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"No, my boyfriend is going abroad. These are for him."

Qin Mei's face is redder when she hears the word "marriage". She can't even think about these two words. But the driver's words also remind her that they are still young now, and there is a long way to go before they get married. At least it will take four or five years. Can they be together in these four or five years?

The driver asked again, but Qin Mei fell into her own thoughts, as if she hadn't heard of it and didn't answer, so the driver couldn't ask again.

After going back, the driver helped her move the things in. At night, Qin Mei had no appetite. Bai Shaotang didn't call again. She didn't want to eat any more.

She has been waiting. Until nine o'clock, Bai Shaotang still doesn't come back, and there is no phone call. She starts to worry.

When I was wandering around the house, I felt that the time was long. So I went back to the kitchen to cook. Thinking about it, I'm afraid Bai Shaotang is hungry when it's late. I'd better do more.

Recently, she is learning to cook Western food. For example, she is making red wine steak.

The pot is frying steak, suddenly a burst of nausea, she turned off the stove, covered her mouth and rushed into the bathroom.

After retching in the bathroom for a long time, she didn't vomit anything. She got up and looked at her face in the mirror. It was a little white. Her hands could not help touching her face. Her brain was disordered and suddenly she was afraid.

Such pictures have been seen in movies and TV, and she is afraid.

After she came out of the bathroom, Qin Mei didn't even want to cook any more. She just sat on the sofa, staring at her abdomen. She was afraid and had been with Bai Shaotang for more than a month, but she didn't come.

Before menstruation is not punctual, but at least there will be no vomiting phenomenon, she is not the ancient ignorance of young girls, physiology classes have learned, men and women together, pregnancy is a normal situation.

She and Bai Shaotang have no experience in this field and have never thought about contraception. It is reasonable for her to get pregnant.

Stomach a burst of tangled pain, a time she was at a loss, to go to the hospital for examination? She doesn't have the courage to go. Tell him? She didn't dare. Whether she had it or not, it would affect their feelings. Maybe Bai Shaotang would think that she wanted to keep him with her child.

If there is, Bai Shaotang will go abroad soon, and I'm afraid she won't stay. All of a sudden, she has a little experience of being a mother.

Perhaps at the beginning of the mother is also forced to send her, so think, her heart is much better.

Although she felt like vomiting, she was very hungry. Finally, Qin Mei had to wash some fruit to eat. At this time, it was already two o'clock in the morning. Bai Shaotang still didn't come back and didn't have a phone call. She thought that maybe he would not come back at night.

Maybe his family told him to go back, that is to say, their business. Maybe he hasn't slept. Otherwise, Bai Shaotang will call her.

Just thinking about it, I don't know if it's dawn. The morning sun penetrates into the room through the curtain. Qin Mei rubs her eyes. It's dawn. I wonder if he hasn't slept all night.

She wanted to call him, but she was afraid of disturbing her. After thinking about it, she kneaded her legs and got up to wash. After that, she decided to go to the drugstore to buy a test paper to see if it was really there.

Have or not, have to check the truth, can not carry on with this contradictory heart.

As soon as she got out of the door, the phone in her bag rang. She knew very well that Bai Shaotang might have stayed up all night last night, but she didn't want to ask why.

"Qin Mei, have you been disturbed?"

Bai Shaotang's voice was full of worry. He knew that he had a bad time last night.

"A little, but it's just that I want to get up."

Qin Mei smiles, yawns and stretches.

"So early, you sleep more, I may not be able to go back in the morning, I will go back in the afternoon."

Qin Mei talked with Bai Shaotang for a few words. After listening to him saying that he would not come back until the afternoon, she felt at ease, so that she would have enough time.

After hanging up the phone, she didn't eat breakfast and went out directly. When she went to the drugstore, she was a little embarrassed, especially in the face of the sarcastic eyes of the store.

She bought the test paper in a hurry and went back. She was afraid. When she bought it, the salesman in the store said that it was better to be in the morning. But if Bai Shaotang came back tomorrow, whether or not there was, there would be psychological shadow.

After hesitating for a while, she still tested it in the daytime. She took apart the test paper with trembling hands and did not even dare to breathe. She did not know what she was thinking in her mind. She only looked at the test paper with one eye.

She felt like waiting for the trial. She closed her eyes and took out the test paper. She was afraid to open it. She said silently in her heart, never be red, never.

I took a deep breath. I opened my eyes and looked at the test paper in my hand. My eyes were stunned. Even the test paper in my hand fell out. Red, it was red. Why?

Does the Lord mean to punish her? Why is it red? Why?

Qin Mei's legs are soft, her hands are still shaking, her eyes are staring at the test paper falling on the ground, her body is also soft, and she sits down on the ground.Tears slide down the cheek, how to do? She is only a child herself. What should I do now?

Go to the hospital? But she doesn't have money. Tell him? What would he think?

Qin mei just sat on the ground, tears were flowing, until the phone rang, she had the feeling of waking up from the nightmare.

He wiped his tears and picked up the test paper. No matter what, Bai Shaotang can't let him know that he hasn't come back since last night. He must have left. Is it because of his own affairs that he has made a conflict with his family?

With the phone, Qin Mei really doesn't want to answer, but the phone keeps ringing. If you don't answer, Bai Shaotang will certainly have a lot of thoughts.

"White young hall, what's up?"

After pressing the call button, Qin Mei said it without waiting for him to speak.

"Are you Qin Mei? I'm Bai Shaotang's mother. Last night my son came back and said he would go abroad with you... "

Hearing the female voice on the phone, Qin Mei's brain boomed, and she couldn't hear anything. The voice was very gentle. It was this tender love that made her cry.

Bai Shaotang's mother is very gentle, and she cares about Qin Mei very much. She asks Qin Mei to think about it. As long as she is willing to go abroad, they are willing to let her go abroad with Bai Shaotang. As for school affairs, you can go abroad and choose slowly. In terms of tuition fees, let Qin Mei not worry.

The more she cares, the more miserable Qin Mei feels. Why can't she have such a good mother.

Qin Mei replied to Bai Shaotang's mother and said that she would discuss with her family. In fact, at this time, she had already made a decision in her heart. No matter what the road between her and Bai Shaotang was, she would not go to the United States with him now.

She must find her mother, and she is not going to tell Bai Shaotang about her children.

After the call, Qin Mei has been sitting there crying, unable to part with Bai Shaotang. She is extremely contradictory about the pregnancy. She has no courage to go to the hospital alone.

Tears kept flowing out, all the tangles and contradictions. It seemed that she left with tears. An hour later, Qin Mei got up and began to clean up the room, living room and kitchen, and then made a big farewell meal.

Her plan is to separate Bai Shaotang from Bai Shaotang after the meal. She goes her way, while Bai Shaotang goes to the world that belongs to him. He doesn't know whether they will meet in the future, but at least for several years, they will never meet again.

The meal is ready, but Bai Shaotang hasn't come back. Finally, she calls Bai Shaotang. This time, he says he is on his way back.

Hearing Bai Shaotang's voice, Qin Mei felt a little sad. She really wanted to leave. Her heart ached. Over the years, no one had ever treated her as well as Bai Shaotang.

She sat at the table waiting, thinking how to say goodbye to Bai Shaotang.

However, after practicing countless times in her heart, she could not say it. After hesitating for a long time, she returned to her room and took out a pen and paper to write a farewell letter.

Tears fell on the writing paper and turned into handwriting. Ten pieces of paper were full. If it hadn't been for the sound of the trumpet outside, I would have written again. I quickly folded up the letter paper and pressed it under the pillow, but I didn't think it was very good. In case he was found before he left, Bai Shaotang would be angry.

After thinking about it, she put the letter under the bed sheet, but she was afraid that Bai Shaotang could not see it. She hesitated and put her mobile phone on it, and then covered it with a quilt. In this way, as long as Bai Shaotang calls the mobile phone, the letter will be displayed.

Bai Shaotang came back to see a full table of food. She was surprised. Qin Mei was very thrifty. Usually, when they were eating, they only made three dishes and one soup, saying that they could not finish eating and wasting.

No matter what Bai Shaotang asked, Qin mei just said congratulations with a smile, which made Bai Shaotang very happy and thought that she was willing to leave with him.

"May, didn't you sleep last night? Are you thinking nonsense? "

Looking at Qin Mei's red eyes, Bai Shaotang felt a little guilty. She wanted to come back to accompany her last night, but she didn't come back. All night she was discussing with her parents about taking Qin Mei abroad. Fortunately, her parents agreed.

"I can't sleep without you, but I don't think about it."

Qin Mei blushed. It looks like shyness. I'm sorry. I succeeded in hiding Bai Shaotang.

Today's Qin Mei is very enthusiastic. She keeps picking dishes for Bai Shaotang. Although she used to have food with Bai Shaotang, she is always shy. She wants Bai Shaotang to say so. Today, however, it is very different. Bai Shaotang is a little dizzy. She thinks Qin Mei has really changed her mind and wants to leave with him.

Not only that, she also poured wine for Bai Shaotang, but what she drank was juice, one cup after another. Bai Shaotang was intoxicated, and some couldn't help drinking too much.

Face more and more red, eyes also more and more hazy, so hazy Qin Mei, looks particularly moving.

Bai Shaotang stood up and wanted to kiss Qin Mei, but he was shaking and had to hold the table.

"May, will you marry me next year?"

To Qin Mei, Bai Shaotang holds her hand and says affectionately.

"Well, I'll marry you whenever you say you don't regret it."Qin Mei's voice choked with tears. She stood up and responded to Bai Shaotang's tenderness.

Bai Shaotang holds Qin Mei's face, gently kisses the tears on her face, and promises.

"Qin Mei, I won't let you cry in the future. I will love you, love you all my life, protect you for a lifetime, and never let people bully you again. I must make you the happiest woman in the world."

Emotional commitment, affectionate kiss, two pairs of trembling lip glue together, who said that young love is just impulse? Who says young love is just a game?

Qin Mei closed her eyes and responded to Bai Shaotang in her heart. At this moment, she had felt the commitment of people and his enthusiasm, but she had a serious psychological inferiority complex. She did not know whether she was the one in Bai Shaotang's life. She was not sure and had no courage to accept failure.