Chapter 517

When I ran out of her, I felt both reluctant and relaxed.

Lin Rui seldom saw me so panic, joking: "boss, is that woman insulting you?"

"Nonsense." I retorted immediately, with a tone that was more severe than I expected.

He immediately shut up, drove and said, "where are you going? Back to the apartment? "

I nodded before I closed my eyes.

Now I am too abnormal, this abnormal performance in neuroticism, sensitivity, and even a lot of times there will be hallucinations. These feelings make me uncomfortable, uncontrollable emotions make me feel that there is a nameless fire in my heart, and I can't find a way to vent.

I know that men should have normal needs, but I don't seem to be interested in this.

A person lying in the big bed of the apartment, in front of all the women called Lin Leyi. Her strong, optimistic and self-confident... Are attractive to me. I don't know what happened to me. I'm against such a woman in my heart. I think the little bird I like depends on people. When I see her, I can't deceive myself with those physical abnormalities.

Maybe I should find a girlfriend who can get along with me for a long time.

I thought to myself.

There are many celebrities in the imperial capital, and some of them are quite good-looking. As long as I want to meet them, I have a chance.

After that day, I began to appear in all kinds of social occasions as much as possible, and the purpose was to find a woman among these women who could ease my anxiety and be suitable for me as a long-term girlfriend.

In fact, I was very selfish. I was thinking about my long-term girlfriend at that time, but I didn't expect that my boyfriend and girlfriend would be husband and wife.

When I pick and choose women as commodities, some beautiful women who walk on such occasions also regard me as commodities.

Feeling down to the bottom, they are eager to have a reckless vent. It's like the weather is gloomy for a long time, and there must be a storm.

At the end of a project, I took all the staff to the nightclub for a party. Working overtime for three weeks in a row makes everyone a little depressed. In nightclubs, the deafening music, the beautiful women in thin clothes, and the dazzling lights all make people feel that there is something in their heart to rush out.

I looked at my young colleagues on the dance floor and casually sat drinking.

Today, we are all acquaintances. I didn't think so much about it. I just drank one cup after another there. Wine is really a good thing at some times, which can make people ignore their inner feelings for a short time.

My self-control has always been very good. Drinking is my only weakness now.

After I relaxed, I couldn't help drinking too much. At the end, I was a little confused. I vaguely remember that Lin Rui helped me to get on the car and casually said, "go back to the apartment." Then I went to sleep on my back.

When I woke up the next day, my first feeling was very wrong.

Because I'm not in my own room.

The air is not much, if any, it should be the smell of women's perfume. Open your eyes, see the bed with flowers, I wake up.

My action is fast and urgent, woke up the people around me, she came out from the quilt, a face will wake up, looking at me and asked with a smile: "wake up?"

It's like I was stung by a scorpion and jumped directly from the bed to the ground. Then I found that I didn't have clothes on. I picked up a piece of clothes from the sofa and blocked the key parts. I asked, "Lina, how can I be with you?"

She was only wearing a suspender nightdress. She got out of bed barefoot and poured a glass of water. She stood opposite me and said leisurely, "you drank too much last night. Let me take you back to your apartment. Why are you so nervous? Boss, that's not what you usually do. "

I was so goosebumped by her tone that I didn't know how to answer. I looked down for my clothes, picked them up and went to the bathroom.

After I cleaned myself up, I came out, sat down in front of her and asked, "if you have any conditions, I just drank too much last night."

Just now in the bathroom, I seriously thought that if I remember correctly, nothing happened last night. The only difference between peace and normality is that there is a lively woman lying beside me.

Lina is a beautiful woman in our administration department. She is usually arrogant and beautiful. She is the goddess in the heart of a group of male colleagues. However, her heart is high, in the face of the pursuit of people are a pair of arrogant indifference. I didn't expect that I was attacked last night.

Before I came to China, someone gave me a prophylactic injection and said that there were many similar situations here, which made me pay more attention.

Since I came here, I have a deep understanding, but I have always been more self disciplined, and I haven't encountered it.It was an accident last night, because I didn't expect that she could do such a thing in front of all my colleagues.

"Conditions?" She smile, "I can have what conditions, just because of admiration for you, just in your strong request to bring you back. Now you're awake and ready to go. Don't make it like I kidnapped you. "

I didn't expect her to say that. She was stunned and asked, "if you don't mention it now, you won't wait for the expiration date."

"Men love women. I'm not selling it." She said.

I got big at the first glance, which was beyond my expectation. Besides, someone once said to me that the more this kind of woman does not ask for conditions, the more difficult it is to get rid of. I want to make it clear today, so as not to cause trouble in the future.

"What happened between us last night?" I asked.

She stepped forward, and when I didn't notice, she suddenly gave me a kiss on the forehead and said, "what do you say? What happens to two young men and women who drink? "

She picks eyebrow to say, the canthus of the eye takes some to hook the human soul amorous feelings, say with ambiguous tone.

"No way, I'm not impressed at all." I looked at her and said it seriously.

"Well, you don't know how enthusiastic you were last night." She looked straight at me and added, "I didn't expect you to be very good at this."

My face turns blue in a flash.

A man knows what he has done or not done at night.

Since she said that, there must be conditions, not to mention my understanding of her, this condition is not simple.

I quickly thought about it and asked, "I have something else to do today. Let's go first. As for the conditions and so on, you can talk to me after you think clearly."

Then I pushed the door open and went straight away, leaving her in the room.

I need to find a quiet place to recall what happened last night and what Lena wanted. If she just wanted money or promotion, it's easy. I'm afraid of other things.

And as a man, I'm sure I didn't do anything last night. I'm just drunk, not out of my mind.

I was relieved to leave Lina's house.

Unexpectedly, for a week in a row, she behaved normally at work without any difference. Even I thought it was not a very beautiful accident.

When I put this matter in the back of my mind, I suddenly didn't know which tabloid I started with. I actually had a gossip girl friend.

After one year's operation in the imperial capital, I can be regarded as a little well-known figure in the circle. It was normal for me to make some gossip. However, I know too much about my state of mind and life, which is nonsense.

I bought a newspaper specially. When I saw the picture above, everything became clear. The hero is me, but the woman is a figure.

Working together for more than half a year, I recognized this woman at a glance.

"What's going on?" I handed over the newspaper. Lina took a look at it innocently, then pretended to be as surprised as the real one and said, "my God, who's such an unruly camera?"

"Lena, let's open the window and speak up." I took out the reporter's business card and recording from the drawer and pushed them to her. "If you have any purpose, just say it. As long as I can do it, I won't refuse you. I'm afraid of trouble first and calculation second

Her face changed when she saw what I took out for the second time.

In the end, she got nothing but three months' compensation and left the company.

I don't know whether it's my problem or the problem of these girls. I'm not interested in them. Like other executives in the company, they will not be able to swim among the girls and use their own small power to fish the girls. There are few accidents.

I once suspected that I had lost interest in women and sex.

In the eyes of others, the colorful world is black and white in my eyes. I don't know what I live for, or even what I can do except work.

I can always see through the tricks that women play in front of me. I'm as wary of this as a hound.

All of these make me a little at a loss. When I wake up, I need to have enough energy to adapt to the society, the work and the shopping mall... Now after all these adaptations, my psychology has become a mess, crazy to know what happened.

I'm thinking, maybe knowing the past, I can know what I'm escaping from and expecting in my heart.After arranging my work, I made the earliest reservation and returned to the United States. I need to have a positive talk with aunt yuan. If I can't come up with any results with her, I'm going to the medical institution to do the matching of teeth and iris. I must find my own past.

Because I didn't inform anyone when I came back this time. I took a taxi from the airport and went home.

Sitting on the sofa, I suddenly thought about the house contract. I immediately turned it out from the safe and found that the signing date was three months before I woke up.

Originally, I thought that there must be some reasons for forgetting the past. Maybe it is an unforgettable past. Now I don't think so. Life is incomplete without the past. I don't know my past. I can't even control my emotions. What's more, sometimes I can feel that I am on the verge of collapse.

I feel that I must have a past that I need to remember.

Originally, I didn't mind the details of the house contract. I didn't think it was unexpected, but I didn't think it was necessary. But not this time. I'll think of all the details I can think of, and then find out who I used to be.

The next morning I called aunt yuan. She was very surprised that I would come back at this time, but after a little surprise, her voice became warm.

"Cheng Xin, do you want to have lunch together? Recently, several projects in China have just been approved. If you don't draw today, you will receive an email tomorrow." She said on the phone