Chapter 199

The deeper he felt guilty, the more his eyes refused to look at me. He bowed his head, hugged Kuankuan tightly, and said in a light, inaudible voice, "sleep. I'll take care of him at night."

I saw his state, how could I fall asleep at ease, moved forward, hugged him tightly from behind, and warmed his cold body with my own temperature.

"Don't think about it, my dear. Take a sleep and have a rest before you think about it. You know, no matter what step you do in the end, I won't blame you, as long as you are by our side. " I held him and tried to persuade him again and again. In the end, his silence suddenly made me feel that these words of comfort were very weak, so I calmed down.

He doesn't sleep, I don't sleep, until the middle of the night when he can't bear sleepiness, not free Lord closed his eyes. I quietly took Kuankuan out of his arms, trying to make him sleep better. Unexpectedly, I moved Kuan Kuan, and he quickly woke up again. When he saw that it was me, he closed his eyes again.

He also fell asleep restlessly, tossing and turning in bed. I know that he is worried about Kuankuan and doesn't dare to send her to the baby room. Instead, he hugs her in his arms so that he can see kuankuankuan's face as soon as he opens his eyes.

As soon as it was dawn, he woke up and saw that I was still open. He carefully came over and hugged me and said, "you have a rest. Don't worry. As you said, there is a deadline for sadness and decadence. I'm going to reexamine the assets of Lanhua to see how much capital it needs. There is still one day left for today's meeting, so I'll try my best to fight for it. Even if they want to take Lan Hua away, it's not something that they can do. There are still a lot of things to do. I may not come back often these days. I want to stay in that house for a few days and discuss with my father again to see if there is room for maneuver. "

He opened his eyebrows and got out of bed to wash himself in the bathroom. I followed him out to the kitchen to make a simple breakfast.

When he came out of the bathroom and saw the breakfast set on the dining table, he looked up at me and said, "you sleep a little longer. There's no need for me to make the whole family upset. Let's not let Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong know about this. They are too precocious. The last time they knew about it, they went out of their way to pick up the advertisement and shoot a film. They said they wanted to support you, which made me feel very sad. "

"Well, I'll pay attention. You can't be too busy until you have something to eat." I pulled him to the table.

After a short sleep, his mood was relieved. He ate a few sandwiches, drank a cup of hot milk, and then turned into the study.

I really can't sleep, although a sleepless night makes my head heavy, I still don't feel sleepy. After simply cleaning up the room, I found out the clothes for him to wear today from the wardrobe, matched them one by one, and then hung them on the hanger.

When he encountered a business bottleneck, I was always helpless. I regretted that I was not a capital operator and could not turn over a sum of money to ease his urgent need when he needed it most.

When it was almost eight o'clock, he came out of the study and came to the bedroom. When he saw my matching clothes, he narrowed his eyes and said, "don't worry about me. I'll go first. You can wait until your aunt comes. I'll probably not come back in the evening. I'll let you know in advance. "

"Are you going back to live?" I asked softly.

"I always have to go back and have a look. Today is the weekend. It's estimated that he Xiao will also take the opportunity to check the authenticity." He Liancheng said faintly. He quickly changed his clothes and came to me. He gave me a kiss on my forehead and said, "I'm much bigger than he Xiaoqiang. I have you."

I sent him to the door. At the moment when he turned to go out, he suddenly felt reluctant and hugged his waist tightly. He didn't expect me to be like this. He stiffened and asked in a soft voice, "what's the matter?"

"Liancheng, do what you want to do. No matter what decision you make, I'll wait for you. Three years, five years, ten years and eight years, as long as you can come back to see kuankuankuan often." I whispered, quickly released my hand, turned into the bedroom and screwed the door tightly.

In fact, I always know what situation he is facing. I am the stumbling block on his way forward. As long as he kicks me away, he has many ways to solve the immediate problems.

Without me, he Zelin would not be so indifferent and indifferent to him; People in that circle who have unmarried girls in their families will also lend a helping hand. He Liancheng, who has returned to single and abandoned me, is not only an outstanding man in appearance and inside, but also the legal successor of a group. No matter how powerful He Xiao is, he is an illegitimate son who is not respected by others; Whether the little mother is going to give birth to a boy or a girl, it will take more than 20 years to grow up. He Lian is the only, qualified and not picky successor.

I've blocked all his retreats! In fact, I had a clear idea of this when Lanhua's assets were liquidated last time. I just didn't want to, didn't give up and didn't want to let go.

This time, I saw it more clearly. I don't want him to fall into a dilemma for me. I don't want him to stay up all night. I don't want him to struggle in a fog because he can't see the direction and hope.I am willing to give up for him!

Everyone has their own bottom line to keep, everyone has their own can not and do not want to give up things. His mother's last words, he Xiao's pressing step by step, he Zelin's life and a variable - little mother's pregnancy! The first time in his life, he encountered a great sense of frustration... I am his weakness, I have become his weakness!

I would rather die myself than see him in such a dilemma.

He ran after him, patted the door and said, "Leyi, open the door, things didn't come to the point you thought..."

I don't open it. As soon as I open the door, I want to take back what I said, but after I take it back, I force him to a dead end.

He was silent outside for a long time, and then he whispered through the door: "Leyi, listen to me, even if you really come to the step you want, I will arrange everything."

When he finished this sentence, he turned to leave. The sound of footsteps gradually faded away. The door was forced to open and hit again. When the room was quiet, I took off my strength and sat on the ground. His last sentence let me know that he had thought about this retreat, but he didn't do it.

Kuankuan was awakened by the sound of closing the door, and cried.

I am powerless to get up from the ground, picked up in bed crying face red wide, strong from calm down. Anyway, at least we can't die together.

Can he bear to lose all this in his life? I can't imagine what his life would be like if he didn't have the right of succession, the company and the strong financial support behind him?

Will he live an ordinary life and live with my baby for the rest of his life?

……

He will not, he has never been a mediocre person, no matter where he stands, he was born to attract people's attention, let people dazzling! He is a diamond, and I have no right to deprive him of his brilliance.

He and I are not in the same world.

I know that in the end, no matter what his choice is, it has nothing to do with what I just said. I said those words just to make him feel less guilty.

His performance last night was abnormal, which made me keenly feel what he was thinking. Even if he felt sorry for Kuankuan and me, even if he felt guilty that I was not accompanied by him during pregnancy, would he feel so guilty if he wanted to spend the rest of his life with us?

From last night until now, everything he has done shows that he has moved this idea, but he can't say it. I'm not stupid. I'm more sensitive than other women in this respect. I can clearly understand the thoughts and motives behind his behavior.

OK, he Liancheng, if you don't say it, I will say it! I take the initiative to say what you don't have the courage to say!

Who let me fall in love with you without any position! Love so humble, no dignity, no status, want to cut out the heart to you. However, I also know that you fully understand my feelings for you, and this kind of confession is unnecessary.

But I can't be together

I coax him to cry, cook a small bowl of hot noodle soup for him, hold him in my arms and feed him. The little thing's stomach was satisfied. He grinned and called vaguely: "Ma... Qiqi..."

This is his first mother, called vaguely, my tears came out all of a sudden. He went to pick up the empty bowl with one hand, and he still wanted to eat it. He rubbed my face with his little mouth that turned into pomegranate flower: "Ma... Ma... Qi Qi..."

"Baby, call it dad." I held back my tears and taught him patiently.

I hope he can hear his son's first father before we really have to part.

Kuankuan didn't cooperate. He was probably frightened by the tears on my face. He released the empty bowl in his hand, held my neck in his soft little hand, and crawled toward me with his legs. Vaguely, he called out: "Ma... Ma..."

At this time, my aunt opened the door and came in. She saw me holding Kuankuan on the sofa, Red and swollen eyes asked: "Leyi, what happened in the morning?"

"It's OK. Kuankuan will call mom. I'm excited." I covered it up.

My aunt went to wash her hands with a smile and came over. She took Kuankuan in my hand and said, "if you speak late, you step late. Kuankuan is also blessed."

"I don't know if I will grow up better in the future“ My aunt and I simply said, pack up their own things, put on a very strong makeup, cover up the night did not sleep and cry a mess.

"Little baby can call her mother. That's great!" My aunt opened the door to see me out.

Kuan Kuan was praised. He thought that calling my mother would make me happy. He spat out a big bubble and called out: "Ma... Ma... Ma."He told me that my whole heart was fast changing. He hugged him again and said to his aunt, "I'm gone. I'll call my mobile phone if I have something to do."

There was a heavy traffic jam at the weekend. When I got to the office, it was already half past nine. When I came in, I saw Xu Wanyun carefully saying, "sister Lin, a gentleman has been waiting for you in the office in the early morning."

I looked up and saw Chu Yi sitting on a small sofa in front of the small tea machine in the reception area