Chapter 163

The rain is so overwhelming that I can't tell where I am.

Not far from the roadside, a car hit the guardrail, turned out, all over the mess. I saw the front of the car being hit and turned away, the front windshield was smashed to the ground, and the rear taillights flashed scarlet.

I ran over and saw the driver lying on the steering wheel through the broken window. There was red blood dripping down the steering wheel. In the back seat, a middle-aged woman uses her body as a buffer to block in front of a pregnant girl.

I slapped the car door desperately to wake them up... And then I found out that the pregnant woman sitting in the back was myself

I'm back? I went back to the moment of the accident? Mom and dad are still alive? I climbed into the car along the broken front window, lying on my side in an incredible posture, reaching out to take off my father's seat belt

Broken glass stubble under my body, everywhere stinging

Finally buckle the deformation of the seat belt, but how hard I can not pull dad. "Dad, wake up, it's too dangerous in the car..."

"Joy A voice rang out in my ear, I looked back and saw he Liancheng standing behind me.

The shoulder is pressed by him, the voice is more and more clear, everything in front of you suddenly disappears, into the dark. I opened my eyes and saw he Liancheng's anxious eyes.

It turned out to be a dream!

"Liancheng, where am I?" I asked hoarsely.

"Do you remember what happened last night?" He pressed his hands on my shoulder and asked.

I nodded, I remember, but I would rather forget, I do not want to recall that scene!

"Liancheng, the person who loves me most has gone, and no one will hurt me like my father... Do you know? When I was a child, my family conditions were not as good as you, but I developed the character of asking for stars instead of moon... "I didn't look at him, my eyes were empty, and I looked straight at the ceiling.

He leaned over, hugged me and said in a low voice, "don't think like this. I'll love you more than dad and treat you well for the rest of my life. You and me, and the children, and home. "

"I'm just used to my father waiting for me in the hospital bed, quietly accompanying me and growing up with the children, but he knows me..." when I say this, I can't go on.

"Leyi, you may not understand the pain of lying down. I think dad left because he knew you had company. He has always been aware that you are alone with your child, helpless, with perseverance to maintain their own life, so quietly with you for four years. This time, why don't you want to be dad? Does he think he can let you go? It's certainly not a particularly good feeling to rely on various instruments to support life day after day. What do you say? " He Liancheng advised patiently.

Every word he said entered my heart. Yes, dad has maintained it for four years without any quality and dignity. Isn't it because I'm afraid I won't be taken care of?

I calmed down and said to him, "I want to see Dad."

"Good." He helped me sit up and went out with his arms around me. My feet are soft and sour. I want to fall every step I take.

Dad was sleeping alone in a room. When I opened the door and saw the bed covered with white cloth, I began to stand unsteadily again.

He Liancheng held me tightly and accompanied me to move step by step. My tears were like the flood that opened the gate. Everything in front of me was blurred.

He lifted the white cloth, and dad's clean face appeared in front of me.

He seems to be really like he Liancheng. His expression is a little relaxed, his eyes are closed, and his face turns white... It's like four years ago, before the car accident, he neatly blocked all the injuries from Chu Yi to me, and created a big wave of public opinion in Nanshi with his own contacts, so that everyone knows that Chu Yi is a heartbreaker, Let everyone know that I'm not cheating. I'm innocent.

I'm the treasure in his palm. That's how he used the strength of an adult to vent his anger for me in a stubborn and willful way

"Leyi, if you want to cry, just cry out. Don't hold it back. I'm afraid." He Liancheng said.

I shook my head, raised my hand and quickly wiped away the tears on my face. I said, "from childhood to adulthood, as long as I cry, my father is in a panic. I don't want to cry, I don't want to let him go uneasily. I want my father to know that I am very happy now, and he can rest assured... "

Although I tried my best to keep my tears from falling, my nerves didn't seem to listen to me, and my tears kept flowing down.

Mom has been there alone for so long. Will she be happy to see Dad, and then she won't be lonely? Dad is most worried about me and my mother, he quietly accompany me here in the past few years, my mother over there how?He Liancheng is responsible for Dad's future. I seem to be weak all of a sudden. It's not as brave as when I was dealing with my mother's affairs and taking care of my father in hospital.

The memorial service was very small in scale. Only two or three close friends of my father, my good sister Shi LAN in the imperial capital, and my family were invited.

In the obituary and memorial service notice, he Liancheng asked for my opinions and asked who to invite. I crossed out his friends and said, "my father doesn't know them either. Don't invite them. I'll just invite my father's old friend to Nanshi. "

He didn't retort and did it one by one.

He Liancheng always supported me at the memorial service. Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong are still young. They probably don't understand the real meaning of life and death. They just think that their grandfather has gone to another world, and their faces are sad.

Cao Ye stood not far away and looked at me anxiously. My eyes were still red, but I really calmed down.

At the end of the memorial service, Chu Yi came in.

The moment I saw him, my face changed. If it wasn't for this asshole, maybe none of this would have happened. No business failure, no car accident, no family wreck

He went to the portrait of his father and prepared to bow. I broke away from he Liancheng and rushed to him. I pushed him away and said with red eyes, "go away!"

"I just want to give dad a ride." He was pushed by me a stagger, stand firm after a bit embarrassed explanation.

"Chu Yi, you are not qualified. All this is due to you. You're happy to see my family break up, aren't you? You came to show me your pride, didn't you I pushed forward, he stepped back, and finally he stepped back to the corner.

He Liancheng hugged me and whispered in my ear, "Dad's memorial service, please don't make trouble. I'll let him go." He pushed me behind him, walked up to Chu Yi and said, "go out and say something."

Chu Yi obstinately said: "I just want to see my father off. In those years, I always regarded him as my own father. I haven't had a father since I was young..."

"You don't have to think about it here. Can you call dad, too?" He Liancheng asked calmly, pushing him out.

Chu Yi looked back at me, suddenly turned around, ran to his father's portrait and knelt down. Before we ran past, he quickly kowtowed three times and said, "Dad, you have a good journey."

He Liancheng is angry. He steps forward and grabs his collar and pulls Chu Yi out.

I stood there motionless and didn't want to work any harder for this man.

What does he want to do? The less I understand Chu Yi's idea, the less I understand it. After he Liancheng came back, his face was very ugly, but he stood beside me as usual until the end of the memorial service. Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong were also very quiet and obedient.

When it was all over, I fell asleep on my way home from the cemetery.

I have no idea when we got home. When I woke up again, I was on the bed, moved a little, felt a soft little thing around me, looked down and saw Kuankuan with open eyes and small hands holding my clothes tightly, very quiet.

When he saw me wake up, he grinned and drooled.

Then the little thing began to drill into my arms. At this time, I found that I had put on my loose pajamas. He arched for a while to find what he wanted. He held it in his mouth and sucked hard.

At this moment, I felt that I had suddenly come to life, the cold on my body slowly faded, and I reached out and hugged him tightly. Chest came throbbing, reminding me that I was a mother, the mother of three children.

When I came back these seven days, he had already gone to sleep. I only squinted and went out. He Liancheng accompanied me to see the cemetery, set up the memorial hall, and sent notices to my friends

After all this dust settled, I realized that there were still seven months to feed. However, it seems that the milk has gone back.

Kuankuan tried hard to eat in my arms for five or six minutes. He probably didn't eat at all. He raised his face, opened his mouth and cried.

He Liancheng heard Kuankuan's cry and ran in with a dripping bottle in his hand. While wiping water on his body, he said: "I use hot water to scald the milk. The temperature should be just right."

Then he handed the bottle over and put it in his wide mouth and said, "baby, don't cry, don't make noise, mother, have a rest."

After Kuankuan ate it, he refused to hold the pacifier and pushed it out with his tongue. He opened his hands and feet and began to cry again. Tears rolled down his face like money.

"The milk seems to be suffocating. What should I do?" I looked at he Liancheng and couldn't wait.

"It's OK. Feed him milk powder for a few days first. I don't believe he has such a bad appetite. We didn't often stay at home a few days ago. My aunt has been feeding milk powder. " He Liancheng bent down and picked Kuankuan up, indomitably put the bottle into his mouth again.He Liancheng said, "maybe it's the wrong place. I'll go to the baby room."

He said and went out, I listen to Kuankuan cry heartache, want to follow in the past, he turned back and glared at me, said: "you don't come here, maybe he feel no way to go, don't eat milk powder will be hungry, will eat."

I didn't believe it, but I stopped and let him have a try.

Sure enough, when I got to the baby room, I heard the cry stop. After a while, he Liancheng came out with Kuankuan in his arms and an empty milk bottle and said, "look, little things know how to judge the situation."