Chapter 174

He finally cleaned himself up and sat at the table like a man. These days, he suddenly became very thin, and the Adam's apple on his neck was very high. Every time he swallowed saliva, he could see his throat moving.

I handed the hot milk to him and said, "from today on, I'll learn to cook. I won't let you be so thin."

He nodded, his eyes flickered, and he lowered his head to eat. After drinking the most mouthful of milk, he raised his head and said to me, "Leyi, I may be depressed for a while, but I'm a man. I'll try my best to do everything, and I won't be knocked down by these things. Next, even if Lanhua goes bankrupt, I will go to liquidate assets and report losses. It is estimated that I will continue to be busy for some time. " At this point, he seemed to have exhausted his strength and sighed a long time.

"I know, no matter how busy you are, you should pay attention to your health. If you can't come back at night, I'll send you dinner." I put away the tableware in front of him.

He gave a bitter smile: "no work, no name, what kind of food to give."

"He Liancheng!" I heard him throw things into the pool, turned back to the front of the meal, stretched out my hands across a table, pinched his face and said, "I'm really angry if you say that again. I'm very angry. I'll go to your office and stare at you. I tell you, even if we lose, we will lose beautifully! You are now in a much better situation than I was five years ago. At least you have your father alive and my baby and I by your side. It's just a business failure. No one can have a smooth life. Take it as an ordeal and it will pass quickly, OK

I speak fast, but in a strong tone.

Since he got off the plane, I have been facing him with the most gentle one, and suddenly changed my tone, but he listened to it. Leng for a long time, the corner of the mouth opened a smile.

Just like the first flower to feel the spring breeze in the spring, the smile overflowed from his heart, and soon bloomed quietly in the corner of his brows and eyes, and his facial features suddenly became more vivid.

"Well, I'm trying to be more beautiful." He finally nodded his head, thought about it, and said, "I'm afraid that I will delay the holiday with you and your children in Sanya on June 1."

"No, it will take at least two or three months for a company as big as Lanhua to finish liquidation. Three days later, after you report to the group, we will go to Sanya. It's not going on holiday, it's going to get married. " I said.

"I can't afford to give you a decent wedding right now." He added with a wry smile, "I don't even dare to use the word" Shanda. "

"Will you marry me?" I took his hand and asked.

He looked at him with burning eyes, without a trace of escape. I didn't mention it because I was afraid of putting pressure on him. I want him to find a balance between his father and me; Now I mention it to give him a pressure and let him know that no matter whether he is successful or unsuccessful, there is a woman who loves him regardless of all external material.

He looked at me for a while, and finally loosened his tight eyebrow. He held me in his arms and said, "OK, but I can only go for three days."

"Three days is enough." I said it in his arms.

The hotel and air tickets were arranged early in the morning. While he was making the report materials, I went to prepare the wedding things. I don't have many relatives and friends. I can invite Cao ye, ye ye and Shi LAN at most. He Liancheng is expected to have two or three friends there.

Because it can be expected that the scale is very small, there are not many things to prepare, the most important thing is the wedding dress and dress. After thinking about it, I called Peng Jiade and decided to go to his shop.

He was waiting for me in the shop. When he saw that I was so fast, he was very surprised and asked, "do you really want to get married on such a bone saving eye?"

"Yes."

"At this time of the wedding will not be too luxurious, or can only be unsatisfactory."

"I don't care."

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"I'm glad I met you for he Liancheng." Peng Jiade was silent for a long time, whispered these words, and then said to me, "you can go home with me to choose, the real boutique dress is not in the store. I know the size of he Liancheng. I promise to make him look smart. "

Peng Jiade himself has a duplex mansion in Wangjing. The whole second floor is neatly arranged wedding dresses. Each one is exquisite and the style is beautiful.

I knew at a glance that the price of these wedding dresses was absolutely high. I hesitated for a moment and said, "I'd better go to the store and choose. I want to save this money for Liancheng. If he wants to start all over again, there must be start-up funds. "

"If I don't charge you, I'll give you a wedding present." Peng Jiade looked at my figure, pointed to a pure handmade bra style wedding dress with a long tail and said, "this one is more suitable for your temperament, try it."

"Almost." I looked at the luxurious wedding dress and waved.

Peng Jiade laughed, went downstairs to pour me a glass of water, handed it over and asked, "do you have a date? Who do you want to invite? ""My Liancheng has discussed that he and I will take our children to a church in Yalong Bay over there to hold a ceremony. His mother was Catholic, so we chose there. Let's invite three or five friends. As for who we invite, we have to wait for him to finish his work. " I said.

"Why did you do that? Make your wedding quiet? Is it worth it? " Peng Jiade asked again.

"I love him and don't mind the formal things." I light smile, don't want to say too much.

He shook his head and said helplessly: "it's strange that many people break up because of a man's bankruptcy and divorce. I've never seen anyone rush to get married at such a time."

I don't want to explain any more. If I go on, I'll be hypocritical.

After all, not everyone can understand this kind of thing. But I think it's worth it. When I said the word "marriage", he Liancheng's eyes lit up. At that moment, I knew I was right about it.

In his heart, he was afraid of what would happen between us because of the sudden attack. My idea is very simple, just want to give him a reassurance - I will never leave him this life!

I don't know if I can make him recover as soon as possible, but I'm trying my best to help him and hope he can cheer up one day earlier.

Cheer up, it's not easy!

On the third day, he came home from the group report. His face was blue and gray. He saw the box in the living room and asked, "what's this?"

"Wedding dress." I said.

"Leyi, can we get married later?" He raised his head and asked me, helpless at the corner of his eyes.

I went up behind him, helped him gently press his temple and said, "you give me a reason, and I'll agree to cancel."

"I don't want to get married so quietly." He took my hand, made me stop and continued, "you know what? When I was very young, I thought about what kind of woman I would marry in the future and what my wedding would look like... "He stopped and looked at the place I couldn't see.

I didn't speak. After a long time, he said slowly, "on the first day I met you, I didn't really think that I could get together with you, let alone that I would marry my husband again. What's more, I didn't expect that I would get married when I was bankrupt and the most frustrated time in my life. How could I agree with you the other day? Hold a wedding in an unknown small church in Hainan, which is attended by you and me. I ask you, is such a wedding meaningful? " He said that at the end of the day, the voice was turned up.

I felt a thump on my chest and my ears were buzzing. I closed my eyes and breathed. Then I raised my head and asked him, "what do you want to say?"

"If you think marriage is a joke, I'll play with you. Leyi, we are not children. Is it meaningful to have a wedding without witnesses and relatives? " He turned and asked me.

"Such a wedding is not grand enough, but it doesn't mean it's not solemn." I suddenly couldn't figure out what he Liancheng was thinking. A few days ago, when I discussed this with him, I saw the smile on his face. That kind of smile can't be fake.

"What do you want to say?" I stubbornly asked him, I do not understand what he said, do not understand why suddenly changed his mind.

"In a few years, we're going to have a world-famous wedding." He Liancheng said.

"I... I..." I opened my mouth several times, didn't know what to say, and finally bowed my head hopelessly. At this time, I was defeated by his pride and stubbornness.

He didn't want to get married in obscurity, and he didn't want to live an ordinary life. What he wants is to live in the spotlight, go out in luxury cars, respond to every call, everything goes well... Am I wrong?

But at this point, what can I do? I can only walk with him with a sharp knife.

"All right, listen to you." I compromised shamelessly.

Tuck the dress into the deepest part of the wardrobe and go to feed Kuankuan milk powder and change diapers with a light look.

I don't know how to comfort he Liancheng any more. I won't persuade others. I think I've tried my best to persuade him and cater to him. However, there was no effect at all. He was still depressed, even with anger and resentment.

In our relationship of more than two years, I was at a loss for the first time and encountered a situation that I could not solve. I didn't know what to do next.

Between career and family, as a man, how to choose is right? There is no standard answer to this question. We can't judge anyone's behavior right or wrong.

When I got Kuankuan back to the living room, he Liancheng was gone. At that time, my heart became cold. I went to see his car key on the lobby cabinet, and it was gone

I couldn't change my shoes. I ran out of the door and saw that the number on the elevator was "1". He went downstairs without saying hello.When I ran to the balcony, I saw the car in the parking space in the garden slowly driving into the shady path, and then quickly out of the community

I wanted to chase him out, but I didn't know where he was going. I hesitated for a moment, picked up Kuankuan who was sleeping and went downstairs, but I couldn't find his shadow any more.

The setting sun is shining on my body, and the people coming back from work one after another, some of them smile and greet me... At this moment, I suddenly feel so far away from he Liancheng that I don't know him at all.

What I want is a plain life without food and clothing. He is different. Is he really different?

He went upstairs with Kuankuan in his arms and sat in the living room to see the sky in the west turn from bright red to indigo and then black... Finally everything fell into the ink cartridge and it was dark.

Kuankuan was in my arms, and finally couldn't stand the darkness and quietness. She was crying and looking for something on my face. Her little hand held my neck tightly, as if she was afraid that I would suddenly disappear.

I am not willing to let him cry, hurriedly turned on the light switch. There was a light in the room. Kuankuan looked at the light with tears, and the cry stopped suddenly