Xue Xiangming's words successfully caught my painful foot. I wanted to turn around and go, but I couldn't help listening. I don't want to know from others who he Liancheng's engagement object is. I want him to tell me personally. But when someone said it in his ear, he was eager to know who it was.

I'm afraid my face has begun to look ugly. Xue Xiangming stopped talking and suddenly changed the topic and said, "the dinner party has started. Come on."

I don't know how to find a desk sign with my own name and sit down. Then I look at the shining Guo Mingming and the group of young girls standing in the spotlight and attracting the eyes of all the men present. I feel as if I was stabbed by a knife.

Bailu would look at me once in a while, but there was only disdain in her eyes.

This kind of look I am very familiar with, is the look I used to look contemptuously at Cheng Lina. This feeling of being seen as a little three by chiguoguo makes me feel on pins and needles.

I don't remember when I gave up my bottom line and passed it by carelessly with he Liancheng. Don't even ask when he will marry me? In fact, I can't say it because I don't think I'm worthy of him.

Unconsciously, I step by step back to my bottom line, and become a person I hate and despise the most - the third son who is raised outside by a man.

A woman is in love. Is that the bottom line?

People around are laughing and talking. Guo Mingming shows her magnanimity as the host. No one comes to trouble me again, but the self-evident contempt makes me feel more embarrassed than being beaten by Jia Yuhan at Liu Tian's engagement banquet.

I didn't move my chopsticks. I picked up the cup and poured a glass of iced mineral water. I felt restless and said goodbye to several guests at the same table. I picked up my bag and went to the bathroom to make up.

On such an occasion, I am humiliating myself here.

Someone took me to the bathroom, handed me the tissue politely and went out. I stood in front of the sink to check my make-up. I patted my face with cold water to make my cheeks look bloody. Then I took a handful of water to ice my eyes. I wanted to remove the red color from the corners of my eyes. It was the swelling that I had to endure tears for a long time.

As soon as the door rang, someone came in. I quickly raised my head, took out a tissue and wiped the water off my face. I didn't want anyone to see my weakness and tears.

In the mirror, I saw Jia Yuhan and Bailu coming in.

Bailu is still a lovely and charming figure. Jia Yuhan patted her on the shoulder and said, "do you see what's special about her? He's thick skinned. He's carrying a wild seed without a master in his arms. He dares to show off like this. "

Bailu seemed to be disgusted with her words. She raised her eyes slightly and said to her, "Yuhan, can you go out for a while? I have a few words to ask her alone. "

Jia Yuhan didn't feel the disgust in Bailu's tone at all. He said with a smile, "she may be pregnant with he Liancheng. She hasn't solved this illegitimate child for your sister."

"Yuhan, you go out first." Bailu said stubbornly.

Jia Yuhan opens the door and goes out.

I don't know what expression to use to face Bailu. When I saw Jia Yuhan just now, my intuition was that things were not good. I didn't expect that Bailu was not an impulsive girl who could stir up anger. She had a sense and calmness different from her appearance.

"Lin Leyi." She looked up at me with calm eyes and said, "I know you have a relationship with Jia Yu, so I don't believe her very much. I'd like to ask you a few questions for my sister

"I'm not familiar with you. Today I just came to attend the birthday party of general manager Guo Qianjin." I'm tense. When I think of he Liancheng's engagement with the girl's sister, or anything else, I feel that a string in my heart is about to break.

"Don't be nervous. I won't be bad for your children." She comforted her first, then frowned and said, "Liu Tian is so kind to you, and he has no engagement. In order to break with your family, why don't you marry him cleanly? But I'm willing to be pregnant with this child and give birth to him as an illegitimate child? "

There was no disdain in her tone, only incomprehension and disdain. I don't know how to say, is it because of love? For the sake of love, don't you want the dignity of yourself and your children? Or firmly believe that he Liancheng will come together in the future? All of a sudden, I feel that my belief in the future is like a castle made of sand. When a basin of water falls, it turns into a pool of mud, and I can't clean it up.

"If you just want to make money, you can earn a lot. At least the company that can cooperate with ACA is still profitable." Bailu said here, looked at my stomach and said, "if I don't see you today, I don't care. If I see you, I can't explain to my sister after I go back."

When she said this, she asked, "is this he Liancheng's?"I didn't say anything. I was asked what she said, and I suddenly felt that I had really become a bitch

"You should know that illegitimate children will have a hard life in the future," she added

I still didn't speak, the calm on my face was already a little tense.

She didn't seem to mind my reply. She continued: "I know how to tell my sister. I will tell her that you are true love and see if she can let go. I'm sorry to disturb you so long. "

With that, she turned to open the door, dragged out, waiting for her Jia Yuhan to leave. Jia Yuhan reluctantly twisted his body and said, "what a good chance, you let her go so easily?"

"What else? With people like this? I'm afraid I'll get my hands dirty. " Bailu's calm words came, and I could hardly stand up straight.

It is clear that I met he Liancheng first. Why did I end up being looked at with this kind of eyes?

I grabbed the bag and walked out of the gate of Guo's house, shaking out of the villa by myself. Walking along the road towards the city, I don't know how long I've been walking, but I suddenly lost my strength.

Because I took a taxi all the way to this kind of occasion, now I feel that the heels of my shoes are a little high, and my feet hurt when I walk. I took off my shoes and took them to my eyes. When I was working in Hanhua, he Liancheng accompanied me to Jin to buy these classic Dior women's shoes. There is a water drill bow on them, which is shining even under the street lamp. A pair of shoes almost cost me half a month's salary at that time. I'm still struggling. He Liancheng has already bought the bill.

Now looking at it, I suddenly feel that this pair of expensive shoes is not suitable for me, wearing foot pain, throw heartache.

At eight or nine o'clock in the night, a woman barefoot walking on the auxiliary road of the airport expressway, inexplicably dazzling. One car after another drove by me, and I walked like this.

Bailu's words are replayed in my ears, and the words of illegitimate child are replayed over and over again. He Liancheng may have a firm attitude towards me. He wants to be with me, but does he have the ability?

As soon as he appeared, I did not hesitate to release Liu Tian's hand, who had been defending me, and then stood behind him unconditionally. I chose to believe him from the office building that day. More than two months passed in a hurry. He didn't mention anything about marriage.

Liu Tian made such a decision when he didn't know what I thought. I can't figure out what he Liancheng's idea is. From today on, it's less than four months before my due date. What's the status of the child born in this world?

I don't know how long I've been walking, until the baby in my stomach seems to be aware that I'm not right and moves restlessly, I suddenly find that I've come to a place I don't know. The left hand is the airport expressway, the right hand is a poplar forest, and the foot is an uneven road. At this moment, the feeling on my feet recovers, and I can't walk with pain.

I stopped by the side of the road, took out the phone and found that sixteen of them had not answered the phone. From 9:30 to just five minutes ago, it was he Liancheng who called.

It's 11:30 in the night on my mobile phone. I've been walking barefoot for more than two hours.

Is hesitating whether to give him back to the past, his phone call came in again, I pressed to connect. "Where are you?" he asked anxiously

"On the way."

"Coordinates!" His tone was urgent.

"Let me see..." I began to look for the landmark buildings around, but I didn't find them. Around the most prominent is the orderly arrangement of high-speed street lights, like ribbon like winding to the bustling imperial capital.

"You wait for me at home. There's no landmark building in this attachment. I don't know the location. Go back immediately." I stood by the side of the road, ready to try my luck to stop an empty car passing by.

"You're on that road." He asked.

"No, it's coming." I saw an empty car coming. I ran to the middle of the road and stopped. The driver stopped at the side of the road and looked at me a few times. Then he shook the window and asked, "where are you going?"

I said the address of my home, took that pair of expensive shoes and got into the car. I said to he Liancheng on the other end of the phone, "I'll be home in 40 minutes. I'm a little hungry. Help me get something to eat."

Hearing my normal tone, he said with a sigh of relief: "I went to the birthday party to meet you. They said that you had already left. They scared me to death, for fear that something might happen to you. You didn't answer the phone call. I didn't see you when I got home. I ran back to look for you on the road and turned back immediately. "

"There are so many things. I'll go back right away." I laughed and threw my shoes on the mat of the taxi. Although it doesn't fit, I'm not willing to throw it for such an expensive price.

When the car arrived at Sanyuanqiao, I saw a speeding car. It was he Liancheng's car. He didn't see me. I saw him.I found a paper towel from my bag and wiped my feet clean. There were blisters on the bottom of my feet, and there were several holes that I didn't know were broken by glass debris or stones... It's so miserable. It's strange that I didn't feel any pain just now. I didn't feel the pain until I cleaned it up.

I put my feet in my shoes, paid the fare and went upstairs pretending to be all right