Before entering the door, I tried to adjust the expression on my face. I didn't want to show any clue in front of he Liancheng. Since you choose to believe, you should believe him until the last moment.

When he heard me coming in, he came out of the kitchen nervously, took me up and down, looked at me a few times, and then said, "I can't contact you all the time. I'm scared to death."

"You were so nervous that you muted the phone there and didn't hear it." I pretended to be relaxed.

He bent down and put the slippers under my feet and said, "change the shoes and have a rest. It'll be fine soon. I'll cook the wonton for you."

"Well, you can do it." I would not take off my shoes until he went to the kitchen, and then put on thin cotton stockings to cover the injury on my feet.

"It's tiring to go out with such shoes. I'm going to change them." Just as he was about to turn and walk away, he turned and asked when he heard me.

"I took a taxi back and forth. I didn't take a few steps." I said with a smile, taking off my shoes slowly.

He suddenly squatted down, holding my ankle, forced off my right foot shoes, I want to get rid of his hand is too late. Foot injury has been completely exposed in front of his eyes, I reluctantly stood by the door body, said: "let go, or fall."

"How did that happen? What are you hiding from me? " He squatted there, raised his head and looked at me, eyes deep and shallow, there is anger to spray out.

"It's OK. The shoes don't fit. They've worn out a few blisters." I want to take my foot out of his hand.

He took a deep breath, stood up, leaned over to pick me up, put me on the sofa, took off the shoe on the other foot, and then found the medicine box at home, took out purple medicine, medical cotton swab, alcohol and so on from it, cleaned up the wound again, put on the medicine, simply wrapped it, and said: "wait here, don't move, I'll feed you when the meal is ready."

He said, turned into the kitchen, I heard the sound of water and the sound of range hood.

I thought he would be angry, and then asked what was going on, but I didn't expect to expose it so gently. While I was relieved, I was worried that he would brew more anger. I was a little uneasy.

After a while, he took a bowl of wonton from the kitchen, sat down next to me and said, "open your mouth."

I reached for the bowl and said, "I have hands again. I'll eat by myself."

He Liancheng was not stubborn. He handed the bowl over and looked at it. His eyes were deep and he couldn't see what was inside.

"Another bowl?" He took the empty bowl and asked.

"Full." I shook my head. After I had enough to eat, my uneasiness subsided.

He put the bowl on the dining table, walked back from the back of the sofa, sat opposite me, looked me in the eye and asked, "tell me, who did you meet today? What's the matter with the feet? Self abuse? "

I don't want him to know that I lost my mind because I knew the person he was engaged to. I walked on the road for a long time and said in disguise, "the shoes don't fit. I went barefoot for a while."

"In the future, I'd like to write a letter before I tell a lie. In this way, I'll believe it? Who did you meet? At the birthday party. " He forced me to look up and look at him.

"I don't know most people..." I said.

He no longer forced me to ask. He stood up and took out his mobile phone. He didn't know who he called. After he got through, he asked, "did you go to Guo daqianjin's birthday party? Who's in it? "

I just quietly watched him call, hang up, and then come to me.

"You met Bailu?" He Liancheng asked.

I nodded, not wanting to deny it. He wants to explain, I am willing to accept; If he is not willing to say, I do not want to ask, suddenly feel really tired. What the bottom line! What principle! What other people's gossip! Get the hell out of here! How can I be happy! You can bite me!

"I'll arrange it right away. The next time you appear on this occasion, you'll be Mrs. he. No one can say anything about you." He Liancheng pulled my face and let me look at him.

"I know you are trying to do this. You were not angry at that time, a little at a loss and regretted afterwards." As I said, I leaned over to kiss his forehead and said in a low voice, "Liancheng, I'm afraid I've been poisoned by you. Even if other people throw the name of" Xiao san'er "on my face today, I can't abandon you. What can I do?"

"I know you have been wronged today. I'm sorry. It's all my fault." He hugged me hard.

After listening to Bailu's words, I was a little confused at that time. I was confused for a moment because I didn't know how to vent my anger. On the way a person walked so long, I kept asking myself a question in my heart: if I can't give me any promise, will I leave him?The moment I saw his face, I had the answer. Anyway, I can't give up on him. I didn't have the courage to leave Chu Yi without hesitation. I don't know whether I can't afford to lose or what happened.

"Needless to say, I'm sorry. No matter what happens in the future, I'll pester you for the rest of my life. Today, I was dazed by Bailu's words and hurt myself. I'm very sad. " My tears finally came out in his sorry voice. The painful lacrimal gland was relaxed and light.

"No, don't worry." He Liancheng said in my ear.

The grievances and difficulties he suffered in this day disappeared in his sorry and hug. I know, this time I can't escape he Liancheng.

"I can accept your crying and making trouble for me. I know that pregnant women are vulnerable. It's just that you're pretending to be so strong that I don't know what to do. " He held me in his arms and said in a low voice, "it's really boring and I'm tired for you to be cheap. Just now, when you kept the truth from me, I suddenly felt that my efforts were meaningless, you know? I'm afraid of that feeling. "

He held me for a long time and then said, "Leyi, I'm so tired. I've never forced myself to work hard, to fight for everything I want, and to fight with my father. "

When I listened to him, I suddenly felt frightened. I was afraid that he would talk to me in such a tired tone, as if he would give up the next second.

After a long silence, he said, "go to sleep first. I still have some papers to read."

"Liancheng, I just..."

"I know, I don't blame you, I just blame myself for not being able to do it earlier; I also blame myself for not having the courage of Liu Tian to give up everything for you. Suddenly doubt, I love you in the end how much? Does Liu Tian love you more, or me? Why can't I put all my eggs in one basket for you? " He hugged me, put his head on my shoulder, and said it slowly.

"You know..."

"Yes, I know. I just learned from others what Liu Tian has done for you. I came to see you directly from the airport today to ask about it. I know that you hide Liu Tian's break with your family for you, just as I hide the details of my engagement with Bai Shuang, for fear of hurting each other. But while I know about it, I realize that such concealment may lead to misunderstanding between us. " He didn't give me a chance to explain. After that, he took me to the bedroom and said, "you go to bed first. I'll watch things in the living room. It won't affect your rest."

With that, he turned the desk lamp at the head of the bed to the darkest, then went out and took the bedroom door with him.

That night, he didn't come into the room. When I got up in the morning, he had breakfast as usual, and he ate with me as usual. He simply packed up and went to work together.

When I got to the downstairs of the company, he said to me before entering the elevator, "your feet need to change dressing every day. I put bandages, medicine and gauze in the medicine box. I'll arrange a driver to pick you up in the afternoon. I'll be very busy these days. Maybe I don't have time to go. Please remember to eat

With that, he pressed the elevator up button and said to me, "I'm going to the group. You can go up by yourself. Don't touch your feet with water."

"Liancheng..." I called his name, but I didn't know what to say. What he said from last night makes me feel very bad, just like losing him this time.

"Don't think about it. You go up." He saw the elevator arrive, turned and left the building.

The next week, every day a driver came to pick me up to work, and he never showed up again. Every morning and evening each a text message, are very short, say some remember to eat, remember to change dressing words, over and over again, only a few words.

I know that we don't have to be provoked by others. In front of the tedious days, there are cracks between us. I want to be nice, but I don't know how to explain.

I was wrong about what happened that night, but the reason was because of his engagement. It was a muddle headed account. I can't figure out who crossed the line first. Maybe the difference in identity between him and me was an insurmountable gap. So when he Liancheng took the initiative to find me, he Zelin looked on coldly and didn't show up at all. He had let reality beat us.

If there is endless pressure from he Zelin, the two of us will screw together regardless of everything, agree with the outside world, and ignore the existing cracks. And he Zelin through their circle of an engagement, a birthday party, a few other people's gossip, so that the gap between us clearly revealed, and finally widened the gap.

After Meng Fankun left, the company did not recruit new people. His work was spread to Xu Wanyun and me, and he was barely busy. It's just business talks and other activities. As I get heavier and heavier, I basically don't take part in them. Generally, Xu Wanyun and Yu Miao come forward.At the end of June, Shi lanshun had a daughter. Mother and daughter were safe. I took Yuanyuan and Tongtong to her daughter's full moon wine. She was a little fatter, her face was better, and her face was full of maternal light. When she saw my stomach, she asked me the due date with a smile.

"The doctor said it was September 21," I replied

"It's estimated that you can only have a wedding later. Just get the certificate. After the child is born, you should register first." Shi Lan said with a smile.

Seeing that I didn't answer, she was a little surprised and asked, "have you been making up for so long without a license?"

"He's busy. I haven't seen him for more than three weeks." I lowered my head, covered up the loss in my eyes, and then looked up at him, "your daughter is really like you. Her eyes are so big."

"I can't tell who you look like. I didn't even see it as a mother. You all began to say that your nose looks like dad and your eyes look like me. " Shi Lan also immediately put his attention on his sleeping daughter and said with a sweet look.

I talked with her for a while and found an excuse to leave. Wang Tao, with a happy smile on his face, personally took our mother and son downstairs, stopped the car and said to me, "Shi LAN is lying there. I can't leave. I can't see you off."

I told him to go up and take the baby home. Along the way, I didn't know what I was full of. In the car, I sent him a short message: Liancheng, I miss you