Chapter 1359

The biggest change that happened to this Christian was the disaster.

When the huge nuclear explosion resounded before his eyes, he swore that the entire world is dim. This dimness is not because of his fear of the dangers faced by oneself, but his despair for the future of oneself and oneself's children.

As a churchman, Christians can be said to be a rare high-level intellectual in this country. Although he was born in poverty, under the education of his mentor, he can be regarded as the elite of this country. This is why he can raise that many orphans by relying on a broken church. His ability allows him to get high rewards in this society. Although doing so often means that he has to suffer discrimination and censure from those high castes, he who has oneself ideals and beliefs in his heart does not care about these.

His life is only the weight of the children, and everything else is of little importance to him. As long as he can watch those children live happily, he can bear everything else. Whether it is similar suppression or social censure, he can bear it. He thought that oneself was fearless, but when the entire world suddenly became what it is today, he discovered that this fearlessness is so ridiculous, so not worth mentioning.

Nuclear bomb destroys not only a city, a country, but also the inherent order in this land. Under this horrible destruction, the power that maintained the existence of human society suddenly fell apart. If humans want to survive, they have to return to the most original law of the jungle. And this is simply the most terrible test for Christians who protect this group of children.

He is not strong and does not know how to use crafty plots and machinations. All he can rely on is kindness and also own honest duty. And this is worth nothing in this chaotic world after the nuclear bomb. It can be said that if he could still rely on own to support oneself and the dozens of cute children before the nuclear explosion, then now, it would be a problem for him to survive oneself.

This is a terrifying test, for him, and for his faith. He didn't know what oneself should do to continue raising this child as before. But he knew very well that oneself had to do everything possible to continue to raise them.

He never thought about giving up, never thought about this issue. Even if the terrifying disaster has come, even if this World has gradually become chaotic, and the people around him have become more like wild beasts than a person, he still has never had such an idea. That is all in his life, even if he abandons everything, he is absolutely impossible to abandon them.

However, this is not something that can be done with determination. The gap between the spiritual world and the real world is doomed, and there is a huge gap between the two. Although he once felt that oneself is spiritually rich and almost possesses the entire world, but in this cruel reality world, he still has no way to change all of the things that oneself faces.

This is a very sad thing, sad to almost despair. But Christians did not despair, he had already despaired, so at this time, he simply did not intend to continue despairing.

He is working hard, working in vain. Collect food on the ruins and find water in the wilderness. Exhausting all the abilities of oneself, he is trying to protect those weak lives. It's just a pity that the effect he can show by doing this is very weak. The disputes that human beings have for survival almost inevitably spread to him, and when he is in such disputes, his meager power makes him unable to protect his own income at all.

How many times has he been beaten all over his body for a piece of food. How many times has he been bullied for a bottle of clean water so that he has no strength to stand. The huge contribution made him often only get a very meager return, and such a return is not to mention supporting that many children, even if he continues to struggle, it will be difficult.

One month, just one month after the nuclear explosion, he has already lost a child. The kind of tremendous pain he had experienced before, made his whole person's heart on the verge of collapse. He is going crazy, or he is already crazy. Because when he hugged the corpse of the child and buried him in the soil little by little, he had already begun to swear in his heart that he would never let such a tragedy even if he exhausted all his possessions, even if he gave all his own. Repeat it again.

This is his decision. It is something he would never want to see again if he bet on oneself, soul and life. And it was exactly this time that a special opportunity was sent to him.

A special group of people came to his town. They claimed that oneself has a way to help everyone through the current difficulties and help them gain the ability to survive on this land. They don't need to pay anything, they just need to make a choice. A difficult choice is also the only choice.

They only need to choose whether to accept their actions. If they don't accept it, they will still be what they are now, struggling painfully under the threat of Death, struggling to survive on this land. And if they accept, they can get rid of this kind of pain, get rid of the fate of death at any time. Of course, this requires a little price, a little uncertain and dangerous price.

If they succeed, they will transform into another form, but in essence they can retain human qualities. And if they fail, they can only become monsters completely, until even the human essence is gradually lost. The odds are uncertain, because everyone's physical fitness is different. Strong people have a higher chance of success, and weak people have a lower chance. This is common sense, but it is not absolute.

Faced with such a special choice, most people almost chose to accept it in order to survive. And naturally, Christians are no exception. He accepted this transformation like those people, but he didn't at all let the own children accept all this. Because his wisdom told him, that may lead to an irreversible disaster. As the father of those children, he is impossible anyway to let this happen to them. So he chose to sacrifice oneself, he only let oneself accept all this.

For the first time, the result was amazing. Although he is not physically strong, he persisted through the test and became one of less than half of the successful people. However, this does not change his experience. Because this World has become worse.

Becoming a reformer does not mean that he has the ability to protect everything he owns, because he is also surrounded by reformers, and he has no advantage when competing with these fellow reformers. At all. And the failure of Rogue everywhere in the wilderness makes him full of dangers in the process of going out to find food.

Not only did his condition not get better, it got worse. In this case, a more severe test also appeared in front of him.

Because of the effects of radiation and long-term lack of nutrition. One of his children fell ill on the bed. High fever and dysentery reaction made him urgently in need of food and medicine. But now that Christians are asked to find food and medicine, it's simply impossible.

How precious food is now, it is beyond ordinary people's imagination. After the Early-Stage turmoil, almost all the food on the market was collected by organized forces. It is extremely difficult for ordinary people to get a filling food. It is even said that many women have begun to betray their bodies in order to fill their stomachs. And if the food is still like this, the rarer medicine will naturally become more precious.

Although Christians know that the hospitals in oneself towns have a certain medicine stock. But the hospital has already been entrenched by some Great Influence. They are crowded and powerful. Ordinary persons who want to get medicine from them have to be bitten by them.

People who have nothing like Christians who want to get life-saving medicine from them are simply impossible. His only end is to be thrown out by them, and even if it is more serious, he might leave his own life there.

Christians are not afraid of death, but he is afraid that after oneself dies, those children will become no one to rely on and can only die with them. That was something he couldn't accept, and he had already sworn an oath that he would never let any child leave oneself. Yes, he can't let that happen, so at this time, he made a very special decision. Sacrifice himself!

This sacrifice does not mean that he will sell oneself to whom. In fact, a guy like him cannot sell for a price even if he wants to sell. There are not many things in India, but many people. In this land where human lives are not as good as dogs, his value is absolutely worthless.

His so-called sacrifice is a gamble. And this kind of gambling is repeatedly warned by the group of guys who claim to be human gods, and strictly prohibited.

That kind of medicine, that kind of special modified medicine. It is a very special existence, and a normal dose is enough to make a huge change in a person. And if the dose is too large, then the human body simply cannot withstand the powerful medicine effect. The teachings of the gods and gods are very clear, that almost 100% will turn you into a monster. And it is precisely because of this clear explanation that no one has thought about this thing. And now, Christians are targeting these medicines with the idea of ​​owning, because he knows that if oneself does not become a monster, then it is simply impossible to protect own child.

For them, he is willing to make sacrifices. And also for them, he had the consciousness to become a monster. This is his choice and his practice of the oneself vow. And under this special reason, he became a monster as he wished, a special monster.