Our arrangement this weekend is to visit my father in the hospital. I also want to take he Liancheng to my father. Although he knew that no matter what he said, he would not hear it, let alone give any response. I still want to tell him and pretend he can hear. I want my father to know that I am living a good life now, with loving men, clever and sensible children and warm home.

Over the past year, I have been pregnant, giving birth to children and running a company. The number of times I went to the hospital to see my father is much less. This is a plan made a week ago. We specially took Kuankuan with us.

After chatting with my father's attending doctor, I took he Liancheng and three babies to my father's ward.

Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong are familiar. They run to open the door.

I saw a man sitting by the bed. When he heard the door, he turned his head. It turned out to be Liu Tian.

He obviously didn't expect to meet us here, and the panic on his face flashed by. I quickly squeezed in and saw my father breathing steadily in bed. Then I was relieved and asked, "Why are you here?"

"I came to see my brother. I stopped by to see my uncle. I'm leaving." Liu Tian put away his embarrassment, stood up and nodded to he Liancheng.

He Liancheng stands at the door and slightly sideways, letting Liu Tian pass by.

Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong want to go up to say hello, but they are frightened by Liu Tian's low pressure. They stand still and say in a low voice, "Hello uncle Liu."

Liu Tian's steps to go outside stopped for a moment, turned around, and his face softened. He squatted down, touched the heads of the two babies and said, "good boy, go to see my grandfather."

He Liancheng watched him talk to the two babies quietly. When he went away, he pretended to be careless and asked, "why is he here?"

"I heard that he had a family member who had the same disease as his father. I met him here." I explained briefly, and then I pulled two babies to talk to Dad.

They two sparrows, like each other, after chirping, waved to he Liancheng and said, "uncle he, come and see my grandfather."

He Liancheng's face was stiff for the first time. He hesitated to come forward, took my hand and looked at my father on the bed.

I know that he may be a little nervous, holding Kuankuan with one hand, holding his hand with his backhand and saying, "my father has a good temper, he dotes on me the most."

He Liancheng opened his mouth and hesitated for a while before he said, "uncle, my name is he Liancheng. I love Leyi and want to be with her all my life. "

I listened to his self introduction like registered permanent residence, and I couldn't help laughing.

He heard my laughter, looked up at me and turned red.

I pulled the chair and sat down. I put the width of the little bell in my hand on my leg and said to him, "don't be nervous. My father may not be able to hear it."

He Liancheng was obviously relieved, but he obstinately said: "maybe I can hear it all the time, but I can't express it."

I put my broad little hand in my father's palm and said, "Dad, I'm Xiaole." My tone is very light.

Wide hands soft, grasp a few times to seize dad's thumb, yiyiyaya to rush up to gnaw.

I hugged him in my arms and said to my father, "I met Liancheng the year before last. He was very good to me and the two babies, so I decided to stay with him. Now your little grandson Kuankuan is more than half a year old. I brought him to you today. Don't be angry. "

Dad lay on the bed quietly, I looked up at he Liancheng and said: "I decided to live with him for a lifetime, you don't have to worry about me."

He Liancheng took a step forward, put his hand on the edge of the bed and said, "uncle, I don't know if you will hear me. I'm very nervous, but I'll be happy with Le Yi. Don't worry about it. "

We said for a long time, dad still lay quietly, even his eyelashes did not move.

Kuankuan Yiya's voice is very clear in the ward. The afternoon sun shines in and the room is warm.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, after we said goodbye to the doctor, we left the hospital and went home.

At three o'clock that night, I was awakened by the urgent telephone ring. It was Li Hao, the attending doctor. His voice said eagerly: "Miss Lin, please come to the hospital as soon as possible. From 11 o'clock this evening, Mr. Lin's condition is very unstable. Now his whole body has started to over respond, and his family needs to come and agree to the operation immediately."

I was so scared that I bounced out of bed. He Liancheng also sat up and asked clearly. He was a little worried and said, "take the children with you?"

"No, it's too late. I'll go by myself. You'll watch the three children at home." I made a quick decision, got dressed, put on my coat and ran outside.He Liancheng took a look at the baby room and two Xiaobao's rooms, picked up the car key from the table and handed it to me, saying, "slow down on the road, I'll be there soon."

I nodded, grabbed the key and rushed out of the house.

Dad has been lying in the hospital bed for more than four years, and this has never happened. I even accepted that he could only lie still.

Although the rehabilitation hospital needs tens of thousands of yuan of medical expenses every month, it has good service and medication. My father lay for several years, the body is still clean and complete, and did not occur bedsore eczema and other diseases. The nurse went to help the patient turn over in almost two hours, using the best medicine.

I think the worst plan is that even if he never wakes up, I will use money to keep him alive until the child grows up and grows old. Never thought that there would be such a day.

I don't know how serious this kind of systemic overreaction caused by unknown reasons is. But what I learned from my father when he first suffered from this disease is. If the patient has a systemic abnormal reaction, there are generally only two consequences. One is the gradual recovery of consciousness, the other is the sudden failure of body organs. I look forward to and fear this abnormal reaction.

I sat on the car and my hand was still shaking. Holding the steering wheel, I said to myself, "Leyi, you should be calm. It's a good reaction. Dad will be good. "

To build up my mind, I started the car.

At night, there were few cars on the road, and all the way was green. I arrived at the hospital in a little more than 20 minutes.

I ran all the way, ran into the ward, hit the door, only to find the bed over. Leg a soft, almost kneel to the ground at that time.

When a nurse on duty heard the news, she leaned out of the nurse's room and said, "Miss Lin, your father is in the emergency room on the third floor. Go up quickly. Dr. Li has started to rescue. You need to sign it quickly... "

I did not hear him finish, people have rushed into the elevator, to the third floor down, along the green night light all the way ran past.

When I ran to the door of the emergency room, I was out of breath. A little nurse was on duty at the door. Seeing me coming, she welcomed me and asked, "Miss Lin?"

"Yes." I was busy answering.

"Sign first, Doctor Li is afraid to miss the rescue opportunity, rescue first." The nurse handed over the operation cooperation. I couldn't look at it carefully, signed it in a hurry, put it back into her hand and asked, "how long has the operation been going on? How's it going? "

"It's been more than twenty minutes." The little nurse patiently explained, "you sit and wait for a while. It's no use now."

"How's my dad? What kind of systemic overreaction is it? " I asked.

The little nurse hesitated and said, "it's a sudden shortness of breath, the ventilator doesn't work, the whole body muscles suddenly twitch, and the eyes open and close. Fortunately, the ward round nurse found out in time and didn't delay. "

I looked at the lights in the emergency room and didn't think about it. It's impossible to sit down and wait, so I have to keep walking around, hoping to stick my body to the iron door of the emergency room and hear the movement inside.

"Calm down first. You may wake up later." The nurse exhorted.

I didn't speak. I stood at the door of the emergency room, motionless. Nurse advised two, see also how also can't listen to, no longer pay attention to me, took me signed the contract to the side of the duty room.

In front of me, the scenes flashed by my father's loving looks and sounds, and the scenes of being held by my father from childhood to adulthood were played in turn.

The elevator at the end of the corridor opens and he Liancheng trots over.

I was surprised to see him coming. First I thought of my three babies and asked, "Why are you here? What about the kids? Who's watching at home? " I know that my aunt will stay at home with her children at night. It's impossible for her to come. Unless I told my aunt in advance, she would stay in our house for the night after she had arranged things at home.

"Peng Jia De, I called him over." He Liancheng then reached out and pulled me to his arms and said, "don't worry about you alone, waiting with you."

After touching his body, my tension suddenly disintegrated: "Liancheng, I'm afraid, I'm afraid my father really..."

"No, he hasn't seen Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong grow up." He Liancheng hugged me and comforted me.

He knew that my parents had become like this just to protect my baby. I know what my father is most concerned about is Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong.

I don't know what to say. I slowly calm down in his arms.

The waiting time is as long as a year. I feel that after waiting outside the emergency room for a century, I finally hope to open the door. Li Hao was sweating. He took off his mask and said apologetically to me, "Miss Lin, I'm sorry. We tried our best."As soon as my legs softened, I knelt down. He Liancheng held me tightly and maintained my posture of barely standing.

"Go in and have a look." He helped me up.

I don't know how I got into the emergency room. When I saw my peaceful dad lying there, I couldn't help reaching out and touching his face and saying, "Dad, don't sleep. I'm Xiaole..."

I met a trace of warmth in my hand. I immediately yelled, pushed he Liancheng away, rushed out to catch Li Hao, who was walking out, and said, "doctor, go in and rescue him, My father still breathes and has a temperature... "

"Miss Lin." Li Hao turned around, looked at me with a kind of compassionate eyes, and continued, "I understand your feelings, but this may not be a relief for the old man. Living in the instrument every day may be torture to him. For more than four years in a row, you have done your best. The family members of patients here usually give up after two years.... "

"No, doctor. I know you're afraid that I can't afford the medicine. I have money and I can afford it. Please help my father. " I grabbed his hand and tried to pull him to the emergency room.

He was almost dragged in by me. He Liancheng hugged me from behind and bit by bit broke me. He grabbed Li Hao's hand and said, "Leyi, don't do this."

"It's impossible. My father can't leave me alone. Please help him..." I burst into tears and couldn't speak.

My father can't leave like this. I always believe that he will wake up one day. How can he leave so suddenly?

"Miss Lin, we've tried our best. We really can't help it." Li Hao did not immediately turn to leave, but patiently explained.

"No, no, you didn't do your best." I pushed he Liancheng away and ran into the emergency room.

"She's so excited, think of a way..."

"Good..."

I carefully touched my father's face and cried: "Dad, I'm Xiaole. Wake up and have a look at me... I really miss you..."

Said, tears spread in the face, everything in front of him turned into a loving smile.

"Leyi, calm down. You are still your mother. There are three babies waiting for you to go home." He Liancheng picked me up again and refused to let go.

I felt a pain and ice on my shoulder, and finally I slowly lost consciousness