I hung up quickly and didn't give Shen the chance to say one more word. When the phone hung up, I turned off my cell phone and went back to my room to sleep.

Strangely enough, there was no dream all night.

Sometimes, some things will force people to think that there will be a miracle tomorrow, but it is not. The red sun project had a result five days later, with prompt, timely and formal written notice - we didn't win.

it is life.

If it's a TV play, or a novel, at this point, at least there will be a turning point, but life will not. Life is a screenwriter who makes you even more disappointed when you are disappointed.

My showdown that night was meaningless. It was like a heavy blow on the cotton. I was so tired that the other side was not only uninjured, but unresponsive and unconscious.

After I got the notice letter with red seal that I'm sorry to open, I seemed to be on the verge of emotional collapse, and all my persistence was meaningless in my eyes.

I politely said goodbye to the staff, and then led Kuankuan out, straight downstairs, Kuankuan pulled my clothes and asked: "Mom, how far do you want to go?"

I suddenly woke up, looking back, I found that I had already walked a long way on the road of traffic. Kuankuan has a small face. Because he wants to catch up with me, his face is sweating.

"I'm sorry, mom will stop the car right away." I bent down, wiped the sweat off his head with a tissue, picked him up and walked to the side of the road.

I was so careless that I led the child along the driveway.

Today, when he Zelin came back, he called me and told me to pick up Kuankuan. I thought I needed to send it by myself, so I didn't ask him to come and said I would go right away. This call was made before I received the notice. Fortunately, I still remember it clearly.

"Mom, are you going to send me back to my grandfather's house?" He heard the content of our phone, looked up at me and asked seriously.

The wind lifted his hat, his snow-white face was covered by his hair, and his eyes were still bright. That kind of eyes was trust and expectation.

"Does Kuankuan Miss grandpa?" I didn't answer directly, I asked rhetorically.

"Yes, Kuankuan misses Grandpa." He came up to me and hugged my leg.

"Mom will send you back to see your grandfather right away. My grandfather hasn't seen Kuankuan for more than a month. I can't think of it." I squatted down with a smile, and the smile on my face made me feel the flesh ache on my face.

"Well. Is mother reluctant to be lenient? " He asked again, eyes watery.

"Yes." I was asked a sour nose, tears almost fell.

In fact, everything is just a lead. The key problem is that I can't keep my children around. I have no energy, no ability and no power.

I look at Kuankuan in front of me and touch his head, thinking: Kuankuan, don't blame mom when you grow up!

"Mom, don't cry." He put out his little hand to wipe the corner of my eyes and said, "Kuankuan will often come back to see my mother and brothers in the future."

"Good." I smile and push back the heat in my eyes.

When he came to he Zelin's house, he stood up when he heard the door ring. I followed aunt Cao into the door and saw his face peering at the door.

I haven't seen him for more than a month. He has lost a lot of weight. I don't know if he didn't have time to dye his hair or what kind of it. It's basically white.

"Grandfather." As soon as I saw he Zelin, Kuankuan broke away from me and ran with two legs.

"Oh, my dear grandson." He Zelin bent down, his face full of heartfelt smile, and opened his hands to embrace kuankuankuan in his arms.

"Grandfather." When I came to him, Kuankuan was still tired of being in he Zelin's arms and refused to come down.

In fact, I was moved to see this. At least their grandparents and grandchildren get along well, which is a worry of he Liancheng. When he was alive, he often said that Kuankuan would be a bit of a white eyed wolf if he didn't kiss his grandfather. I didn't have Kuankuan when I was a child.

Now, would he be glad to see all this?

"Leyi, come in and sit down." He Zelin held Kuankuan tightly in his arms and went to the house.

"Well, all right." I answered.

As soon as he entered the living room, he Zelin put Kuankuan down, took out a pile of toys like a treasure, put them all in front of him, and said: "Kuankuan, do you like this?"

Kuankuan was dazzled by the toys in front of him. He had no time to take care of me. He took the toys seriously, and his face was full of happiness.

After playing with Kuankuan Kuan for a long time, he finally took his eyes away from his grandson. Seeing that I had been sitting on one side, he immediately apologized and said, "sorry, I haven't seen him for a long time. I'm a little excited when I see him. Let aunt Cao bring you what you want to drink. ""Thank you, uncle. Aunt Cao has already taken it." I raised the glass in front of me.

Kuankuan has taken apart a toy and started to struggle with it. He Zelin came to me and sat down. He wiped the thin sweat on his forehead and said, "only when I'm with him can I feel that I can't use all my strength. For more than a month, you have worked hard. "

"Nothing. Kuan Kuan has been taken care of by you, and I appreciate it." I said.

"What do you do when you say these polite words? You are always following me when you are lenient. It's me who should say thank you." He said, drinking tea.

"Uncle, are you doing well?" I asked.

"Not bad." He added with a hum, "it's smooth, at least it's solved." He added at the end.

I saw that he looked a little tired. I knew that he might have been on the plane for a long time and needed a rest. So I said, "uncle, take a rest first. I'll have to pick up the two to go home. It's too late."

"Well, say hello to Kuankuan." He said.

I got up and went over to greet Kuankuan and said, "Kuankuan."

He raised his head from the toys, looked at me, and then laughed with the sunshine on his face, and cried, "Mom."

"Mom is going back to pick up my brothers from school soon. Can you go with Grandpa?" I asked.

His eyes darkened for a moment, and he threw the toy car on the ground a little unhappily and said, "Mom, will you come to see me tomorrow?"

"Good." I should come down, go and hold him, and finally kiss him on the face and say, "dear, mom will come to see you tomorrow."

Then I said goodbye to he Zelin. I took things to change shoes and went out. When I went to the gate and looked back, a small figure stood barefoot on the steps of the door of the house and waved to me.

Heart a sour, hold back tears and he waved.

In fact, the person I am most sorry for is Kuankuan. He was sent away by me when he needed me most. This time, just after he got used to the life with me, I sent him back to he Zelin.

On the way back, I sat in the car and kept wiping my tears until I saw Yuanyuan and Tongtong.

Both children saw that I was not normal. They came home with me without saying a word. Then they carefully asked, "Mom, what's the matter?"

Tong Tong turned around the room and ran to me and asked, "Mom, where's Kuankuan?"

"Where's Kuankuan back at night? Mom is a little uncomfortable today. Can you order takeout for you?" I asked.

"OK, mom. Would you like to see a doctor?" Yuan Yuan asked anxiously.

"No, you play for a while and do your homework. Mom calls you to order takeout." I said, getting up to get the phone.

The dinner was ordered from the nameless residence in the end of Shen Dynasty, and the person delivering the dinner was the boss himself.

He knocked on the door, carrying the special lunch box of the nameless house, and said to me, "all the way here, I was almost surrounded. Everyone thought that the nameless house was a fast food restaurant, and there was an aunt who was still chasing me to ask for a reservation number."

"Come in." Even if I was in a bad mood, I was amused by him and asked him to come in.

When they come to the restaurant and put things in order, Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong gather when they smell the fragrance. Shen Mo gave them chopsticks and asked me, "go and get the bowl of soup."

There is no takeaway in mingmingju. Only some customers can't finish eating and pack, so they customized a batch of packing boxes with different styles. Although they are disposable, they are obviously much more exquisite.

I brought things, accompanied the children to dinner, after dinner sent them to play. Shen Mo looked at the child who went to the outside living room and asked me, "Why are you crying? You're not an easy person to cry

"It's nothing serious. I feel a little sad to send Kuankuan back." I said.

"Oh." He replied thoughtfully, and suddenly asked, "no, sending Kuankuan back won't make you like this. Tell me the truth, is it related to he Liancheng? "

There is such a tacit understanding between friends who have been together for too long. It's hard for you to cheat him.

"It's not about he Liancheng, it's about Cheng Xin. A project invested by HongRi has been working hard for many days. When I feel that I am confident of winning, I am suddenly told to discount the bid. I feel a little sad. " I said.

In fact, after many things are said, they are not as serious as you think. The premise is that you can say it in words.

Shen finally sighed, holding a steel fork in his hand, and stabbed a lunch box to the bone. Finally, he forked up the lunch box and threw it into the garbage can, and said to me, "no, I can allow the woman I'm protecting to suffer so much injustice. I'll try to find a way for you to be fair and vent my anger.""Shen Mo, let's call it a day. I don't want to pursue it any more. Running the company well and raising the children are the only things I want to do now." When I stopped Shen Mo, I felt less sad.

"Don't deceive yourself. If you can be so light, you won't be angry. Now that you are angry, it means that you are still unwilling. If you don't do such a thing yourself, do you still think that he can regain his memory and come back to you? " When Shen Mo said this, he stabbed his fork into the dining table and said, "at least I have to earn you a sum of money. You have to pay for youth loss and child support."