Chapter 518

"Yes, but I have some private business besides business." I said to her.

"No problem. I'll ask my secretary to book a good place. I'll let you know later." Aunt Yuan said.

From my heart, aunt yuan is really nice to me. So many times, I have the illusion that she seems to be my mother.

At noon, I arrived at the restaurant ordered by Aunt yuan. When she saw me from a long distance, she waved to me.

After I sat down, she looked at me like a loving mother and said, "Why have you lost so much weight in recent months? Too busy at work or not

"It's not all about work." I shook my head.

"Don't talk about it first. We'll talk about it after eating, so as not to affect our appetite." She digs the subject.

Every time is like this, she is too familiar with my appetite, always order a big table I like to eat food, and then sit opposite to watch me eat seriously.

After dinner and water, she would talk about work.

To tell you the truth, every time I face her eyes, I have a lot to say. Every time I come back, I feel like going home. Only when I am in front of her can my heart be peaceful for a moment. Once I leave, I will have nowhere to put.

As usual, after dinner, she put her hands together on the table, looked at me through two cups of coffee and asked, "what's the matter? What are the problems in China? I think your weekly reports are very beautiful. You have a little reputation in DIDU. "

"It's OK at work, but..." I hesitated, "it's just that my life seems to be nothing but work. Before, was I the same person? "

She said with a smile, "I forgot all about it before. I think you're fine now."

"But I think I seem to have forgotten something very important, and..." the next words are a little hard for me to say. After all, it's not proper to say personal problems directly in the face of a boss and an elder.

"And what?" "Did you think of anything?" she asked

She was a little nervous when asked this question.

"No, I said yes, and I've lost interest in women. I can't find the meaning of my life except work." I finally say this sentence, feel that people are relaxed.

But she said with a sigh of relief: "these are not problems. You are not interested because you haven't met the right person. If you do, you will be interested. What's more... "She looked at me up and down and laughed," what kind of woman can't catch up with you now? I don't think it's suitable for you to get married in China. Nowadays, Chinese girls are too realistic. What you need is a good wife and a spiritual partner, so I don't expect you to meet the right people in China. "

She didn't understand me. What I want to say is that I'm not interested in women, but I can't make the topic more clear.

"When you come back half a year later, I'll introduce you to some good girls." Aunt Yuan said.

"Aunt yuan, why are you so nice to me?" I asked suddenly.

"Because your mother and I are good sisters." She said.

"That's it?" I asked again.

"What do you think?" She asked.

I have nothing to say. It seems that she is determined not to tell me anything. I have to check my own dental records.

A person can change his appearance, change his memory, but his teeth can't change... This idea surprised me.

Back at my residence, I threw the information yuan gave me on the table and went to the bathroom to wash my face. When I was about to clean the water on my face with a towel, I suddenly saw myself in the mirror.

The man in the mirror is very strange to me. He even shows strange eyes to me.

He and I looked at each other, and the more we looked at each other, the more strange we felt, as if we really had another self in the mirror. That I can't see clearly under my eyes, just like I used to.

In the end, I almost forgot where I was, so I reached out and smashed my hand on the mirror. The glass broke to the ground, and then I fell asleep.

After a week's investigation, all my medical records in the United States are only in that hospital, the one I stayed in when I was awake.

This is just too suspicious.

Even if I grew up here, I couldn't have only seen illness here since I was young.

But it's not easy to think about erasing all the traces of a person in this world. In particular, a lot of information will directly enter some systems of the country. I don't know how I can make people like this.

I don't know. How much did they spend to delete my past?Among them, there should be no lack of aunt yuan's strength, right?!

What's the purpose of her kindness to me.

For my ability? Don't talk about it. Although my ability is better than that of ordinary people, it's absolutely not to me. In front of my American counterparts, I'm at the middle level at most; For my looks? Not to mention, I am too clear about what looks like in the mirror. However, to put it mildly, it is a medium-sized appearance;

What's that for?

Money! Benefit!

These two words come to mind without warning.

In my current situation, I can't bring her too much money and benefits. I can make money as a machine for her, but she also pays me a lot, even more than the average level of the market.

After thinking for a long time, the only possibility is that my past will never be as simple as she said.

I thought it was easy for me to find my past, but I didn't think it was very difficult to find it. The schools I attended were either merged or closed down. My education experience in college was complete, but I couldn't contact an old classmate

Everything shows that so many coincidences can't happen to me naturally, so my past must have been manipulated.

I squeeze out a month from my work to investigate my past. After the end of the month, all I get is more fog and countless clues.

I feel like my head is about to explode, and I'm overwhelmed by the sense of helplessness I've never met in my work.

After thinking about insomnia for several days, I decided to show my cards to Aunt yuan at all costs. I can give up such a high position, give up the seemingly good future, give up the current reputation, and leave from Aunt yuan's company.

I took all the fans I investigated to sit opposite aunt yuan and threw out my problems one by one.

"Aunt yuan, I believe you know my past, and I need it. Can you tell me who I am?"

"What do you want from me? Let's just say it. If I don't cooperate, you won't get anything, will you?"

"If it goes on like this, I will give up everything I have now, leave the group and leave my job."

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My words finally made her face pale. She was silent for a long time. Finally, she looked at me with strange and serious eyes and asked, "have you ever thought that what you forget is something you don't want to remember at all? If the past makes you a mediocre and crazy person, will you still choose to remember the past?"

"Yes." I said firmly.

She sighed and said, "I want you to think it over and give me an answer."

In front of her serious expression, I lost my courage and almost fled back abroad.

Then I met Lin Leyi again. She looked at me in a totally different way.

Even at her home, she took out a copy of my medical record on the tea table, all the medical records of patients in the United States.

I looked at her in surprise and didn't know what she meant.

She quietly looked at my medical records, slowly said: "if these medical records are OK, you can confirm that what is written in the medical records is you, then your original name is he Liancheng, my fiance... Oh, no, it should be my husband."

I looked at her with disbelief, and the strange feeling and thumping heart of seeing her had an explanation. In the first time, I believed her words and every word she said. But I don't believe it. I don't think I will fall in love with a divorced woman with children.

In my subconscious, I hate to have children who are not my own.

At this moment, I don't know how to react.

Maybe my reaction was unexpected. She looked outside for a long time and then said to me, "I respect your current way of life. Both your way of thinking and your appearance have changed a lot. I also know that you can't accept me. Similarly, I can't seem to accept you now. But about who you are, I have a friend who has spent a lot of time and energy searching. Now I know that I need to make it public in front of you. Kuankuan is your child and he Zelin is your father. As for the rest, make your own decisions. "

Her calmness surprised me. At the same time, her head was in a mess. I really didn't know how to answer her.

She spoke again, and her voice returned to normal: "at that time, when the car accident happened, you were seriously injured in order to protect me, and your face was also injured. I believe that plastic surgery was a last resort. I say this not to make you responsible, but to let you know the truth. Well, there's nothing to say now. " After thinking about it, she found a picture in the drawer and put it on the pile of medical records. "This is a picture of you before the plastic surgery."I can't help but look at it. The person in the photo is in his twenties. The whole person is flying upward. He is a kind of man who can be remembered at a glance.

I was stunned. Although I was totally different from the person in the photo, there was another similarity on my face, which was eyes. We have similar eyes, but totally different eyes. The eyes of the people in the photos are clean, just like the sunshine; And my eyes are full of fog, can't see clearly fog.

"I don't mean to force you. To me, you are totally strange now." She said with a smile, "if you have to be with me now, I may not be able to accept it. The man I love is him. " She pointed to the picture.

At this moment, I stood up in a panic and ran away in front of her calm and rational.

She can clearly know her mind and who she likes, but what about me?

I have been checking off and on for more than a year like a headless fly, and I have been concentrating on it for a month, but nothing has made any progress. At this time, this woman has carried out all my past without warning.

I don't know how to accept it, and I don't want to accept it.

If I love her, the separation of these two years will also fade a lot of feelings, not to mention I have no memory of the past. When I found myself, I not only found a woman who was close to me, but also a child who was more than three years old

All this, let me at a loss