Chapter 520

I took it for granted that it would fall apart in front of her.

This woman's behavior is beyond my expectation. I don't know how to answer. If I really agree with her, I'll never get close to her again in my life.

The so-called involuntariness is that you can't control your own words and actions.

I really can't talk to her as planned, and I can't help falling behind, leaving room for both inside and outside. I can't imagine what life would be like without her in the future. This kind of feeling is very strange, clearly is a complete stranger, but there will be a feeling that do not want to let go.

Because of these uncontrollable feelings, I messed up my plan.

When he Zelin found me again, I agreed to his terms and promised to go back to the group to help.

Things on the strange direction of development, I face from the most intimate people, doing the most strange things.

He was very calm about all this, and he took Lin Leyi back to he's home by his own means.

It's a strange situation now. The three of us live under the same roof, and there are three children who don't understand the situation at all.

Without those three children, the three of us would be embarrassed every day

I don't know when I moved my heart to Lin Leyi. Those familiar feelings came back little by little. As long as I saw her, I would like to talk to her, even if she just gave me a smile or nodded. The joy in my heart can't be described.

In this initial awkward relationship, I actually found the feeling of love in her.

To be honest, I hate it.

When did I become a man who can't help laughing for a woman? When did I become a man who felt at ease when I saw a woman in front of me?

Maybe all this was calculated by he Zelin, the old fox, with a faint smile on his face.

Just when we all thought the dust had settled, he Xiao appeared.

If he doesn't show up, I almost forget him.

He is the illegitimate son of he Zelin, and he stayed with him for the benefit at the beginning. He's very smart, he's very disciplined, he's good at it, but he's not good at it.

As Cheng Xin, I stand in the position of an outsider and watch him come back to fight for his family property. I feel ridiculous.

He has transferred a lot of money from his group, but he is not satisfied.

I estimated his purpose correctly, but I didn't estimate his means.

After our "family" life was gradually on the right track, when I couldn't give up on her more and more, and even deliberately alienated her in order to hide my inner impulse, the child was kidnapped.

When I saw her cry for the first time, my heart broke down.

The feeling of pain spread from the heart, and the whole person began to hurt.

It's the first time I have this feeling, but it's like I experienced it a long time ago. I'm very familiar with it.

Lin Leyi has always been strong, no matter in front of anyone. She is like a well-made dummy. She behaves appropriately every day so that people can't find any fault. She has never been in a panic. Even when her company is about to close down, she just looks haggard.

And this time, she cried in front of me like an ordinary woman.

Her hair was messy, her eyes were red, her face was still wet with tears, and her eyes were helpless and panicked.

"Don't worry, I'm here." I pulled her over the shoulder.

During this period of time, I have gone out of my way to check the relationship between "I" and Lin Leyi. What I got from outsiders was just a few words, and even mixed praise and criticism for her. Some people even told me that she was only interested in my money.

I won't believe that.

One of Lin Leyi's pursuers is Liu Tian, who is better than me in both family background and character, but she chose the former me, the Playboy named he Liancheng.

Her tears made me feel like we were a lot closer.

She won't let the police, saying it's for the safety of the child.

I also have feelings for Kuankuan. After this period of time, I like this child more and more. However, as a man, I rationally and quietly called the police, and then took the ransom to the place where the kidnappers asked.

I didn't expect that she would come quietly. When I saw her, my mind was blank.

She dares to follow in such a place. Is there any safety in her heart?But I can't blame a mother who lost her mind because of her children.

In the end, the child was successfully rescued, and then he was hospitalized.

I was with her in the hospital guarding the child. At night, when she was asleep, I dared to take a serious look at her features and suddenly found that she was beautiful.

……

Perhaps, I should think of the past, that feeling should be very good, right?

I didn't know when I had this idea, and then it got out of hand and grew like weeds.

When I made the final decision to find myself, I couldn't help but give up Lin Leyi.

Many people may think that I chose to retrieve my memory for the sake of his huge family property and the huge fund abroad, but I know that I did it for her.

The brain that has been washed once is crazy and difficult to recover its original trace, even dangerous. If it works, it's the best. If I fail, maybe I will forget this beautiful and warm period, and even become a madman, a schizophrenic madman.

I found the best brain experts in the world to consult, and the results were the same.

No one dares to 100% guarantee that I will be able to safely retrieve the memories of the past.

Reality can never be like science fiction blockbuster, more impossible to go through all kinds of hardships like movies, there will be a beautiful and satisfactory result.

Everyone's advice is: let me keep the status quo.

Even he Zelin said, "Liancheng, I can see how you feel about Leyi. She seems to be able to accept you now."

"I don't seem to feel that she can accept me now." I shook my head with a wry smile. "Compared with the original he Liancheng, I'm not as good as him in terms of appearance or other aspects to please women."

My words made he Zelin's face sink. He said: "you are him, he is you. You are the same person. You should recognize it. If you still think you and he are two people up to now, it's too difficult for Leyi to accept you. "

What he said made me not know what to say next.

Although I know that I am he Liancheng, I still regard him as two different people from me subconsciously. Maybe he Zelin is right. Only when I regard myself as he Liancheng can I win Lin Leyi's acceptance.

Just, what about the original beauty?

At first, I was just curious about the original, but now I feel that I have to know. Because I know my heart too well, I can't think of myself as he Liancheng.

After a long time of serious consideration, I finally decided to be he Liancheng. From the beginning to now, I have only one identity - he Liancheng. As for Cheng Xin, it was just an accident.

I told Lin Leyi about my decision, and her eyes lit up.

I'm right. Before I told her the decision, I didn't mention a word about it. I just wanted to see her reaction.

I feel relieved about her reaction now, because she is also looking forward to he Liancheng's return.

At this moment, it seems that we are closer to each other. She looks at me slightly differently. Before leaving, she decided to accompany me to treatment.

Everything comes suddenly and happily.

The hospital I went to was still the original one, because they had my original treatment process, which was of course the best choice.

Before the beginning of treatment, I was nervous, but after the real beginning, I found myself calm down, and the uneasy mood came from Leyi.

She cares about me!

In my heart, I even thought that this treatment might fail.

Under the stimulation of drugs and instruments, my brain began to become very confused, and some strange and familiar fragments began to emerge. They are like islands in the fog, only showing a little, people can't guess how many real faces there are under the cover of the fog.

Slowly, some of the scenes became clear.

I clearly saw her face in my mind. She was a few years younger, a little fat and a little white, with a mature and charming appearance. The corners of her eyes and eyebrows were full of amorous feelings... She was drunk.

The first picture I remember was her, so beautiful.

It turns out that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Ever since her face appeared in my mind, when I saw her in reality, I felt that I wanted to approach her even more. I can't describe how it feels, but her facial features have changed in my eyes, and the time I spent with her has become very delicate.In the process of waiting for further treatment, I unconsciously approached her several times and even wanted to kiss her.

She ran away in panic, which made my heart sink.

"Liancheng, I'm waiting for you, for the whole of you." She was acutely aware of my abnormality, approached me carefully, and slowed down her voice.

"OK, don't worry. I will remember everything we've been through." I accentuated the tone, to myself, but also to her confidence.

The initial treatment is very shallow, and the fragments of my former life emerge little by little, but I also find my own difference, that is, I don't know the boundary between the reality and the past. Sometimes I feel that a certain scene has just happened, and even I am looking forward to continuing.

She also noticed my difference and comforted me in a soft voice.

This situation once I was calm, but with more and more times, I was afraid. I have read relevant books before treatment and know that this is actually the precursor of schizophrenia.

I really don't know whether I want to stick to it or not, because I'm afraid that when I get nothing in the end, I will become a madman again