They are still happy with my change. Anyway, my request is to communicate with more people.

I don't know what's attracted me to Lin Leyi. I just want to see her more.

After I began to have a real class, I observed that the people who came to the class were basically of very good shape. In the big class, there were more than 30 students in the class, and I was the only one who was fat.

After the big class, everyone has a small class.

In the independent selection of small class teacher, I undoubtedly chose her, the woman with golden eyes when I looked up at people.

Like other people, she treated me with neither sympathy nor pity, let alone special treatment.

I'm here, slowly find a sense of balance, and finally I'm no longer the one who is particularly cared for.

Unconsciously, I like to run to the center of my body more and more. At the beginning, my parents were not at ease, and they always followed me. Once after class, she stopped me and said, "Liu Tian, are you blind?"

I was so nervous that I couldn't speak.

I seldom speak, and I don't know how to talk to others. I only remember that I was so nervous that my face was covered with sweat, and then I shook my head. The conversation I was looking forward to was ruined by myself.

She said with a smile: "you are not a child of five or six years old. You can take the subway to class by yourself. The traffic here is very convenient."

After that, she smiles again. I give a nervous hum, and then run away.

The next day, I would never let my parents send me. I insisted on taking the subway. They were scared to death. Finally, after a long time, they asked the driver to drive me and told me to wait for me downstairs.

Finally, I came to the classroom for the first time. She came very early and was making preparations. When she saw me, she subconsciously looked behind me and said, "did you come here today? It's so early. "

I also nodded, don't know what to say.

She raised her hand to look at the time and said to me, "it's still early. It's just that we didn't come. I'll teach you a set of movements according to your figure. Remember to exercise when you go back."

She put down the information and came to me.

I was a little nervous this time because there were other people present at every coaching session. The muscles of the whole body are stiff, like a puppet. Her hands are like magic. I follow her clumsily.

In the past, she had a beautiful figure and smooth movements. No matter what she was doing, it was like dancing.

"If you want to lose fat first, then get into shape, the main thing is to increase the amount of exercise." She patted me on the shoulder and said, "if you can swim, one hour a day, the effect will be particularly obvious."

"I will." I whispered.

The first time she didn't hear clearly, ah, then she laughed and said, "that's great. Swim for an hour every day to reduce fat, and then transfer your class to the afternoon. I'll do the stretching for you. It's estimated that you can lose more than ten jin in a month."

I nodded and wrote it down.

Just when I got up the courage to say something to her, my classmates came one after another. My throat was like a lock, and I couldn't say a word.

From that day on, I began to go swimming every day.

God knows how long I have been doing psychological construction on the edge of the pool in order to jump off so many people's swimming pool. I always feel that the pool is a pool of bath water that I don't know the origin of. Let alone jump down, even if I want to jump down, I feel that my hair is standing up.

Finally, I tangled all over the sweat, thought of her smile and said as if nothing had happened, swimming is the best way to reduce the body. Then, I closed my eyes and jumped down. At this moment, I found that many things were not as simple as I thought. Especially when you have such a person in your heart, everything becomes fearless.

After I jumped out of the pool, I swam out of the pool without stopping. I swam back and forth three or four times, about 200 meters. Finally, I held the wall of the pool and gasped.

The beginning of everything is so hard.

Now looking back at the water waves behind him, I suddenly feel that the tangle just now is a little ridiculous.

I don't know why I kept her every word in mind at that time, but I just felt that I should do what she said.

Later, it took me a long time to understand that this feeling is to be fascinated with a person.

I have to say that her advice is very good. A month later, I lost 13 kg, which surprised my parents.

She looked at my fitness table, slightly frowned and said: "it's not ideal, you are puffy, you should lose more in the first month. Are some aspects not up to standard? "I thought about it and shook my head.

She thought for a long time: "adjust the diet, eat more crude fiber."

It suddenly occurred to me that the meals at home were all prepared by my mother, and I never talked with her about what to eat.

That night, when I said what I wanted to eat, my mother's tears welled up, turned around and covered up and said, "I'll do it now. I'll put what I don't like to eat first."

I know she took the opportunity to go to the kitchen to wipe her tears.

My changes surprised the whole family, and I gradually understood that for me, Lin Leyi was a different existence.

After she occupied my mind more and more, I began to wonder what kind of person she was.

I didn't dare to ask her, and I couldn't communicate with her. I used the most despicable means to track her.

This is the first time that I have the initiative to know someone. Thinking that the driver might be talkative in advance, he sent him back and took a taxi to follow her.

It was a Friday as like as two peas. She went to a small kindergarten directly, and after a while, she got two children out. The twins were the same as the twins, and she was called mother.

At that moment, I didn't know how I used to be. I always felt that something was changing and numb in my heart.

I waited at the gate of the kindergarten for a long time, until it was dark, the street lights were on, the kindergarten closed and the door was locked. The taxi driver asked impatiently, "who are you waiting for?"

With a sigh, I finally came out of my own world and said the address of my home.

On this day, I went back very late, and the driver came back ahead of time. My parents were in a hurry.

At that time, I didn't even want to bring a mobile phone. I always felt like I was being monitored.

After going back, they were so anxious that they were relieved to see me standing in front of them unharmed. From that day on, after class, I would always find reasons to let the driver go first and take a taxi to follow Lin Leyi.

After knowing that she worked in zijintai, I really didn't know what zijintai did. I went there specially to understand that it was that kind of place.

In the face of this discovery, I can't help suffering. But there was nothing I could do. I asked her why? I don't have the courage to feel sad without asking myself.

It turns out that she and I are not in the same world. I don't understand her world, so for me, it's full of temptation.

I deliberately no longer think about him, he went crazy like exercise and exercise, in a short period of two months, thin to 30 jin.

Finally, for the first time in my life, I had a human face.

Standing in front of the mirror, I thought of Lin Leyi, who was all dressed up. In a place like zijintai, she was lying with other men. My heart was aching.

But who am I? Am I in charge of all this?

My parents are very satisfied with my changes, and my father specially took me to have a deep chat. For the first time, I talked about my family business and asked me to help the company.

As for Dad's arrangement, I'm against it and I don't want to go. My mother found my emotional change acutely beside me and said calmly: "you will have a family in the future. If you don't go out to work, what will you take to support your future wife, children and children?"

After hearing this, I thought of Lin Leyi and her two children. Yes, if God gives me the chance to be with her, what can I use to support their mother and son?

Then, I so easily agreed to go to the company to help.

That night, dad was very happy. For the first time, he drank a few glasses of wine and pulled me to his side. His eyes were wet.

That kind of look, is to raise more than 20 years son's gratification.

I'm thinking, when I'm better and better, I'll have the courage to say that to her. When I get better, I can afford to let her leave that environment.

I didn't give up on myself or Lin Leyi.

I think all her choices and actions are reasonable. A single mother with two children has done her best in the city of DIDU.

Maybe it's because I didn't get in touch with the society since I was a child. I don't have much opinion about her working in zijintai. Instead, I think that she was forced by life to get out of the mud. I know that she must have her own problems.

My little idea was first discovered by my mother.

When she saw that I had recovered to my normal figure, she was very pleased to say to me, "you don't have to go to the body center in the future. Your father has applied for an MBA for you to study. It's more or less good for the management company."I immediately said, "no, I don't want to go."

Later, I didn't know how my mother knew what I was thinking. She had a deep chat with me and asked me to put away my own thoughts. She said very directly: "every day, the only grandson of the Liu family in your family will inherit all the assets of the Liu family in the future. In marriage, my mother hopes you can be more careful. Find one you like. Mom doesn't mind. Our family doesn't want you to get married, but the family should be equal and the people should be clean. "

I know that what she said is reasonable, but I still can't accept it in my heart. I wonder: if I have the ability to arrange everything for me, can I be with her without worrying about whether she has two children, whether she is divorced, and whether she has ever worked in that kind of playground?

I know that all the body is not from their own because I am not strong enough