Chapter 2261： You saved yourself

Chapter 2261, you saved yourself

Chapter 2263, you saved yourself

Zhou Shengbeiqian slowly said, "Your depression tendency has been very serious at that time, you have a suicidal tendency, but your inner goodness has saved you. When you meet the rose death Ouyang Mu, you can still Thinking of using your own death, let Ouyang Muu be captured, you have reached that level, or want to make yourself die worth a little..."

"This is also the place that touched me the most. I have never seen a girl like you."

"You said that he saved you, it is better to say that you saved yourself."

Zhou Sheng Bei Qian’s attitude is very serious. “No one knows more about the pain of depression patients than we do. They are not friends, they don’t want to live, they don’t want to live, but... No. Many of them are particularly happy to be happy. I want to face life as normal people, but they can't. A small negative emotion may drag them down and may cause their emotions to collapse."

Zhou Shengbei Qian sighed. "If someone can listen to the voices of others, at least nine of the ten depressions are calling for help."

"Normal people have no way to understand. It is obvious that there are no lesions in the body organs. It seems to be a healthy person. Why do you want to commit suicide? Why can't you overcome that negative emotion? Are they not sick at all, or are they tormenting people? Why are you so emotional? Why do you collapse when you are not moving?"

"Etc., etc."

Zhou Shengbei Qian sighed. "It is very difficult to let normal people understand depression. Similarly, it is difficult for people with depression who want to live a particular life to admit that they have depression, such as you."

Cloud painting did not speak.

"The only thing that can save depression is the drug and yourself."

"When you can defeat the little monsters in the depths of your soul, you are saved."

Zhou Shengbei Qian looked at her. "It is your own to defeat the little monster in your heart. It is you who drag yourself out of the abyss a little bit. You want to live too much. He is not your life-saving straw, he is just Your heart is pinned. Even if it is not him, you will find other spiritual sustenance, and you will struggle to go ashore..."

"In your mind, you have beautified him to an incredible point. You put all your emotions and life's sustenance on him. Your eyes can only see his good side, and even if you find out Something is bad, your brain will subconsciously ignore those things. It is like hypnosis."

"You have been in a state of self-hypnosis. When you wake up from this self-hypnotic state one day, you will know that there were things that you thought you didn't care about, or those who used to I think you can't see anything. In fact, you remember very clearly. You just ignore them for a while. You haven't forgotten it, and you don't care."

"The moment I woke up, it was really cruel."

"Cruel, cruel to the extreme."

"But painting, I will stay with you, I will always be with you, just like in the years in M, I will always be with you, as long as you need me, I am always at ,I am always here!"

Cloud painting has not spoken for a long time.

She seems to be caught in her own emotions again.

After a long time, she slowly looked up and looked at Zhou Sheng Bei Qian, the water mist in her eyes became clearer.

"Thank you."

"You don't have to be so polite with me." Zhou Shengbei Qian breathed a sigh of relief. "What do you want to eat at night, I will do it for you."

"Call a takeaway." The cloud painting whispered.

Zhou Sheng Bei Qian did not insist, "What do you want to eat?"

"Let's just click." Cloud painted. "Sorry, I want to take a break..."

"Good." Zhou Shengbei Qian smiled. "The ride and Lance are estimated to be coming back soon. I will go downstairs and wait for them. You can sleep for a while."

After Zhou Shengbei Qian went out of the study, the cloud painting also returned to the master bedroom.

Lying on the big double bed, she hugged the quilt and buried her face in the quilt until she couldn't breathe, and she looked up again.

She may have never seen him.

can……

Those common experiences can't be erased, those that are in the details of the purpose, everything that goes...

Why is this happening?

Why did you come to this step today?

If time can go back to the past.

If everything can come back...

Thinking of this, the cloud painting really feels a bit ridiculous, how can time come back?

I have given her a chance, what do you want?

......

More than 7 o'clock in the evening.

When the cloud painting came downstairs, only Zhou Shengbei Qian sat alone in the living room.

Cloud painting blinked. "Do you want to go out and Lans? Have you been out of school yet? Why are you so late today?"

Zhou Sheng Bei Qian turned to look at her, his face is not very good-looking, "painting, you listen to me, you calm down first."

“What happened?” The brow of the cloud painting immediately wrinkled.

Zhou Shengbei Qian licked his lips. "After the afternoon and Lance's school, Ah Qing called me."

"Well, then?"

"He said... Take the two children back to the thin house, and don't come back tonight. Tomorrow is the final exam for the two children... He said that he will send two children directly to the school to take the test." Zhou Shengbei Qiandao.

The face of the cloud painting changed slightly. She moved her lips and wanted to say something. But she didn’t say anything at all. She turned and ran upstairs.

Zhou Sheng Bei Qian is very anxious. "Draw a picture, calm down, don't be impulsive!"

His legs are not very convenient, he can only try to stand up and try to get upstairs as soon as possible.

When he went upstairs, the cloud painting had already locked himself in the bedroom.

Zhou Sheng Bei Qian knocked on the door. "Drawing, you open the door, I am worried about you."

"I'm fine, I just want to... I am alone." The voice of the cloud painting is obviously crying.

"Drawing..." Zhou Shengbei Qian sighed. "I don't know what contradiction between you and Ah Qing. But he is not the kind of person who will take the child out. You don't worry about the children, you worry. yourself."

"Drawing, I am outside with you, I know that you are uncomfortable, you rest, if you want to talk to someone, I am waiting for you."

The sound of Zhou Shengbei Qian came from the door.

Cloud painting never responded.

Zhou Shengbei Qian sent a WeChat to the cloud painting from the mobile phone. "Drawing, you can come back to me. I know you are okay, otherwise I will be very worried, I will... go crazy."

"I'm fine." The cloud painting replied.

Zhou Shengbei Qian: "I will be relieved. Painting, I know that you are worried about two children, I promise that tomorrow, two children will finish the test, you will definitely see them."

Cloud painting keeps himself in the room for one night.

(End of this chapter)