"I believe it or not depends on what you say and what you say?" He stretched back and sat on the idyllic sofa in the living room like a soldier.

I moved the black tea cup in front of him and said, "it's a long story, so take a sip of tea and have a rest."

He took the cup with a taut body, still unfamiliar and a sense of distance said: "thank you."

I sort out my thoughts, thinking about where to start, from the beginning, or from the wedding? After thinking for a long time, I don't want to show my past to a stranger who seems to be 12 points strange now. I started from the wedding, until the car accident, when I was discharged, when I received the news of he Liancheng's death.

Later, Shen Mo's conjecture, my own investigation, and seeing this medical record some time ago

I thought I would tell this with a storytelling attitude, and my mood would be very stable, but I didn't expect that tears would flow all over my face unconsciously.

"Well, all the process is like this. As for who you are and why you forget the past, I really have no way to ask and investigate, because now in my eyes, you have nothing to do with me." The last sentence, my voice is very light.

I lowered my head, unable to face such a person with tears all over my face.

In front of me, I handed a napkin, which stubbornly stopped in front of me, and the voice rang in my ear: "I don't know if I should believe you, but I really don't have any impression of what you said, and my family background is completely different from what you said. My parents are ordinary people, and I applied for the US headquarters of this company after graduation. I was transferred to the Chinese market at the beginning of this year. "

"I'm not sure you're him. You're just someone I met in the process of looking for him. The same time, the same serious car accident, and then you have plastic surgery. All this makes me feel that there are too many coincidences. " I picked up my mess and said.

Cheng Xin will not be he Liancheng. He is calm and rational, and he Liancheng's sensibility in front of me has nothing in common.

"But..." he was silent for a while, cleared his throat and said, "sometimes, I think you have an inexplicable sense of familiarity."

"Do you have any fragmentary memories of the past?" My heart, like ashes, suddenly raised some hope.

"No He shook his head firmly.

Talking about this step, he had nothing to say. He immediately got up and said, "I'm sorry to disturb you so late."

"Never mind. I'll take you out." I've also recovered.

Take him outside the gate, he gets on the car, starts the car, and the tail light soon turns around and disappears. I felt a little detached. I stood on the closed porch for a while, and then I felt my strength restored. Then he went back to the house, picked up things, locked the door, and went to pick up the three babies.

People in Shen Mo's place are already familiar with me. Seeing that I was there, they all said with a smile, "the boss is right behind."

Shen Mo must have said hello in advance for their warm and active greeting today.

When I came to the small courtyard where Shen lived alone, I stood at the gate and heard the laughter coming from the room. Tong Tong's voice was a little loud.

"Uncle Shen, what happened to Hutcheson in the end?"

"In the end, of course, I got out of danger, but the story is a bit long. I'll read it here today. Uncle, you've never read a story before. You can make do with it. " The voice of Shen mo.

I quietly walked past, all the lights in the room were on, the sofa was covered with carpet, three small and one big four men were sitting on the ground, with toys and books scattered around.

I stood by the door, knocked on the door and asked, "do you disturb the boys' happy time?"

Kuankuan was probably a little bit dozing. As soon as he heard my voice, he raised his head. His chubby little body got up from the carpet, and his little butt ran to me. He threw himself at me, hugged my leg, raised his head and asked, "did mom come to pick us up?"

"Yes, baby." I bent down to pick him up and went to the sofa.

Shen Mo Yang looks at me, Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong are still looking at Shen mo.

"Coming? How was the talk tonight? " He asked.

"Not bad. Are you telling a story?" I should.

"No, I'm always tired of playing. It's no fun watching TV. Besides, I don't have cable here, and I can see fewer stations. It's so easy to find out a Book of adventures in the center of the earth. Fortunately, it's all boys. If it's a girl, the book won't be able to coax her. " Shen Mo Yang raised the book which was a little yellow in his hand.

"So old?" I asked.

"When I was a kid." He answered, put the book on the table, sat up and patted himself. Yuanyuan and Tongtong said, "I'll tell you. Your mother will come to pick you up soon. I want to hear the story. Let her tell you tomorrow evening.""Thank you." I touched the heads of the two babies, indicating that they could go back with me.

Shen Mo stood up, took three pairs of shoes from the shoe cabinet on one side, and said to me, "these three children are really good. They helped others once, and I collapsed in half an hour."

"The three of them are very sensible." In front of the children, I want to affirm their excellent performance with outsiders.

The three children politely said goodbye to Shen Mo, and then followed me out of the unknown house.

It takes more than 20 minutes to walk back to our house from the nameless house. At this time of the night, there is basically no empty taxi in the Hutong. Unless there is a car to send the guests, they will pull people out.

The wind was a little cold. I gave them some hats and clothes at the door. Then the four of us walked into the long night together.

Kuankuan is the smallest, lying in my arms, Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong walk on both sides with my clothes. They are probably still immersed in the story just now, a little story later.

I have read the adventures in the center of the earth just mentioned by Shen Mugang before, but it's too long. I can't remember the details. I can't answer any of the questions they asked. Only jokingly said: "mother go back to read first, now really can't answer so many questions."

"Mom, is there really another world in the heart of the earth?" Yuan Yuan asked.

"From a scientific point of view, there is only magma in the earth's heart, but there are many things that science can't explain. Besides, human's research on the earth is still superficial, and mother can't be sure that there will be another world in her heart." I'm realistic.

This kind of problem is suspected of burning the brain.

They asked all the way. When I got home, I had forgotten the conversation with Cheng Xin. It's not easy for three energetic little things to keep only a little thinking ability under constant bombardment.

As soon as I got into the house, the horse kept kicking and immediately gave them a bath and water to drink. Then I made the bed to prepare the things for tomorrow. When they all lay down on the bed and said goodnight to me, I was so tired that I fell apart.

Close the door of Yuanyuan and Tongtong's room. I'll go to the bedroom to accompany Kuankuan.

The little thing is probably tired of playing today. When I went in, he was already sleeping on the little pillow. I breathed a sigh of relief and helped him cover the quilt. I quietly lifted a corner of the quilt and got into the bed.

It's like this every day. After work, I have to cook and clean up the housework, and then coach them to do their homework, and then clean up the things to be used tomorrow, and urge them to wash and gargle and so on

As soon as the children fell asleep, it was quiet all around.

I finally have time to think about what Cheng Xin said today. What he said is true and false. What is the credibility of his so-called affirmation.

If everything around him is arranged by others now, how much manpower and financial resources will it take and what kind of strength will it take to do it?

After thinking about it, I suddenly thought about the recent predicament of my company? Is it all connected? My heart was stirring.

But after all this, I have a kind of inexplicable intimacy.

Looking at the wall clock, it's 11:30. Thinking of going to work tomorrow, I'm going to close my eyes and go to sleep. All things, tomorrow, now tired all day I just want to have a good sleep.

Just as I closed my eyes, the mobile phone on the bedside table lit up, I looked forward and saw that Shen Mo's phone came in.

I took my cell phone to the living room to connect it. He was a little worried and asked, "what's the matter? There's something wrong with your face today. "

"Nothing." I said.

"How can you tell me the truth?" He asked again, with impatience in his voice, "you say it's OK, I'm over now. The children were there just now. I didn't have a chance to ask you. Do you really think I'm a fool and can't understand other people's faces? "

"No I shook my head and was silent for a while before I said: "that matter, Cheng Xin and I have a showdown. He didn't believe it. He firmly believed that what he went through was the same as what his family and friends said. He has nothing to do with he Liancheng. " I finished in one breath.

Shen Mo is not an outsider. If it wasn't for him, I might not recover so well now. After more than two years, he has taken care of me a lot, which can't be explained in words. He did more than he promised my dad.

"Please." Shen Mo said, "how can you be so stupid and have a showdown with him? How many times at least? At least there are traces of spiders in order to have a showdown, right? What do you want me to say about you? "

I can't say anything to refute his words.

When he heard my silence, he could not help sighing and said, "no one wants to let other people decide their own memory. It's only natural that he doesn't want to admit it. Who would like their own past, they do not know, and others qinger it. Don't worry. I'll think about it"Shen Mo, you don't have to think about it. I want to give up and let him think about it. I also give up looking for it. Really, I don't think it's meaningful." I said it firmly and hung up