Chapter 175

At some time, the unimaginable strength and resilience of a woman comes from the continuation of her life - children. I can not eat, I can not sleep. But the child can't do it. Kuankuan cries with hunger, tears with big eyes, and looks at me eagerly, crying and choking. A small face is crying red, and little fat hands are hugging my neck. He can't pull it down. Little feet are also like octopus hanging on me, vaguely shouting: "Ma... Wow..." voice.

He foolishly wiped my face with his snot. His small mouth nibbled on my face. He tried everything he could chew. When he found that he couldn't eat it, he turned to look at the empty milk bottle on the tea table. The eyes, clearly written, I am hungry.

He didn't understand why there was nothing to eat when it was time to eat today.

"Don't cry, mom will make you something to eat." I stood up with him in my arms, went to the kitchen to boil water first, and then went to the bathroom to wring a hot towel to wipe his face.

He probably saw the hope that he could drink milk. He stopped sobbing and looked at his milk bottle on the tea table.

After the last meal, I didn't have time to wash the bottle for him. I held him with one hand and washed the bottle with the other. Finally, when the water cooled a little, washed a cup of milk.

Before I had tried the temperature, Kuankuan held the bottle in both hands and stuck it in my mouth.

"It's too hot. I'll drink it later." I took the bottle out of his hand and took a sip of it myself. The temperature was a little high.

He looked at the bottle of milk as if he were looking at the whole world.

"It's so nice to be like you. I don't care about anything except food." I whispered, shaking the bottle to get the temperature down.

He seems to understand, with innocent smile to me oh a few, mouth saliva and flow out.

Kuankuan fell asleep contentedly after drinking with a bottle in his arms. He was still smiling in his dream.

I put Kuankuan back in the crib, took out my mobile phone and called Ke Liancheng. After eight or nine rings, he hung up. I call him again and hang up again... After repeated several times, I indomitably sent a text message in the past: "don't drive after drinking, tell me the location, I'll pick you up."

After texting out, I suddenly regret, when I need to put such a low attitude in front of men. Why should I care about him as carefully and cautiously as a qualified wife?! Has he ever thought about how I feel when he slams the door like this?

Even though I was thinking and complaining, I still didn't dare to sleep. I put my mobile phone in front of me and looked at the screen, hoping that he could send a text message or call back.

At half past twelve in the night, there was still no news from him.

I can't sit any more. I put on my clothes, picked up Kuankuan, went downstairs, took a taxi and started to look for him in the imperial city. From Sanlitun to Houhai, I searched every bar he went to, but I didn't even see his shadow.

At 5:30 in the morning, the light was shining, Kuankuan was sleeping heavily in my arms, which made my arms numb.

The taxi driver looked at me anxiously and asked, "girl, are we still looking? If you don't go home and have a look, maybe your husband has gone back. "

"There's another place. Let's see." I think of the small building near Peking University.

The driver took a sip of tea and said, "OK, when you get to the place, stop another car. My eyelids are fighting."

The taxi driver is a man in his forties. He is a standard imperial citizen. He is talkative and kind-hearted. Seeing me riding with my child in my arms, I was so sleepy that I didn't smoke a cigarette all night.

The doors inside and outside the small building were locked, and there was no sign of anyone coming on the weedy path in the yard. I stood there holding the iron fence, and for a moment I didn't know what to do next.

The driver came up to me, patted me on the shoulder and said, "girl, go home first. I said I'd go back to sleep. I don't feel relieved to see you standing here with a baby in your arms. Come on, I'll take you back. Where do you live? "

Kuankuan ran with me all night. My hands and feet were cold. I was photographed by the driver and got on the bus with him. I said the address of my home wearily.

As soon as I entered the house, I saw a pair of shoes on the floor of the hall. They were he Liancheng's.

Just ready to rush into the bedroom to find him, he came out, looked at me and Kuankuan Kuan said: "at night, you are not at home, holding the child where?"

"I went to see you." I thought I would get angry and lose my temper when I saw him. I didn't expect that when I said this, I felt guilty.

"Why are you looking for me?" He took Kuankuan and touched his hands and feet. He gave me a cold look and said, "freeze the baby like this. Are you doing this, motherfucker?"

"I'm afraid you'll get drunk, and I don't trust you to be at home alone." I said."You're afraid that when I get drunk, I'll go to bed with another woman?" He asked. As soon as I heard that his tone was wrong, I immediately retorted, "I'm worried about your health. I'm afraid that you'll have an accident with drunk driving."

"Don't you worry that I'm drunk and in the wrong bed?" He asked stubbornly.

"Why do you ask?" I suddenly calmed down.

"I just want to ask." He didn't explain. He put Kuankuan on the crib, covered the quilt, looked up and saw that I was still standing at the door, and said, "I haven't slept all night. Go and have a rest."

I was alarmed. How could he ask this without any reason? I went to the living room and picked up the mobile phone he threw on the table.

He ran after her and asked, "Leyi, what are you going to do?"

"I want to see if you received the message I sent you. Where were you when I sent you the message? I came back to explain clearly. I didn't come back all night. It's bandwidth width that asked you. what about you? Where were you last night? " I calm down.

"Leyi, I suddenly want to ask. In your eyes, it's where I was last night that matters, and the results I reported to the group yesterday? " He Liancheng didn't come to grab my mobile phone. Instead, he stepped back and stood by the bookcase.

I didn't open his screen saver after all, not because I didn't know the password, but because I felt guilty. How could he be with another woman? He Zelin set so many traps for him, but he was not deceived. How could he take the initiative to be with other women at this time.

"I don't ask about your results yesterday, because I know the results are not good. I want to wait until you calm down. I care where you went last night because you are a generous father and my lover. I need you to know where you spent the night I handed him my mobile phone and said, "no matter where you are and how important things you do, you should let me know if you will come back home at night. Should I leave a door for you?"

Having said all this, I suddenly felt very tired, turned back to the bedroom, directly wrapped in the quilt to sleep in the past.

I woke up at 10:30 in the morning. There was no shadow of he Liancheng at home. My aunt was playing with Kuankuan in the living room. Seeing that I woke up, he said with a smile, "when Mr. He left, I told you to sleep a little longer. I'm ready to eat. I'll eat a little before I go to work."

"Auntie, there's something important in the company today. I don't have time to eat." I picked up my bag, put on my shoes and went out.

"This, this is Mr. He left you..." aunt ran out of the door.

I saw her hand me a heart-shaped sandwich, and then I got it in my hand. I lowered my head and went up the elevator in tears.

That's what life is all about. It's killing away your enthusiasm and patience.

Heart shaped sandwich was the first time he made breakfast for me. At that time, he wanted to hold me in his hand. I still remember the pain. I didn't know what it was like to be hurt. Life swished to today's page. If he doesn't explain or explain, what's a night's absence?

On the way, she received a call from Shi LAN. She recognized my cold voice and asked sensitively, "what's the matter? Did the couple quarrel? "

"What would happen if a man didn't come back all night and didn't explain a word I tried to ask it calmly.

"You think too much, my dear. Socializing, accidentally chatting about happiness or unhappiness, forgetting the time, all have. The one in my family who had the operation was too late, and they all slept in the hospital. There were so many days in a month. " Shi Lan said, listening to me, he added, "Yue Yi, do you know why you are so sensitive? Because you've been cut in the leg by a man, pay special attention to this aspect. Sometimes it's too strict and bad, which makes him feel uncomfortable. "

I hung up with Alan and asked myself in my heart if I was too much in charge. He Liancheng's words last night were like "Yue Yi, I suddenly want to ask. In your eyes, it's where I was last night that matters, and the results I reported to the group yesterday

I never felt so sensitive to this aspect until I heard what Sloan said. Perhaps, as she said, I really pay too much attention to whether a man has a relationship with her woman. Every time I ask him, that's the point.

In retrospect, if yu Miao's story was put on someone else, or if he didn't take his child to check the room order immediately in the middle of the night... He said again and again that he didn't have any memory of this woman. I still want to see it. I believe what I see is true

I am really too strict in this respect. However, I just protect myself and don't want to cut somersaults on women.

"Here we are, girl." The driver raised the meter and called me back.

I paid to get out of the car and sent him a message on the elevator: "can I go home at night? I want to eat with you. "As soon as I got to the office, his message came back: "I'll be home at nine o'clock. You can take the baby to eat first."

There are not so many employees of Lanhua investment on the opposite side as some time ago. The people who rush in and out are all people with a straight suit and a serious face. Serious enough to write on his face, "I am a member of the liquidation team.".

After lunch, during the break time, I sat in my seat, listening to Zheng Haitao and others saying in a low voice: "it's so cruel to close the futures position. In the blink of an eye, it evaporated, and I didn't even hear a sound."

"No, the people who play capital are not the same world as us. If I have 80 million yuan, I can deposit it in the bank for interest, and I won't be in class. " Chen Xiaotong whispered.

"Shh, Shh, Shh, Shh, Shh, Shh, Shh, Shh, Shh, Shh, Shh, shh Someone whispered.

They are whispering about the rumors of he Liancheng company. Some things are like this. The more you don't want to spread things, the faster they spread.

I know that if all this is related to Hanhua, he Xiao will not let me continue to earn money from Hanhua.

Sure enough, my guess was soon confirmed. At 3:30 p.m., he Xiaoqin called me and asked me to go to his office to talk about cooperation in the second half of the yea