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If only Xiao ye were there, they could lie in bed side by side, chat together and share what happened during this period. Su Su unconsciously rolled several times on the bed. It seems that I can feel her breath in this way.

Pulled a few quilt, saw the diary that is covered by quilt suddenly.

Xiaoye's diary. At the beginning, he read her diary by accident, and then he understood her mood Does she keep a diary now?

Su Su's hand is not controlled by himself at all and takes Murong Ye's diary. The brown cowhide cover has a good handle and is not locked. Xiao Ye's character is very like a boy. He is open and aboveboard. He is not afraid to be seen at all.

And some people really want to see that there is no lock in the world that can stop them.

Su Su casually turned over, a diary is almost finished. Look or not?

The last time I saw it, I knew that Xiaoye's diary was basically a matter between them. In a flash, they had known each other for so long!

Lobule

Su Su opens Murong Ye's diary with a guilty heart. Ten years ago, he didn't accept Xiaoye's confession. Since then, he has not read her diary.

Susu quickly turned to the position she had seen before.

February 8, 2016, cloudy

today is new year's Eve, but I am very sad.

Susu didn't accept me. He said he couldn't forget Jane. So he can't accept me now. I didn't say much at the time. The one he loves is Jane, the only one I approve of.

Don't forget if you can't!

After all, growing up together, I didn't want you to forget her. But does it have anything to do with you and me?

However, at that time, I just nodded calmly and said nothing. Su Su's expression at that time, I think I will never forget.

It's not wrong to love someone, and it's not wrong not to love.

But why is my heart still so bad?

I really hurt her at that time.

Susu continues to look down.

On February 10, 2016, Su Su left. I thought we would be very embarrassed after yesterday, but I didn't expect that nothing happened today.

We said we were best friends.

It's lucky not to scare people.

Mommy said I'm still young. Don't worry. I'll have a long life in the future. I think so.

This man is what I want, and I still have a lifetime to spend with him.

I can wait for him to show his heart.

It was cloudy on February 20, 2016

after Su Su left, we kept in touch, but today he told me that he was going to the secret service island to train for a year.

He did it on purpose. I don't know how to react when I know the news. I haven't heard of the idea of extra training since I came out of the secret service island. Su Su is to avoid me, so she wants to train more.

I know, but I have no reason to vent on him.

"Asshole!" I dropped two words and hung up.

Asshole! Asshole!

Just go. It's none of my business.

Knowing that he wants to avoid me, my mood is really worse than the confession of failure. Angry!

It's sunny on March 21, 2016

I don't like the weather in Yemen. It's very hot all the year round. When I went out, I just saw that two male policemen were very impolite to a female driver. In a bad mood, I went directly back to Uncle Su Yu's house to change into suspenders and hot pants, flaunting the stock market and making them chase me for a whole morning. Looking at two big men panting after me, I feel better.

I drove to the seaside in the afternoon.

The sea and the sky are all blue. Every time I see the sea, I think of Jane. She is a legacy. If she were alive, maybe I would not like Susu at all. After all, Jane is my good sister, and I disdain to rob a man with her.

Think of Jane and think of him.

He has been gone for a month. Really want to avoid me, no phone calls, no text messages. The silence turned me from anger to worry.

How's he doing on agent island? It's hard training.

There shouldn't be life-threatening on agent island.

I'm thinking, I'm going to get sick.

Got a disease called Acacia.

Exquisite dice, an Hongdou, you don't know how to miss me

Cloudy day on April 15, 2016

Su Su, Su Su, Su Su, Su Su, Su Su, Su Su, Su Su, Su Su, Su Su, Su Su, Su Su, Su Su, Su Su, Su Su, Su Su, Su Su, Su Su, Su Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, Su, suMaybe I'm not sick, I'm possessed.

This is the only word left in the world, and there is no other

On a sunny day on May 5, 2016

a few days ago, I met a handsome man in Saudi Arabia. The Saudi man was very sentimental and could hook up with girls. He said he wanted to pursue me. I asked him why, and he said he liked my figure.

I was angry and wanted to kill him on the spot.

But think about it, I have a good figure, he likes normal, and like my body is also a kind of like it! Anyway, I don't want him to like my soul.

It's normal. He's honest.

For his sake, I promised to try with him.

Anyway, the only person I care about in the world, my soul and body, he doesn't like it. Some people like my body, so it's good.

In love, I always waver. After I agreed to associate with him, I found that there was no topic at all. Is he the only one in the world?

I chose to leave without saying goodbye.

It was sunny on May 30, 2016

I did a very embarrassing thing today.

I've never been this big.

Daddy, Mommy, uncle Qiu Yu and aunt Hongru went on a tour together. I sneaked into Susu's house and lay down in Susu's bed.

That's where Susu grew up, which makes me very excited.

No one can tell or understand the excitement. I looked at Su Su's picture and finally fell asleep.

And had a dream.

One day after a long time, Susu and I lay together in his bed, lingering day and night.

Cross neck and sleep, die lingering.

I think I've gone bad.

On May 31, 2016,

it was great to wake up in Susu's bed. I can't help rolling around in bed.

As a result, I accidentally saw the photo album in the bedside table.

The album is very thick. When it is opened, all the photos are of Jane and Susu.

From Jane's birth to her girlhood, it happened almost every year. Every one of them has a brilliant smile.

Looking at the photos, I realized that I was not as generous as I thought. I also want to have many years with Susu.

Childhood sweetheart, the right family. It's really a friendship that can't be cut off.

When will my photo album be at Susu's bedside?

Jane, Jane, if there is a next life, shall we exchange it?

Let me meet Susu first. Let me be his fiancee.

On June 30, 2016,

killed In a bad mood Susu, I miss you.

……

On July 20, 2016, Murong Dai excitedly told me that Su Su was coming back. Just this month. I'm too happy to be myself. Are you finally coming back?

Susu, I miss you so much. You know what?

Secret love is a lot of poppies, flowers are beautiful, but poisonous.

Yesterday saw a sentence, very touching, fortunately, I met you in the best years.

Think about it, I'm still a little late.

But it doesn't matter, because the days with you are my best years.

August 1, 2016

doesn't it mean that we are coming back? Why haven't you come back yet? It's been eleven days.

What to do? What to do? I'm dying of my own anxiety.

Sometimes when I look at my parents, I really envy them. Mommy is very smart, because Daddy will always follow her. She just needs to go where she wants to go. Daddy's always in the back.

And you?

Will you come after me when I'm gone?

Oh, no, I haven't got you yet!

Ah

It's hard.

On September 21, 2016,

finally came back.

I didn't expect that you would fly to the Middle East as soon as you came back. You can't blame others for your mistakes.

I heard you chose to be an intelligence officer.

It should be very suitable for you. After all, you are thoughtful and sensitive to computers.

It doesn't matter. You can do it well. When you are busy, I'll chase you again.

I'm good.

On October 10, 2016,

the organization had an accident in the Middle East. You blame yourself. Call you, but don't know how to comfort you. If it was Jane, what would she say?

Hearing your hoarse voice, I can only love you in my heart.

I'm sorry. I don't comfort people.

Don't be sad. It's not your fault.

……

December 23, 2016At the winter solstice

Murong Dai said that you have a girlfriend, Qin Liulian.

At that time, I felt like a thunderbolt.

Murongdai lied to me, right?

How can you fall in love with someone, your Jane?

My heart is really broken.

In fact, if you want me to give up, why do you have to? Let others tell me that you have a girlfriend, than you tell me, also let me sad, you know?

No, you don't know.

I hate you! Hate you!

December 24, 2016

Christmas Eve

I didn't sleep all night yesterday.

I'm thinking about how I can be more free and easy.

You tell me that you have a girlfriend through a Dai's mouth. How should I respond to you? Smile and bless you? Or cry in front of you?

Sorry, I can't cry, so I can only choose smile blessing.

Call you. Congratulations and best wishes.

I can't hear your voice on the other end of the phone, or I'm not in the mood to listen to it.

I've loved you for a long time, but not in the future.

Don't worry, I'll forget you.

Forget you, forget Susu, forget the past

Is not love

On January 2, 2017

New Year, you brought your girlfriend to my house?

Qiu Leyu, how are you.

Isn't that your girlfriend? Who doesn't have many lovers.

I took my boyfriend, who I haven't known for a few days, home.

I'm not going to haunt you anymore. You should be very happy.

But from beginning to end, you look bad.

Is it because you can't get in on my actor boyfriend's topic?

So you're not happy?

I'm not happy! This guy kisses me in the face without my permission.

I hate it!

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