C104 I don'st need you to teach me

I don't need you to teach me

Zywane nodded, "Of course I understand. I don't need you to teach me." It wasn't easy to reconcile with high total today, so we were all on friendly terms. I didn't want to cause any more trouble, so I didn't reject him right away. However, I do things in a principled manner. Do I know how to do things, how to be a person? I would never sell out my collective interests to the benefit of others. Furthermore, I have been here from Zhongtian, and it involves ZhongTian's business. Zheng Yifan may not leave it to me to do so, nor would he say these things in front of me. "

He Ying thought for a while, then said: "What you said makes sense, I understand your character, I understand your character, and I believe that you will handle this matter well, and won't ruin your heroic name just because of a little benefit."

Zhang Wei replied, "Alright, I understand. My idea is to not only not go against my principles of being a human being, but also to coordinate our relationship and make friends with each other."

He Ying: "It's a little difficult, you should take it step by step, and strive to achieve the best results."

Zywane: "Right, tell me, why did you fight and why did he hit you?"

"Why? Because of you, "He Ying said as she looked at Zhang Wei:" He insisted on asking you to talk about this matter. If I didn't agree, the two of them would start arguing, and in the end, he got angry and started cursing me, saying that I was an unscrupulous person who didn't share his heart with him, saying that I was greedy for his money and had married him. He also said that he actually didn't even love me at all, and only had Zhang Xiaobo in his heart, saying that I could not even compare to a single hair on Zhang Xiaobo's head. The more he said, the more unpleasant his words became. The two of us argued for a long time. No matter how much he scolded me, no matter how bad the words he said, I blocked the door to stop him from coming to find you. In the end, he became completely furious, broke my phone, and even slapped me … This is the first time he's made a move on me, the first time he's struck me... "

He Ying said softly. She seemed very tired, but also very calm, as if she was telling a simple story.

Zywane was silent. Today was New Year's Eve, so everyone should be happy. But, alas, it's been a year.

"Originally, I wanted to call you to inform you, but my phone … "After he left, I went back to the store to buy a new phone and then rushed over. I've been waiting for you downstairs." After He Ying finished speaking, she suddenly laughed: "Actually, we fought, cursed, argued, and spoke completely. Everyone's heart is now open, this couple, is nothing more than a matter of living together, how much can we live with? "It doesn't matter, I've thought it through."

Zywane did not know what to say. He was not married, nor had he had the experience to lead a life. For Old Gao to say all this to He Ying, it was already quite heartless and heartbreaking.

Zywane was quiet for a while, then asked He Ying: "Have you eaten yet?"

"Nope." He Ying replied.

Zhang Wei stood up and patted He Ying's shoulders, "I don't have any either, go wash your face. Let's go eat together.

Hearing Zywane's words, He Ying's mood suddenly improved a lot. She nodded and went to wash her face, then took out a makeup kit from her bag and decorated it for half a day, then tidied her hair.

"I originally wanted to wait for you to bring food for me to eat, but who would've thought that I would still have to take you out to eat." Zhang Wei and He Ying explained as they walked out.

He Ying pursed her lips and laughed, holding onto Zywane's arm: "I saw that there was a sea cucumber restaurant opposite your district, let's go eat sea cucumber buns to nourish your body."

"Are you still trying to make up for it? The turtle soup during the day made my entire body burn. If you make it up again, I'll bleed from my seven orifices."

He Ying patted Zhang Wei's arm: "What nonsense are you talking about? It wasn't easy for you to return back here, it's good to have more nutrition, after all —"

"What else?"

He Ying suddenly laughed, and then whispered into Zywane's ear: "Besides, you were as ferocious and crazy as a wild beast this morning, so your body's vitality is depleted, so you still need to recuperate a bit."

"AHH!" Zhang Wei looked at He Ying, "I was just about to ask you. This morning, are we really -- "

"Of course it's true, silly." He Ying's face flushed red: "That's how I felt about animals being fierce and how we love each other. We have been so long, but this is the first time I've seen you being so fierce, so engrossed, and so infatuated.

"What else?" Zywane felt his heart beating a little weirdly and he turned to look at He Ying.

"You keep calling me — calling me — sister." He Ying seemed to have returned to that scene once again, as her face flushed red.

Zhang Wei felt dizzy. Holy crap, if I do it, she will be my big sister, San Ren.

She wasn't calling him big sister, she was calling him big sister.

Looking at He Ying's blissful and intoxicated expression, Zywane suddenly felt like she couldn't bear it anymore, but at the same time, felt a sense of pity.

Zywane felt extremely apologetic in his heart. He felt apologetic in his heart, as well as sorry for He Ying.

After drinking turtle soup and eating sea cucumber steamed buns, Zhang Wei had recovered his energy and was in high spirits. His eyes were glowing and he was full of energy.

"It's getting late, you should go back." Returning back to the dorm, Zywane looked at He Ying who was busy cleaning the place and said: "I can clean these myself."

He Ying straightened his back, "What? After eating your fill, are you going to send me off? "

Zywane saw that although He Ying had said those words and did not look angry, but she could still see a faint disappointment on her face.

"This... is not a matter of the order to expel him, this..." Zywane thought for a while and said, "Well, I don't want you to get used to living here."

"Why?" He Ying's face revealed a disappointment that she could not conceal, "Seeing how passionate you were this morning, I felt that your words were fake."

Sure enough, this woman was taken in by his actions, Zywane secretly complained in his heart, but he quickly blurted out: "He Ying, actually, this morning's battle, I - I treated you as -" Zywane originally wanted to say that he treated her as big sister San Ren, but he suddenly jumped in fright and quickly stopped himself. Sister San Ren is the biggest secret in his heart, how could he casually say it.

"What do you take me for? "Idiot." He Ying repeated her question, her face had a blush of happiness, as she said in a low voice: "You're using me as a noodle, as a field to be plowed, aren't you?"

With that, He Ying threw herself into Zywane's embrace and hugged Zywane tightly: "I am the mask on your table, I am the field under your plow."

Not only did He Ying not escape, she had even sunk deeper into the pit.

Zywane was at a loss for what to do for a moment, feeling both moved and pitiful to He Ying as well as having a faint sense of kinship with him.

Zywane did not want to hurt He Ying, but he did not want He Ying to have any other thoughts.

Zywane pushed He Ying away and said, "Come, let's chat."

He Ying suddenly said coquettishly in Zywane's arms: "I want you to hug me and talk to me."

Zhang Wei slapped He Ying's butt and said, "Damn, you monkey climbed up the tree and climbed along the tree, getting what you wanted. Do you think you're still a little girl?

He Ying did not dare to resist anymore and obediently sat on the side of the bed.

"Actually, when we did that thing this morning, I was in a muddled state, so I started to go crazy unconsciously." Zywane said slowly, word for word, "I think you might have an illusion —"

"Hehe, what illusion? I'm a woman. Brother, I'm a woman who came over. I understand men, I understand when men are pure sex in bed …"

"Since when did you have feelings?" He Ying interrupted Zywane and looked at him affectionately.

"Yes, I was in love, but that wasn't for you. It was —"

"Then for whose sake?" He Ying smiled, "Don't try to fool me, you think that I am 3 years old and you are holding me, you are holding me, you are me, and you are calling me elder sister, so don't make things difficult for yourself, I understand your feelings, but you still have many worries and concerns, and you still can't let go of me, you don't dare to let go, don't be like this, and love me boldly, I-I am always yours."

Seeing He Ying's self-indulgent look, Zywane felt that it was unbearable in his heart. If this woman knew that he had loved her as another woman, then the tower over her heart would instantly collapse.

However, Zywane did not want to let He Ying get involved, nor did he want to let He Ying have any more fantasies.

"Let me tell you, when two people are together, it's not enough to just have sex. It's not enough to just be hot on the head, you have to interact with each other to create resonance, to have a sense of intimacy, and to have the fusion of heart and heart."

"What do you mean?" He Ying looked at Zywane intently.

Zywane sat on the chair and looked at He Ying seriously, "Let's put it this way. Every time I do that thing with you when I'm awake, I feel extremely joyful, extremely enjoyable, or even extremely enchanting. However, after everything is over, a deep sense of loss, loneliness and pain follow. At first I didn't know why, but later I knew that it was because of the lack of an emotional base between us, the lack of a strong one, the mechanical repetition of activities that sought pleasure from each other, and the gradual apathy of consciousness after the initial novelty, and the boredom and loss that followed the Gao Dynasty. I am a man of good character, I long to do that, I love to do that, but this kind of sexual activity, which is purely for the pleasure of the flesh, makes me drop from the top of a high mountain to a deep canyon every time I finish, making me feel suffocated, lonely, and even fearful. I am afraid, I am truly afraid, I do not want to be reincarnated in this extreme joy and pain, I do not want to repeat the same mistake over and over again, to touch the evils and ugliness in the depths of my soul. "

After Zywane finished speaking, He Ying stared straight at Zywane and did not say anything for a long time.

Zywane did not say a word as he looked at He Ying.

The room was quiet for a moment, and from next door came the familiar creak of a bed and the muffled moan of a woman.

The young people's firepower was really strong. They would fight non-stop every night.

Ever since Zywane moved over, he had not seen the fierce men and women next door. He did not even know what they looked like.

Think that they must be happy, hot feelings plus a strong love, night after night, the feelings of increasing, free, free to love, free to let go of the world.

Although the conditions were difficult, but the path of young people's hard work was always this way. They had to suffer through hardships, experience of growth, and be happy amidst hardships.