Chapter 211

On the other side of Liang Qingshan, I got a result that made me despair.

After carefully examining me, he regretfully told me that he was not sure he could cure me. My whole nervous system was destroyed because the dagger was poisoned and the poison was not completely removed during the treatment.

At present, it is very difficult to recover the damaged nervous system. He said that he could help me to try acupuncture. As for whether it can succeed or not, it can only depend on the miracle.

How can there be miracles?

I immediately shook my head and did not intend to treat.

My life has been so tragic that miracles never happen to me. And I don't want to live with a little hope every day, but still despair in the end.

After leaving Exeter City with Qin Chien, I asked him to take me to the lavender flower sea under the Alps to see the flowers again. In the vast sea of flowers, smelling the thick fragrance of flowers, I can temporarily forget all the pain, forget that I have been a life can not take care of people.

Qin Chien's face has been very heavy, as if more desperate than me. He pushed me in the flowers, and he stood on the edge of the rock not far away, looking at the distance in silence, full of worry. I don't know if he is in pain for me or regret the cooperation with Shang Ying.

I found that his hair was much whiter on his temples. If he continued to worry like this, he might soon become a white haired devil like me.

I don't understand his mind, but I'm not in the mood to guess that I've crossed the river with a mud Bodhisattva.

I thought that when mom and baby left, that kind of suffering was the limit of life. Who would have thought that something more tragic would happen to me, and how would I spend the rest of my life?

I looked down at my unconscious legs, and my eyes became sour again, but I soon held back the feeling. If you cry too much, you will feel that tears are the most weak and useless thing in the world.

I don't know if my baby can land safely. Should I die in despair or live happily?

"Auntie, can you help me with the balloon?"

I was melancholy when a childish voice suddenly sounded behind me. I quickly looked back and saw a young Chinese girl about two or three years old looking at me timidly and pointing to a balloon wrapped in Lavender not far away. Her parents are taking pictures happily on the edge and may not have noticed her.

So I nodded and pushed the wheelchair to get her a balloon. It's just that the wheelchair can't get past the sidewalk. I stretch my hand to grab the red balloon. It's just a few centimeters away.

I tried to support myself to reach the balloon, a little bit, but it was just a little bit, my body just couldn't get up. I don't know where the obstinacy comes from, so I must take the balloon down.

I can't do such a simple thing. How can I take care of my baby in the future?

It's so close that I can do it, but it's so difficult.

I've lived for so many years, and I never thought that one day I would not even be able to pick up a balloon close to me. In the little girl's expectant eyes, I exhausted all my strength, but still could not get the balloon.

She looked at the balloon with tears in her eyes. And I was more pitiful than her, with tears in my eyes, and I dare not flow out.

Frustration and frustration came to my mind and suddenly I felt worthless. So I was on the bar with the balloon. I knew that the wheelchair couldn't get through, but I still rolled it hard and wanted to go a little bit further.

So When I pulled the balloon at the moment, the wheelchair suddenly overturned, I unexpectedly rolled down from the wheelchair, fell very embarrassed, but I did not release the balloon in my hand.

"Auntie!"

"Happy face!"

The little girl screamed with fright. Qin Chi'en was also shocked. He rushed to pick me up with a dart, righted the wheelchair and put me on it.

I was embarrassed to hand the balloon to the little girl, rubbed her head, pretended not to think. "Auntie's OK. Go."

When the little girl took the balloon and left happily, I could no longer control the helpless sadness. I covered my face and burst into tears.

How could I be so useless that I couldn't even pick up a balloon. In this way, how to accompany the baby, how to swing with her and sit on the Trojan horse?

"Happy face, I'm sorry I was negligent."

Qin Chien is very self reproach, squatting in front of me to help me wipe tears, I am full of resentment, one hand pushed him away.

If it was not for his collusion with Shang Ying, if he had told me the woman's mind earlier, I could at least be on guard, and it would not have happened.

Healthy people will not understand how sad a hemiplegic person's heart is. Looking at other people's vigorous steps and watching others jump, the mood is not "envy" can be interpreted.

I am not reconciled, that damned woman can freely occupy my man's carefree, but I have to live with this wheelchair for a lifetime, I am not reconciled.I squinted at Qin Chien's embarrassed and heavy face and said coldly, "tell me, did you and Shang Ying only use me to do business?"

"Happy face, what do you mean?"

"You are so cunning, don't you know what her motive is? She planned to marry Mo Fei not because she loved him. She must have other purposes. You fought with him before you knew me. How could you give up because of me? "

Even though Qin Mofei has married Shang Ying, I still don't believe he would marry her so rashly. I remember he said that occasionally he even killed her, so there must be other reasons for marrying her, but I can't guess.

Qin Chi En's eyes flashed for a moment, did not speak, pushed my wheelchair onto the road, and then called Asha to let her drive over.

Look at his speechless appearance, is that really a secret?

"I said it in your mind?"

"Happy face, people's heart will change, once I might want more, but now I just want to be with you."

"Don't tell such jokes. A fool will be with a hemiplegic. Is it useful? It can't be eaten or seen. Is it useful? It's not that I haven't seen you in a wild mood. When you make trouble with other women, you tell me that you love me. Do you think I'm stupid or stupid

"Sex and love are not the same thing. They cannot be compared." He blushed and accosted.

"Oh, you don't feel dirty!"

"I won't be able to stay with you."

"You don't have to be celibate because of me. I'm not one of you anyway. I suspect that you just want to protect a chess piece by guarding me like this. Don't you think it's a little self contradictory that you used to deal with desert fly with great fanfare before, and even used me in every possible way, but now you give up for me

"As I said, people's hearts will change, one moment at a time, another at a time."

"So what are you going to do with me next? Will you use me to threaten desert fly or the people of Qin family? It is said that you have bribed all the people of the Qin family. It is a sure bet. "

He frowned and didn't respond, pushing me along the road. Asha slowly stopped the car in front of us. After he took me to the car, he put the wheelchair on again. Everything was in order.

I didn't ask any more questions, but his tangled appearance proved that there must be something fishy in it.

I have suddenly realized that I may be a chess piece in their game. Even if it is indispensable, it is only a chess piece.

What is the situation over there? What was the purpose of his marriage to Shang Ying? There are many reasons for him to marry her, but it can't be that he loves her, or he won't spend so much time on me.

In fact, I should not question his feelings for me, he once deeply loved me. It's just that he married Shang Ying at my wedding. It seems so weird. I really want to know the truth.

On the way back to the city, the atmosphere in the carriage was oppressive. Asha was driving in front of me. Qin Chi En sat behind me silently, holding me in one hand to prevent me from being unstable. I was a little tired, so I fell asleep on the back of my chair.

"Are we going to stay in Exxon, sir?" After the car left the Alps, Asha turned to ask Qin Chien.

I immediately opened my eyes and said, "go back to Marseilles."

"Huanyan, why don't we have a try at liangqingshan? What if there is a miracle? "

I gave him a cold glance. "If you really want me to stand up, I would not have done business with Shang Ying. Asha and I will go back to Marseilles. As for you, you can go back from where you came from. I don't want to see you again

"Huanyan, things are not what you think, I really don't know, I..."

"Stop talking. Stay away from me."

“……”

We went back to Marseilles all night, and it was light when we arrived. But instead of letting Asha drive home, Qin asked her to take me to a hotel famous for lavender in Marseilles. He took me into the guest room and left, leaving Asha and me.

I also happened to be in Asha's help to solve a big problem in life, by the way, let her help me take a bath. She is a very careful person. She has been working as a domestic servant for more than ten years. Her reputation is very good.

In the chat, she mentioned Qin Chien, saying that she had never seen such a good man to a woman. I didn't think so, because what she saw was only appearance.

"Miss, are you really not going to marry him? Don't you already have children? "

Asha is not very clear about the relationship between me and Qin Chien. She always thought that the child I gave birth to and the child in my stomach were his. I had a few words with him in the car just now. She may have heard something.

I shook my head. "Asha, I have nothing to do with him. He's not my man. He took care of me just because he felt guilty. It didn't mean anything else

"I think he loves you very much. Few men care so much about women these days."

"Well, let's not mention him. Asha, you can put me in a wheelchair and go home to help me with my computer and clothes. I may have to stay here a few more days.""Ah? Sir said he would pick us up later

"I don't want to go back. I think the garden downstairs is good. Would you push me down?"

There is a lavender planted in the garden downstairs, so I like it very much. I want to stay for a few more days. By the way, I can find out why Qin Chien left me around and what they are going to do next.

Asha couldn't resist, so I agreed, pushed me into the garden downstairs of the hotel and went home. I sit alone in this small garden, enjoy the scenery, smell the strong smell of lavender in the air, feel desert flying around me.

No, he seems to be Really.