.

So don't be trapped by the small things in front of you. Those who can see tomorrow will be happy. Also, not all people wear masks, but if you meet people who wear masks as well as you, please take the face under the mask seriously, choose your own kind, and then walk on firmly.

In this impetuous world, it's not easy to find a similar one. If you encounter one, you must cherish it