CH 19

Chapter 19 – Because It’s the Last Time…

While I was in the living room, I agonized alone.

I know that those kids are already in a relationship that crosses the line.

So, surely, in the bathroom…

‘Nao kun…’

‘Eri-chan…’

…I’m sure they’re doing dirty things.

It may be terrible for a mother to say that to her own daughter and her boyfriend, but…

Right now, I’m even worse…

“…Hah~, hah~”

Recently, the number of times I do it alone has increased.

For a long time, I had forgotten about this feeling.

I consoled myself only occasionally.

Lately, I’ve been doing it all the time.

Thinking of him…of Naoyuki-kun.

That night in the hotel, then the affair in the park.

I’m flooded with so many other memories, and I feel like they’re going to pour out of me and out of my precious place…

“…I-I’m almost there.”

I attempted to reach climax, in the empty living room, when…

“Phew~, I feel so refreshed.”

!!!!!!

“Mama~, you can take a bath now~”

“T-Thank you for letting us go first.”

My daughter and her boyfriend showed their faces.

“Ah, yeah.”

“Well then, Nao-kun… Let’s go.”

“Y-Yeah…”

The two go up the stairs, exuding an unusual atmosphere.

I’m tempted to follow them again, just to see what they’re up to.

But if something like before happens again, it would be bad.

I’m desperately trying to hold myself together.

Gently, I went into the changing room.

When I took off my clothes, I saw myself in the mirror on the washbasin.

Sure, my b*****s may be more ample.

But compared to my daughter, I have a sloppy body.

At the moment, young people are interested in it because of curiosity, but…

‘I’m sorry. As I expected, an old lady is…’

…In this way, I might be patronized.

It’s inevitable and I deserve it.

If that’s the case, I should break it off with him while I still can, before I’m definitively hurt.

Yes, because having that kind of relationship with my daughter’s boyfriend… That’s strange.

It’s an act of betrayal and hurt to my precious daughter.

That’s right, that’s why this lonely body will comfort itself.

And naturally, I will wither away as a woman…

“…Miyuki-san.”

!!!!!!

More than before, I was surprised.

“Eh…?”

A figure looms behind the frosted glass of the bathroom.

I can immediately tell who it is by the sound of their voice.

“…Naoyuki-kun?”

“Yes.”

“W-What’s wrong? I thought you went to Eri’s room…”

“…Yes, well… I did.”

“I-I see…”

“But then I got serious and she…fainted.”

“Huh?”

“Eri-chan fainted, I’m sorry about that…”

When the door opened, Naoyuki-kun was almost naked.

He just wrapped a towel around his waist…

“…Naoyuki-kun?”

“…Miyuki-san, you were masturbating again, weren’t you?”

“Huh? No, um…”

“I’m sorry… It’s my fault…isn’t it?”

“It’s not your fault, or rather… It’s mine. I’m old enough to know better, and it’s disgraceful.”

“Miyuki-san…”

“Just now, when I looked at myself in the mirror again, I realized that I have a sloppy, old lady’s body… I’m sure Naoyuki-kun will get tired of me before long.”

“No, that’s not true.”

“Naoyuki-kun…”

“Miyuki-san is and always will be an attractive person.”

Those straight eyes convey his sincere feelings.

I can’t help but feel my heart pounding and want to hug him.

“S-Stop, we shouldn’t… I’m your girlfriend’s mother…”

“I’m sorry…”

“…No, I’m the one who’s sorry. Because I was the one who seduced you in the first place…”

“Miyuki-san… Did you feel that way from the beginning?”

“…Yes, I’m really sorry.”

“There’s no need to apologize… I also thought you were a very attractive person…”

“Naoyuki-kun…”

“…But still, Eri-chan is my girlfriend.”

“…Yes…”

“I thought it would be better not to do those kinds of things with Miyuki-san anymore.”

“…Right.”

“So, at least for the last time… I’ll wash your back.”

“Thank you, Naoyuki-kun… I’m happy.”

I sat in the chair.

Naoyuki-kun came behind me.

“Is a sponge OK?”

“Yes.”

“I’ll be gentle, I promise.”

Another casual remark that makes me nervous…

But that’s only until today.

From now on, I have to protect our good relationship as a mother to her daughter’s boyfriend.

“Miyuki-san, how is it?”

“Yes, it’s good.”

Naoyuki-kun carefully rubbed my back.

Finally, he rinsed me…

“…It’s done.”

“Yes…”

Through the mirror, Naoyuki-kun’s expression is also somewhat complicated.

“Well then, I’m going back. I think it’s time for Eri-chan to wake up.”

Naoyuki-kun tried to leave.

For a moment, my chest ached.

“…Wait.”

“Yes?”

While sitting in the chair, I twisted my body.

Naoyuki-kun had his eyes wide open.

“…I, too, would like to wash Naoyuki-kun’s back.”

“M-Miyuki-san… But more than this is…”

“Please, think of this as the last request of a lonely old lady…”

When I earnestly pleaded with him, he growled as if he was troubled, and then…

“…I understand.”

We switched places.

He sat in the chair and I sat behind him.

This is Naoyuki-kun’s back… We took a bath together the other day, but…

If I look at it closely like this, I can see that he’s a boy… No, he’s a man.

He’s still growing, and he’s not fully developed… I’m sure that he’ll grow stronger and tougher from now on…

“…I’ll wash you.”

“P-Please.”

I scrubbed with a sponge. Gently but thoroughly to clean the dirt.

He’s already had one bath, so he’s not that dirty.

“Naoyuki-kun, does it feel good?”

“Yes, very…”

When I hear his voice, I feel a kind of zing in my chest again.

The urge to do something wrong rises up.

“…Hey, Naoyuki-kun. Do you want to feel even better?”

“Huh?”

Without waiting for his reply, I…hugged him.

He got me all worked up that I’m pushing this too-big pair of b***s against him…

“…M-Miyuki-san.”

“…Sorry. I just can’t help myself.”

Even though I’m an old lady, I’m pathetic and shameful.

I can’t help but cry.

“…I’m timid and I’m not confident in anything.”

“…Eh?”

“But I’m ashamed to admit that s*x is the only thing I’ve been feeling confident about lately…”

He got up.

And the towel came off…

I knew it, he is amazing…

Instinctively, I covered my mouth with both hands.

“…Miyuki-san is a grown woman, so she won’t faint so easily, will she?”

“N-Naoyuki-kun…”

“This is the bathroom, so if that happens, it’ll be a problem…”

“…Yeah, you’re right.”

“Actually, I think it would be better on a proper bed…”

“No, this is good enough…. As long as I can connect with you.”

“Miyuki-san…”

We kissed each other.