C105 She was in such a sorry state …

However, thinking of himself, I always feel that my emotions are very miserable, that I have sex, but no love, but I have love, but I am just an illusory shadow. The indulgence of my body can't make up for the emptiness of my emotions, but the desire of my emotions makes me feel ethereal.

As Zywane listened to the passionate love in the room next door, he couldn't help but be envious of the fierce men and women he had never met before.

Zywane's words made He Ying think for a while, then she said, "I understand what you mean. What you said just now was always the pain of having sex without emotions as the foundation, and love without feelings is not pain."

"You can put it that way," Zywane nodded. "Actually, I've been meaning to tell you. But, I was afraid of hurting you, so —"

"So you pretended it was broken, didn't you?" He Ying's eyes widened.

Zywane nodded.

"Bastard!" Suddenly, He Ying scolded Zywane softly, "You should have told me a long time ago, let me know what you are thinking in your heart. I know that emotions cannot be forced, and love cannot be shared, but I also know that no one is born with feelings for each other.

Zywane looked at He Ying in shock.

He Ying sighed: "Just like me and you, to be honest, in the beginning, I did not have any feelings for you, just a good impression, like you, but more of it was the love of your body. However, as time passes, I started to truly like you, not only do I like your body, but I also like everything about you, including your strengths and weaknesses, I am willing to accept anything that you do to me, and I am willing to do anything that you like. I know, I've fallen in love with you beyond help. "

"But, I'm sorry, I don't feel that way about you, really."

"I know about this too, so I said before, emotions cannot be forced. I understand your thoughts of wanting to be my best friend, and wanting to keep our relationship as a friendship, just like you and Wang Yan right now. You can have your own emotional world and pursue your own feelings, but you can't stop my feelings for you, you can't stop my feelings for you, I have control over either love or hate, and you can't refuse to interact with my so-called family and friends. "

"Of course, I've already said this before, we will be good friends, just like Wang Yan and I."

"I know that you want to turn me into your second Wang Yan, but my situation is different from Wang Yan's. Wang Yan left you on her own accord, while I took the initiative to approach you from a different direction. I will revisit every ecstatic moment and extreme joy that you have brought to me, and revisit it over and over again. Regardless of whether you love me or not, regardless of what relationship you have with me in the future, whether it is ordinary friends or enemies, I will always love you. Love is a type of happiness, although it is accompanied by pain, when you are not accepted by the other party, but, I am willing, I am willing to give it like this, I do not regret it. "

Zywane felt troubled: "He Ying, you making things difficult for me, I really want to treat you as a good friend. Even if you don't have sex, we can still communicate and know each other better."

He Ying: "Don't make things difficult for me, and don't feel any pressure to think about it. You can reject me, but you won't be able to stop me from feeling anything. I know that I'm a married woman who broke public morals and the rules of the game.

"Go ahead."

"Don't intentionally torment yourself. Don't deliberately avoid yourself. Let it go when it should, and let it go when it should."

"What do you mean?" Zywane asked.

"We will develop and interact as good friends. However, let nature take its course and don't intentionally make things difficult for yourself, just like that night at the Baiyun Mountain Villa. I expended so much effort but you still didn't do anything, but you also suffered greatly in your heart, right? "Why would there be a need?"

Zywane chuckled, "Well, after drawing a circle, the destination is back to the starting point. I was the one who mentioned before, and you said that we would develop as good friends as we can. As for what happened that night, hehe, let's not talk about it anymore."

He Ying nodded, she pulled the blanket and sat on the bed: "That's right, good, go to bed, go to sleep."

Zhang Wei was stunned. "You still want to stay here?"

"What's wrong? We're all good friends, aren't we, gentlemen? It's not good enough for you to drive me back to my room so late at night, right? "Hee hee."

Zhang Wei said, "Alright then, I promise you that we will maintain normal relations. I won't interfere with your personal life, but you are not allowed to interfere with my private life. You are not allowed to interfere with my normal work and life."

He Ying: "Ok, deal."

Zywane added, "It's better not to sleep together in the future. Otherwise —"

"Or — you can't help getting wet again, can you?"

Zhang Wei shook his head, "Bullsh * t, I'm not afraid of that. Since the Baiyun Mountain Villa is like this and I have already endured all of your firepower, why would I not be able to withstand it? Hehe... "As long as you have a good mind, there won't be any problem putting it in."

"Haha …" As long as you think well, there won't be a problem putting it in. "This is a classic. What do you mean by 'what else'?"

"I meant that it would affect our reputation, especially yours. It would be bad if word of this got out."

He Ying curled her lips: "You're overthinking it, Brother Zhang, this is the south, not your north, the Southerner is very open to this kind of things, I am still considered conservative in the south, and am much more open-minded than me."

Zywane chuckled, "Damn it, Grandma Wang is just trying to boast. I think you are the most advanced type in the southern sex drive."

"Wrong, do you know what the most advanced people are doing now?"

"I don't know." Zhang Wei snuggled under the covers as he said, "It's so warm."

"New Wife Club, group party, Haizhou has one, it's from the white-collar circle." He Ying leaned onto Zywane's chest again.

Zywane stared at him, "I heard that there are such things in foreign countries as well as in Haizhou?"

"There really is one. Do you want me to bring you around one day? I have a friend who participated in it before."

"Fuck, why would I participate? Disgusting, did you participate before?"

"No, they are all husband and wife. If I, a woman, were to participate, wouldn't I be at a disadvantage? "Hee hee."

A look of panic flashed across He Ying's face, but disappeared in the blink of an eye.

Zhang Wei pinched He Ying's face, "Let me tell you, if you participate in this kind of activity, I will look down on you seriously and not even be your friend anymore."

"I know, I won't participate in that event. Don't worry, I will definitely listen to you." He Ying said smoothly.

They were silent for a while.

After a burst of violent noises from the other side of the room, the situation finally came to a halt.

"The Gao Dynasty is coming, and it's over." Zywane mumbled.

He Ying suddenly laughed.

"What are you laughing at?"

"I'm laughing about the matter of us meeting Zheng Yifan in Zhoushan that day."

"What's so funny about that?"

"Actually, Zheng Yifan and his wife are very open-minded towards that aspect."

"What do you mean? They're not going to that club party, are they? "

I only know that they have lovers outside and the two of them are not interfering with each other. At that time, Yu Qin and I were chatting privately, Yu Qin said that as long as the Old Zheng did not bring the woman home, we would ignore her. In this era, there are too many fish, and it is hard for men not to smell. "

Zywane laughed: "Such a wife is indeed hard to find, then Old Zheng knows about Yu Qin's situation already?"

"Yu Qin had a lover outside, at that time, she was taken out of a nightclub by a man in Shanghai and raised. Before she was married to Old Zheng, Old Zheng knew that after their marriage, Yu Qin and that man were in contact, and Old Zheng had turned a blind eye to it."

"Then what is the couple doing together?"

"The management of the businesses in Old Zheng is well-known, but it is impossible for the management of the upper echelons of the society. This area is Yu Qin's strong point, for their development project, it is basically Yu Qin leading the way with her body, and the people behind the management throwing money to build a foundation are also not simple, so the two of them are considered to be connected."

Zywane: "Hur Hur, actually, the end result is still the benefit, the economic benefit. "In my opinion, just having money is not enough, you still have to have the right. If you have the money, you'll be done for if you meet someone who has the right. Women not only have to let people with the right to work, but also give them money."

The more astute, the more astute is the truth. Which government official is not fond of money, which one is not looking for women, the head of the government department I know, is not someone who is not looking for a lover, some are even looking for three, three, a bunch of them. The commoners want a woman for prostitution, detention and fines. He Ying said indignantly.

Zhang Wei laughed, "I didn't know that, but you have a sense of justice. That day, I coincidentally lost my nose, and met Yu Qin and the Deputy mayor in charge of tourism in the car park of the First Sky supermarket."

He Ying poked Zhang Wei's forehead, his eyes shining: "You've met with such good things, is it very exciting?"

Zywane looked at He Ying, "Look at your perverted look, I didn't pay much attention to you. I only saw the car shaking again and again, until it reached the Grandmother Bridge … "Haha."

He Ying laughed out loud, "Did we also shake the car that way when we were in the car?"

Zywane stared at him and said, "You're here again, why do you have to associate everything with us? Let's not talk anymore and go to sleep."

Zywane put out the lamp and slept soundly.

He Ying leaned on Zywane obediently and did not say a word.

Not long later, the sounds from next door started again. It seemed that the neighbor next door was planning to fight throughout the night and enjoy the weekend.

He Ying's hands became restless again.

In fact, Zywane was also awake, he reached out and pinched He Ying's chest: "Don't hook.

Pull me, my patience is limited, the turtle and sea cucumber have not been set on fire yet, if we do it again, something bad will happen. "

He Ying snuck into Zhang Wei's embrace flirtatiously, "Didn't you say that as long as you think carefully, it would be fine to put it in?"

Zywane smirked, "It's a pity that I don't have a good mind. I just need to fucking put it in for safekeeping."