C248 A good

While Zywane was busy interacting with him, he suddenly thought of another question. He had let He Ying know her laptop operating password, and his documents and QQ were all the same password. Would He Ying be able to deduce if she used this password to open his documents and look at the things that she had written? Also, the QQ settings were for automatic log-in, would He Ying use his own computer to go to the Internet Cafe?

This thought made Zywane uneasy in his heart. However, it was quickly interrupted by his busy work.

That afternoon, Zywane organized the work on Xingzhou's side, gave Zhao Shu and Zhao Bo some other matters to take note of, and then went to Haizhou in the car. Ruan Long and Yu Lin's situation was not very good for the past two days, it seemed like he still had to deal with some old generals.

On the way, Zywane sent He Ying a short message informing him that she was going back, but she did not receive a reply even after a long time.

Zhang Wei felt that something was amiss. Could it be that when he allowed He Ying to have nothing better to do, he caused He Ying to be unhappy and did not send him a reply message on purpose?

Women were really troublesome. They were narrow-minded and worried.

Zywane immediately dialed He Ying's number, only to hear: "The phone you called was turned off."

No, that's not right. He Ying's phone never turned off, it was just that there was no electricity. She was at home every day, so changing batteries was very convenient for her.

Zywane felt a little uneasy. After half an hour, he called He Ying again, but it was still the same, "The phone that you called has been turned off."

Zywane became increasingly uneasy. What was going on? Why couldn't he get through? Did something happen? Could it be that Gao went to harass them again? Could it be …

A series of questions emerged in Zywane's mind, causing him to feel uneasy. All kinds of bad thoughts began to emerge.

On the bus back home, Zywane was restless as he kept calling He Ying with his cell phone. However, every time he called He Ying, he would turn off his phone.

Zywane felt goosebumps all over his body.

When the car reached the Haizhou, Zywane quickly took a taxi and rushed to He Ying's residence. When he arrived at the door, he knocked on it.

"He Ying, open the door." Zhang Haoran shouted.

It was quiet, and there was still no sound.

He Ying isn't home! There was no one in the room!

Zywane's mind was in a daze, perspiration trickled down his forehead, and his heart was in a mess. He frantically fished out the key to He Ying's door from his pocket, and hastily opened the door and entered the room.

The room was quiet, the living room as usual, clean and dry, the pots of orchids still green, the Chinese knot still bright red on the wall.

"He Ying!" Zywane shouted again, but there was no response from the empty house.

Zhang Wei went to the kitchen, dining room, and study room. There was no one around, and everything was the same as before. Nothing had changed.

Then, Zywane opened the bedroom door and pulled open the thick curtains. The evening sun shone in and the setting sun shone on the room. The room was still in darkness.

Zywane turned on the light and looked around the bedroom. The bed was tidily made, with a pale green striped bedspread covering the bed. Several books he liked to read were arranged neatly on the bedside table.

Zywane went to open the other door. His heart tightened. The closet was empty!

Why is the closet empty? Zywane was stunned and his body could not help but sway a little.

Zywane anxiously opened the doors of the other closets, other than his own clothes and bedding, all of He Ying's clothes were gone.

He Ying left? Leave without saying anything? Zywane suddenly realised something and realised something: He Ying had left!

Zywane felt dizzy. Why did He Ying leave? Was it him who left on her own accord or was she forced to leave? Leave home for a while or never come back? Was it because of him or some other external factor? Was it a temporary decision or had she planned to leave?

Zywane shook his head, feeling dizzy. Things had happened too fast.

Zywane sat on the headboard of the bed and saw his laptop placed on top of the desk, plugged in power and a net.

Next to the computer was his driver's license and ID card, as well as a bank card.

Zywane turned on the computer in a daze. As expected, the time it took to turn on the computer was greatly shortened. He prompted the computer to be switched on for 37 seconds.

He Ying had changed to an endless prairie, with a small curved path in the middle that stretched out to the vast horizon.

The desktop was cleaned, and some of the useless shortcuts were removed. There was only one more document called "For You".

When did such a shortcut appear and to whom?

Zywane opened the document and looked at the title: Letter to A Wei.

"AHH!" This was written by He Ying, and written to him.

Zywane quickly looked down.

"A Wei, I'm leaving …"

Just as he finished reading the first sentence, Zywane's heart suddenly tightened, He Ying had really left!

"A Wei, please allow me to call you this way, because I won't be able to do so again in the future. I don't have the chance or the qualifications to do so. "Forgive me for leaving without saying anything, but I have no choice but to leave."

Zywane held his breath and continued reading.

"I am a woman who likes to dream. I am a woman who has a strong competitive heart, a woman who would do anything she wants to love, a woman who would do anything for love. I cannot tolerate my things being taken by others … … Although it doesn't belong to me, as long as I like it in my heart, I long to have everything I dream of, like money, or love … … …" For money, I sacrificed love, for love, I lost ethics and morality.

"A Wei, I want to tell you that you are the only one I love for all eternity. Even if I choose to leave, I want to say this. In this life and in this life … A Wei, you are a good man, I know you do not love me, but you do not have any feelings for me. In these past few days, you have never called me your wife, but you did not want to hurt me.

"In front of you, I feel my inferiority and filth, and I dare not look into your eyes because I am timid; I dare not let go of my heart to enjoy your love, because I fear retribution; I dare not accept your kindness and concern with all my heart, because I feel guilty.

"The better you are to me, the more I feel my insignificance and loss, the more I feel the holiness and purity of love, the more I feel that I am tarnishing the most beautiful and holiest love in the world, the more I feel that the filth in the depths of my heart cannot be washed away with your love …

"Every day I pass my days as a walking corpse, in self-reproach and guilt; every night as if I were the soul of a zombie, accompanied by nightmares and terrors. "I know that all of this is retribution, and all of this is because — the child in my womb is not yours."

"AHH!" Zywane was shocked. This child was not his? What was going on?

"Because I'm allergic to contraceptive rings, I usually take emergency contraception. Other than a safe period, I take contraceptives for the rest of our times, so I know in my heart that this child definitely can't be yours …" I have always had a deep knot in my heart. You left me after New Year's Day to go to the mountains, and I had the worst of the ruckus with Old Gao, and I often went to the bar to drink and be drugged by myself. I met a little sister there, and on a weekend night, after getting drunk, she took me to a villa in the suburbs where I attended a polite masquerade.

"The stimulation from the alcohol and the depression in my heart gave me the urge to let go. In the air that was emitting a special fragrance, everyone was dancing with their masks on … After the lights of the ball had all been turned off and everything had begun to become dubious, I was brought into a room in the villa by a man who seemed to be familiar with my figure … Everything was going on in the dark. Everything was so crazy and unrestrained. Everything was so strange and exciting …

"When it was over, when I woke up from my dream, it was already the afternoon of the second day. The crowd had dispersed, leaving behind only a few plastic bottles with straws stuck in them and some foil scattered on the floor. As I stumbled out of the house, I realized what had happened to me the night before with a strange man, and I seemed to have taken a few vague, passive puffs of the straw and a few puffs of smelly smoke.

I don't remember anything about what happened last night. I remember dancing in the villa, sucking on the straw, and then the masked man, hot and unrestrained. As for what I did, I can't even remember what I did when I woke up, I only remember that when I came out of the villa, I was subconsciously clutching a Jade Pendant BirdLife Chicken in a red string …

The Lifestyle Jade Pendant Chicken! Zywane suddenly thought of the jade pendant he had discovered a few days ago, the nervous expression He Ying had when she saw the jade pendant. He then suddenly thought of Old Zheng, remembered that Old Zheng liked to attend such parties, and remembered that Yu Qin kept insisting on asking him about the lost live Jade Pendant Chicken … Could it be that this man was Old Zheng? Could it be that He Ying and Old Zheng, who were wearing masks and did not know each other, have a messy and unrestrained scene?

Zywane suppressed his anger and continued reading.

"I didn't go home, but directly went to the hospital. I lay in the hospital for three days, slept for three days, and injected my energy for three days to remove the poison in my body … When I came out of the hospital, I realized that I was in danger and had forgotten to take an emergency pill afterwards.

"Seeing this, you should be able to guess who this man is. Yes, that's him! When you told me the other day that he had lost the same jade pendant as I did, I suddenly remembered that familiar figure, no doubt it was him, and I knew that the child in my belly was his; when you told me that he was taking drugs, and that they would cause malformations in the fetus, I almost felt dizzy, not just him, I was also passively taking drugs that day, and almost died …. "I know that all of this is retribution, it is retribution for my indulgence, it is retribution for tricking you. All of this is retribution for what I deserve!"

"With you, I feel guilty and guilty all the time, but the love I feel for you overwhelms all of this, selfishness and greed have clouded my eyes, and I have decided to hide it all from you. I have decided to continue to deceive you, and I can lose everything, including the child in my belly, but I must not lose you. "I decided to secretly kick the child out and tell you that it was because of the threatened abortion. I decided to continue lying to you, and the last time was when I lied to you …" "You … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you … you ….

Zywane could not stand it any longer. He stood up in anger, clenched his fists, and trembled all over. He quickly walked around the living room, touched the "Zhonghua" on the tea table, lit up a tree and took a few puffs.