C249 Love and Conspiracy

Bastard! Zywane roared again and again in his heart. Silently, crazily …

Love and conspiracy, deceit and deception …

He had always thought that he was astute and astute, but he didn't expect that he would be fooled into a complete mess by a woman.

It was no wonder that He Ying had been acting so strangely these past few days, no wonder she was so distracted, no wonder she had nightmares all the time.

Sad! A tragedy!

Zywane was walking around the house, smoking fiercely, one after the other.

After waiting for the anger in his heart to subside, Zywane returned to his bedroom and continued to read He Ying's message.

"Seeing this, according to your personality, I can imagine your temper. You must be really angry, you must hate me to death, yes, you should be angry, you should hate me, curse me, curse me … Because I have deceived you, I have desecrated divine love. Just as I was about to implement my plan to abort, a chance changed everything. "That day, your computer broke down. I'll fix it for you. At night, I'll sit in this place. I'll use your computer to surf the internet …"

Zywane's heartbeat quickened. The thing he was worried about had happened.

Sure enough, the later parts of He Ying's story confirmed Zywane's prediction.

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to pry into your privacy, but my strong curiosity is making me unable to control myself, I have read all of your conversations with her, all of them … And the encrypted document in your D, and your recent thoughts. "

Seeing this, Zywane felt dizzy, as if he had been stripped naked and exposed to the sun.

"Forgive me, I can't control myself not to look. I've read all your conversations and narrations about your heart and I've cried as I read them, and I finally understand that you've always had her in your heart, and she's irreplaceable in your heart. Even if I finally have someone for you, I still can't get your heart.

"I used to think that you would be moved by my true love, that you would fall in love with me, that you would accept me from the bottom of your heart, that we would live happily, that we would be one in love, but after seeing this, I finally understood that love cannot be forced. Love is beyond time and space, beyond money and desire, love is born from the heart.

"I finally understand, even if we were to be together, you wouldn't be happy, wouldn't be happy. You would only make your heart suffer from the torment of love and longing under the smokescreen of your responsibilities and conscience.

"Although your love came from the internet, I could clearly feel a strong sense of truth, a strong sense of love, and a deep sense of purity. You were once in a virtual world, but the virtual world will eventually surpass reality. I didn't know that I was actually having a love battle with her …

In reality, I lost, I lost again! In fact, I lost again, I lost again in the battle for love, and I lost even more miserably than last time, in these many years, I really lost, I have never truly reaped my love, last time I lost to Zhang Xiaobo in real life, and this time I lost to San Ren in the virtual world … San Ren, Zhang Xiaobo, is someone who is destined to get entangled with me. "

"I cried for a day and a night, and I thought for a day and a night, and I understood now, evil is retribution, I deserve retribution, love must be sincere, I cannot be deceived, I cannot ruin the two of you because of my greed and selfishness … A Wei, I have decided to leave. I will leave, I won't return anymore … Kids, I'il beat them out of the country.

"Don't ask me where I'm going, don't look for me, I'm going to a quiet place, a place where I can always remember you, remember you, and spend the rest of my life. Maybe I will struggle, maybe I will be reborn, but I will never have love again, because I have already had love, a love for you, a love that is persistent and eternal, no matter how much you hate me, I will always love you, forever … It will never change until it dies! "

"Go find her, she's been waiting for you, she must still be waiting for you, explain everything, she will definitely forgive you, she will definitely accept you, you will definitely have a good life, she will definitely let love blossom and bear fruit, when you are happy, I will pray for you from afar …" A Wei, work well, live well, and forget about me. A woman who brings you pain and suffering, a woman who has deceived you, who has desecrated love. "

"I have recently bought this house and it has gone beyond your name. The formalities are in the middle drawer of my desk. Also, I used your name to sign a bank card and saved 1 million for you. I know you must hate my people and don't care about my money and my house, but my money is not dirty, my house is not dirty, I deserve it, it is cleaner than mine.

"I don't expect you to care for it, but I do hope it will help you realize your dreams and ideals. The clothes have been washed, the coats are in the closet, the underwear is beside the pillow, there's food in the fridge that you like to eat, smoke less, drink less, and take care of your body … "

"A Wei (Please allow me to call you that again, and for the last time, I am no longer qualified to call you husband), I will be going, forget about all of us, wipe me from your memories and heart, start a new life for you, I sincerely hope that you will be happy, I hope that you will have a sweet and beautiful love for her, I will bless you from afar … "The keyboard is filled with my tears, I hope they can wash away my sins …"

After reading all of this, Zywane's eyes reddened. He suddenly let out a loud cry and fell backwards onto the bed...

Zywane lay motionless on the bed, staring at the ceiling.

Zywane did not have any thoughts, nor did he have any thoughts. All he felt was numbness as his state of mind slowly faded away.

For the whole night, Zywane just lied there, not moving at all. He just stared at the ceiling, not closing his eyes.

When dawn arrived and the silent city started to become rowdy, Zywane's eyeballs twitched twice and his tired body turned. He slowly sat up.

Zywane stared at the computer screen and took a deep breath.

Zywane walked into the washroom. After washing up, he carefully arranged his clothes and hair.

Zywane sat in front of the computer table, picked up his bank card and looked at it for a long time. Then he opened the middle drawer of his desk and took out the house procedures. He put them both together into an envelope and put it back in the drawer.

Then, Zywane started to pack up his clothes, books and computer.

Then, Zywane picked up his luggage and computer bag, turned off the power, opened the door and took a final look at everything in the room … He turned around, closed the door, locked it, and left slowly …

Outside, a morning sun was rising. Daybreak had arrived.

Zywane became silent.

During the next three days in Haizhou, Zywane remained silent. Other than his business requirements, he did not say anything. During the day, he brought Ruan Long and the others to run outside. At night, he stayed in the hotel room with Ruan Long. After Ruan Long fell asleep, he worked overtime to organize the information he collected during the day.

Ever since the last time, Yu Lin had given up on Zhang Wei, but his good impression still remained, though he no longer had that thought. Seeing Zywane's cold and indifferent expression these few days, he thought that Zywane was tired from working too hard and did not disturb him. He only brought some delicious food from home and stuffed it into Zywane's and Ruan Long's bags.

Ruan Long was a man who knew his limits. Seeing that Zywane was working all day and was not willing to talk about it, Ruan Long kept quiet and did not cause Zywane to speak much. Furthermore, he was tired from running around during the day so he went back to the hotel at night and went to sleep early.

When it was midnight, Zywane would habitually log into the QQ window and open the conversation window with San Ren. He would stare at the chat for a long time before continuing to work, or write his thoughts and experiences on the Southern Floating Network.

Zywane did not pretend to be deep in his thoughts. He was speechless, not knowing what to say.

He Ying had deceived him, obtained him, but had confessed everything and left him. Zywane did not know whether to hate He Ying because He Ying's deceit had shattered her and San Ren's love dreams and deeply hurt an innocent woman. However, He Ying's confession and departure had given him another chance to rebirth, freeing him from her depression. In other words, could it all be He Ying's fault? Was she not wrong? If she adhered to the basic principles of being a human being, adhering to the principle of cleanliness and not showing mercy everywhere, could all this happen? If something happened, she couldn't just look for an objective reason. She couldn't blame everyone else, but she had to look for a reason from her own subconscious.

Yes, He Ying was at fault, but his fault was even greater. Zywane made this conclusion to himself while he was busy with his work.

Although He Ying wished that she and San Ren would have a good ending, with things having reached such a stage, would San Ren still be able to accept him? Would she still have the face to look for San Ren again? Even if the two of them made up again, would there still be a romantic and beautiful love between them? Thinking about it, and looking at San Ren's QQ picture every night, Zywane's heart was filled with pain and regret.

Due to the pain and regret, Zywane became even more silent. Every day, he would use his busy work to fill his brain, not giving himself any time to think.

As for the house and money that He Ying left behind, Zywane had no plans to move it, nor did he plan to live it. He believed that there would be a day when he would be able to see He Ying again and he would personally return all these to her. Something that doesn't belong to you, even a pie dropped from the sky, can't be bought.

As for the Old Zheng, Zywane was speechless. This was a typical Zhejiang merchant representative who worked crazily and played crazily. He did his work with all his might, doing his work with all his heart and soul, playing with everything he had, and indulging himself in a crazy and unrestrained manner. Zywane admired Old Zheng for his professionalism in doing things, but he could not agree with his point of view on life.

Just like this, the child in He Ying's stomach turned out to be that of the Old Zheng! It was actually a seed left behind after taking drugs! Sin!

In the past few days, Zywane had to call He Ying no less than 10 times a day. However, his phone was still turned off.

It seemed that He Ying had changed her phone number.

After experiencing these days of turmoil in his mind, Zywane suddenly felt that he had grown up, that his mental state had aged, and that he had learned to use a rational view to analyze problems.