The night in the hospital is very long. I lie on the bed with my eyes closed. In the company bed, Liancheng thinks I'm asleep. He carefully tucked in the corner for me, just as I quietly did for him at night when he was young. Then, I heard his footsteps go far away, the sound of the sofa being rubbed, he lay down on the sofa.

Since I was hospitalized, even Chengji came to accompany me every day, and even took the company's documents to handle. During the day, when I wake up, I can see his serious handling of official documents. It's very similar to when I was young, and it's basically a copy of me.

Seeing him, I can't help thinking of He Xiao. I don't know what kind of feelings that child has for me. If he is just for money, for revenge, to vent his anger on his mother, there is no reason for him to do a lot of things.

I think he should have feelings for me, but they are distorted.

Sometimes, I wonder if I would not have to lie in the hospital and think about my little son's being sentenced if all that had not happened.

They used to be brothers, but now they are enemies because of me.

My father is a failure. Although he has made some achievements in money, he has failed in his family.

Looking at my son Liancheng and all the experiences between him and Leyi, I feel inferior. If I had half of his ability and perseverance in those years, I would not be like this now.

When I met her, I was twenty-two and she was twenty.

I will always remember her appearance at that time. Her features are not particularly beautiful, but they are unforgettable. She is pure and gorgeous.

Since I saw her, my heart, which had been unable to suppress, suddenly became excited. A voice in my heart told me that she was the woman I wanted to find in my life.

To tell you the truth, I didn't deserve her at that time, no matter from birth, family or personal conditions. At that time, I was just a poor boy. I worked in a state-owned factory and got a hard-earned salary every month. Her family already had two companies, and her brothers and sisters had their own businesses, big or small, but at least they were much better than me economically.

In front of her, I look grey.

I didn't expect that she would accept me, like a little shy to accept me. I clearly remember the smile when she raised her face, which was so gentle that people couldn't resist.

At that time, a virgin girlfriend needed the consent of both parents. When I met her parents, I was so nervous that I didn't know where to put it.

I don't know if my sincerity and sincerity moved her parents, and her family agreed.

But when he agreed with us, his father offered me a condition to come out of the state-owned factory and do my own business.

I promised. Without my family's consent, I broke my iron rice bowl and began to go to sea.

From then on, I knew the ability of Leyi's mother.

Three generations of poor people in my family, I finally upgraded to a worker and lost my job. In the eyes of my parents and relatives, I was a black sheep. No one is optimistic about the future of my business. Everyone thinks that I will become a jobless blind person in the end.

From the day I quit my job, my mother was by my side, helping me with her natural business acumen.

My first business was very small and humble. It started with pouring plastic products.

At that time, plastic was a new thing. Few people could afford plastic pots at home. I just started from the unremarkable plastic washbasin, trying to do my original accumulation bit by bit.

In three years, I let everyone see my growth and business improved. I even bought a state-owned plastic products factory which was going to close down due to poor management.

At this time, I think we can hold our wedding.

Unexpectedly, on the eve of the wedding, in order to pay a lot of joy, my mother suddenly told me that she didn't love me at all, she loved other people.

No one knows how I feel when I hear this sentence.

I really don't think the world exists anymore.

I started my business so hard to fulfill my promise in front of her father, and then I married her. When I was about to succeed, she suddenly chose to leave.

This kind of feeling makes the man unable to accept, I from love her to the bone, turned to hate her to the bone. I really don't know why she can give up her kindness to me for three years, her help for me for three years, and even my business capital are provided by the yuan family.

Their family is a face loving person. When something like this happened, they made a statement in the circle that they no longer recognized her as their own daughter, and broke off the father daughter relationship with her.Without any hesitation, she left home with the man I only met once, and left the imperial capital, and there was no news from her ever since.

After Leyi's mother left, Liancheng's mother appeared in front of me. She comforted me and accompanied me when I was in the lowest mood... After I recovered my sense, I realized that she had been paying attention to me for a long time.

To find someone who loves you or to find someone who loves you is always the subject of everyone. Frustrated at that time, I didn't think much about it, so I directly chose to marry Lian Cheng's mother.

Men are probably like this, with a career, with a family, the heart will stop. Of course, no matter whether the women in this family really love them or not, they will gradually become family after having children.

Marriage without love is difficult. Liancheng was born in the most difficult time.

Since he was born, the atmosphere at home has been much better.

I watched Liancheng grow up day by day, and my mind sank down. I thought that this life is to raise him up, and it's better to leave him some property, so that his adolescence will not be as hard as mine in the future.

I thought that after having children, my life would return to the right track. I didn't expect to meet He Xiao's mother.

The first time I saw her, I almost thought it was her mother. It was only when I saw her talking and doing things that I realized that these were two people at all. The temperament of her mother could not be imitated by others.

It's either a drunken immorality or an impulse. I had that kind of thing with her.

Li Qinyu approached me just for money. Her purpose was so clear that it made me relaxed.

After the event, I gave her enough money to think I could finish it. Unexpectedly, the money was so much that she thought about me.

After I had the first time with Li Qinyu, I felt guilty when I got home. I couldn't even face my wife and son and lived in the factory for a few days on the pretext of company affairs.

Later, I was relieved to find that they didn't find anything and that life was going on as usual.

At this time, Li Qinyu called me and called my home.

I don't know how she found my phone, but I was scared to death.

Maybe people today can't understand what kind of consequences it was when such a thing happened at that time. Almost all people would condemn me on one side, and even I am condemning myself.

People can't lie. One lie needs to be solved by countless lies.

Since the first time, my life has changed dramatically.

When Li Qinyu told me that she was pregnant, I almost reflexively asked her to kill the child. She hung up on the other end of the phone and then disappeared into my life.

At that time, I was really afraid that she would suddenly appear in front of me. Unexpectedly, when I heard from her again, she gave birth to the baby.

In this way, my life has become a mess, I deal with home every day to pay outside, became a man with no fixed place.

Li Qinyu's mother discovered that it was Li Qinyu who planned the whole thing.

Things went out of my control at that moment.

I don't know about the meeting between the two women. After knowing that Li Qinyu had already stuffed he Xiaoqiang into my hand with his death.

I can't say more about her since she has gone.

He Xiao is hostile to me and my family, and I can't ask Lian Cheng's mother to treat him like her own child. After all, I was wrong first, and he Xiao is just like the evidence of that mistake, shaking in front of us every day.

Finally, we can't help but have a big fight on a night when all the children are asleep.

Since then, it has been the cold war.

At that time, the yuan family had gradually improved. No matter for business reasons or for the reason of Liancheng, I couldn't let my marriage with Yuan Yi go wrong. So after weighing, I sent He Xiao abroad.

Since then, I have planted the seeds of family discord.

After he Xiao left, our family recovered calm, everything seemed to return to the past, but it just seemed. We all know that he Xiao is like a time bomb. We don't know when we can blow up our lives. However, what I didn't expect was the death of Lian Cheng's mother. Her sudden death changed everything. Liancheng's temperament is very big. I'm too busy in business to accompany him. For him, I found another woman to marry. At that time, I had made small achievements. It was easy to find a woman.

I thought that if there was a woman, there would be a home. Later, I found out that I was wrong.Liancheng's personality changed from extraordinarily introverted to extraordinarily foreign. I thought it was a good thing at that time, but later found it was not.

He Xiao came back. His eyes were no longer gloomy. I was relieved, but I didn't know it was just a superficial phenomenon. It wasn't until I lay on the bed in the hospital that I realized that what he had planned since he came back to China was to take the property from Lian Cheng.

In fact, what I want to say is that in my original will, it has been clearly stated that all assets are divided into two, half of each child. I try to be impartial, but I don't want to be misunderstood by the children because I died too late.

To this day, I can't say that Liancheng is wrong.

Everything is my own fault. If I could keep my heart at that time, I would not have the result today.

I've ruined three women in my life. Yuan Yi, Liancheng's mother, died at a young age. Before she left, she was afraid to hold resentment against me; Li Qinyu, he Xiao's mother, died when he Xiao was three or four years old because of my reasons. She was afraid to hate me more deeply; The last one is the stepmother I married to Lian Cheng. When I married her, the purpose was not pure. I thought she was good-natured and could take care of children. I didn't think about her feelings at all. She and I were together for 20 years, and then chose to divorce. I gave her enough money, but I couldn't get her youth back

Let's call it a day. I don't want to worry too much about the two children. Only when I lie here can I realize that children and grandchildren have their own happiness.

For Liancheng, I still feel guilty. I just hope he can get better and better in his hands.

His persistence let me know that there is only one choice in life. When I die, he will see what I said to him in my safe.

My child, my father admires your persistence and choice. I hope you can persist and be happy all the time