Chapter 1358

Monsters cannot speak words. He could only struggle hard and roar under the pressure of the giant hand like a waterfall of light. Ordinary people can only hear anger from his reaction, and perceive an uncontrolled chaos. As for the light messenger, he could hear the despair and the deepest sadness in his voice.

There are very few lives that can have such extreme emotions, and once they can produce such strong emotional fluctuations, then it almost means that a sufficiently memorable story has occurred in him. And what kind of story can make this monster have such a reaction? The Lightbringer became curious, and driven by this curiosity, he began to explore the story of this monster more and more deeply.

The memory in the monster's brain is fragmentary, like broken mirror fragments, almost impossible to piece together. However, when the Lightbringer brought Own's sight to the children, with the help of their limited memory, he already had the ability to piece these pieces together. And when he little by little pieced together the pieces that oneself saw, a sad story began to slowly unfold before his eyes.

This is a story of a churchman, a story of a churchman of Christ, who sticks to an orphanage.

The at first of the story is a Christian with a tragic experience. He is a mixed race, with a father who has never met and a mother who has no ability to take care of himself. Mother left him when he was very young, and after losing the blessing of his parents, he can only survive on his own ability. Perhaps fortunately at that time, he met his own teacher, an old Christian. And under the guidance of that mentor, he joined the big family of Christ.

In this place of India, the development of Christ is not smooth. And his mentor is not that kind of blind Christian. It is not so much that he believes in God, it is better to say that he believes in the kindness called God in oneself. Yes, he is a kind-hearted person, who lives in poverty and devotes all his own to those who need his help. Although materially speaking, he is not rich. But on the spiritual level, he is almost equivalent to owning the entire world.

Unfortunately, this cannot change the fate of old Christians. Years of poverty and fatigue made him let go of life early. As his only dísciple, Christians inherited his church and his career.

Christians are not as pious as old Christians. He can't do so completely and selflessly for the goodness of his heart. For a long time, he lived a life of duty. And in that case, he got married and had an own child. However, it is a pity that a cholera robbed him of everything, and his wife and child died of a sudden illness.

This kind of disaster almost completely destroyed his beliefs and made him almost lose hope for his own life. He was decadent and depressed. The huge blow almost tortured him into a human form. During that time, let alone a Christian who kept his duty, even as an alcoholic, he was the most dirty and asshole.

He was muddleheaded all day long, only knowing that he cursed the own god and asked why fate tortured him so much. Of course, he was impossible to find the answer he wanted to know from the almost nonsense questioning. So he can only continue to sink in this kind of pain and sorrow, until it completely disappears, or it is a turning point.

Maybe destiny finally detected this sad life inadvertently, and it finally moved his compassion. Therefore, a special turning point just appeared in his life.

It was a morning after a heavy rain. Christians who woke up from a hangover staggered out of their own dilapidated church. When he woke up, he was almost subconsciously going to get drunk, and when he opened the door of the church, a loud baby cry stopped him.

The voice was almost exactly the same as his voice when the child was born, and it was for this reason that his nerves that had been poisoned by alcohol for a long time finally trembled.

He began to look for the source of the sound, and soon he found an abandoned baby in the corner of the church. It was a girl, and her dark complexion showed her low origin. In this rigorously hierarchical country, almost all children like her are destined to have this kind of life.

Poverty, embarrassment. If you live in places where conditions are harsh and harsh, you may often suffer from hunger and disease. This is inevitable, because this country is like this, this society is like this. And it is precisely because of this clearly that Christians can understand why this baby is abandoned here.

The child’s parents may not really have the ability to raise her. Their lives are likely to be poor, and just to feed oneself, they may have to make great efforts. And before this child, they may already have several children. Those little lives waiting to be nurtured don't necessarily give them happiness, they may also be unbearable huge pressure. If possible, no parent is willing to abandon own child. If not as a last resort, who would abandon the own child?

Christian oneself is also a father. He knows how important a child is in the hearts of his parents. So he can understand what kind of prayer the parents who abandoned him deliberately left this little life in front of the church. They hope that this child can be rescued, and when they don’t have the ability to raise him and let her grow up, they hope that these priests who chant hymns, and believers who should be noble people, can give them a future for the child. , A hope to live.

Is this wish too much? Not too much. But is it useful? Christians cannot guarantee this. The parents of the abandoned baby will think of saving the own child in this way. He understands it, but this does not mean that he can do everything they dream of as a pastor.

What oneself is like, Christians know very well. After being immersed in alcohol anesthesia for many years, he may have lost the ability to take care of himself. There is no difference between his alive and his death. Use such a walking corpse state to raise a delicate baby. This is simply an impossible thing.

It can be said that at that time, the first reaction of Christians was to abandon this baby, rather than rekindle their morale to raise her grown up. And just when he hesitated to send her out, a beam of light shot through the dilapidated church glass and hit the cross in the church.

Pious believers will see their god, their god at this time. But Christians don't at all see these, what he sees is oneself, also the teacher who is like father to him. He knew that if the own tutor was alive, he would definitely adopt the child. Even if this would add a huge burden to him, he would definitely do it. He has exhausted his own whole life to do good faith, and even in the temporary period, he also exhorts Christians, hoping to inherit his will and be a kind person.

And did he do this? He is not at all, his life is muddleheaded, let alone being a noble person who can benefit others as the old Christians expect. Even if he was a worthy person, he couldn't do it. He lives in this world without any meaning at all. Apart from living, living like a walking corpse, he simply did not do what the old Christians expected.

Is this worthy of the upbringing and teaching of old Christians? Does it really make sense for him to live like this? At this time, the Christian dare not think about this question, because he knows the answer, and it must make him feel heartbroken.

At this moment, he realized the mistake of owning. At this moment, he recalled everything the old Christian had taught him. Looking at the baby in his arms, he began to wake up, and then he finally regained his own faith.

Not the doctrine of God, but the essence of kindness. With faith in his heart, he gave up his own alcohol addiction and began to devote himself to taking care of the baby. This was the first baby he took care of, but it was not the last one he took care of. Having regained his belief in life, he began a new journey of oneself.

He began to search for the poor children in this cruel land. Using the meager power of his own, he began to take care of them and raise them. He changed the own church into an orphanage, and he used own labor to raise children who had nothing to do with him.

For him, these children have nothing to do with him. They called him father, and it was this father that made him finally understand the meaning of living oneself in this world. Dedicating oneself to others and using all of own to irrigate the existence that is full of the future is far more joyful and happy than the sinking of have no desire to improve. That kind of spiritual satisfaction is definitely better than all praise and awards in this world.

From that moment on, he finally understood what the oneself mentor pursued throughout his life. And from that moment on, he finally found the meaning that oneself should pursue in his life.

He dedicated all his own to these children. For him, these orphans raised by him are all important in his life. For them, he can bear all suffering, for them, he can bear all torture.

Although life is poor, he is happy and content. Perhaps his lifelong vision is like this, bringing up these children one by one, bringing the children who need his help to oneself. Exhaust own life, to bring smiles to them, exhaust everything owned, to shape a future for them.

He believes that by doing this, he can finally leave with a smile one day, and can proudly face his own mentor, own father in that legendary heaven. He thought that his own life would be like this, but he didn't expect that the fate's pity for him had already ended, and it was time for it to maliciously mock and play with him.