Yun'an is walking alone by the river of the townhouse. There is an artificial river here, which is very quiet. Large areas of flowers and lawns are connected together, and the environment is excellent.

Li Chen came against the light, stood under the street lamp, and looked at him quietly.

Yun'an stopped. He had been avoiding Li Chen and tried not to meet him. Especially after suspecting that Li Chen was brother Gu, he was more guilty and panicked. He also kept thinking about how he should face Li Chen.

Does he love Li Chen?

Does Li Chen love him?

"Why have you been avoiding me?" Li Chen came over and broke the silence. Yun'an was a little three centimeters shorter than him. The two stood up together, but they were almost the same height.

Yun'an should be thinner and straighter, and Li Chen is more like a clothes rack, which is stronger than yun'an.

"I'm not avoiding you." Yun'an said that he didn't admit that he was hiding from him at all. He didn't feel good after seeing him with brother five. Although he knew that he was brother Gu's good friend and perhaps misunderstood their relationship, he was still a little unhappy in his heart.

Li Chen looked deeply and thought of Gu Xingchen's words in the hospital that day.

stir up a fire and burn oneself.

He also had difficulties, commitments he had to make, and things he had to do.

"Yun'an, are you blaming me?"

"No." Yun'an said, "what do I blame you for? It's not your fault that you don't love me. Loving brother Gu proves that you have vision and you have nothing wrong. Like you, I also love brother Gu."

Li Chen was speechless for a moment, and he didn't know how to refute. Yun'an said, but he was a little happy. He was really very happy, and he also had some gloomy thoughts in his heart.

What does he mean by looking at me like this?

What does it mean to not love him and look at him with such eyes?

Have you thought about his feelings?

"You..." yun'an was a little angry. "When we broke up, didn't we say don't meet again?"

But the intersection of work forced them to meet.

"What do you want?" Li Chen asked, "tell me, what do you want?"

"I want Gu Yuanan to live." Yun'an looked straight into Li Chen's eyes and laughed at himself. "For a while, I felt frantically that if he were still alive, I wouldn't be so embarrassed. I even felt frantically that you and he were like a person. I went to investigate your middle school age, to investigate what you said, to investigate your circle of friends, but I found a fact that Li Chen really existed. Originally, he really died, and I was the only fool."

He is a fool.

Wait five years and never return.

Waiting for him... He lost his mind.

The years between him and Li Chen seemed like a joke. He deeply understood that there was a person in his heart, who occupied an indelible position. He also understood that... People can't be reborn after death. We should cherish the people in front of us. When he and Li Chen were together, he didn't dare to think of Gu Yuanan. When he thought of it, he always felt that he had betrayed him, so he desperately loved and happiness, and wanted to use happiness to suppress the guilt at the bottom of his heart, Suppress his uncontrollable thoughts and absurd expectations.

Because... Li Chen is too much like Gu Yuanan.

He almost paralyzed himself.

Subconsciously, he felt that it was God's compensation for him. He didn't wait for him to return. He came back to another person and was always with him. At first, he took Li Chen as a substitute, but finally, he fell in love with Li Chen.