Chapter 210

It rained at night, pattering, cold, as cold as my heart.

I can't sleep at night, and my mind is full of pictures of Qin Mofei and Shang Ying getting married. I feel heartache when I think of it. My eyes are sore with tears.

Women are very greedy, I dare not go back, but hope Qin Mofei still has me in his heart.

I have thought about whether I would like him to marry a woman and form a family if I couldn't go back all my life. In fact, I can accept his marriage. Although I'm very sad, I don't want to see him live alone in his lifetime. He should have a wife.

Anyway, I didn't want to marry her at the wedding. Does he care so little about me? Or did he feel that I had betrayed him again, so he took revenge on me?

Yes, it must be. He's getting back at me.

He is a man who can't rub sand in his eyes. He must have seen me missing and thought I had betrayed him, so he got angry and married Shang Ying. In fact, he loved me very much in his heart.

It seemed to me better to think of it. No wonder there are so many people in the world who like to deceive themselves. It turns out that doing so can comfort themselves.

I may be the most pitiful woman in the world. I have done a lot of bad things in my last life, so the retribution is in this life. Clearly, there are so many men like me, but make themselves black and blue, live so painful.

"Zhiya"

the door made a slight sound, and I was stunned and buried my head in the quilt. I heard footsteps approaching, but the light didn't turn on. This breath is very familiar. It should be Qin Chi En. What is he doing here?

He stood at the edge of the bed for a while, then sat down at the head of my bed, took my hand outside the bed and gently put it in the bed. His hands are so cold that I shiver. He shrinks his hands back in a hurry.

I've been silent, but because of crying, so the nose is very uncomfortable, breathing have to grow mouth. He probably knew I was pretending to be asleep and reached for a flick at my hair.

"Happy face, awake?" His voice sounds heavy.

"What are you doing here?" I'm sorry to put it on. I put my head out and took a few deep breaths.

"Worry about you. Come and have a look. I'll take you to Exxon city to meet the old doctor tomorrow? What if it's going to get your nerves working again? "

His hand was still in my hair, fingertips gently stroking my hair, and occasionally stroking my eyebrows. I didn't push him away. When people were most vulnerable, I always wanted to find some consolation. Qin Chien played such a role at this time, and I began to covet him.

I sniffed and said, "forget it, how about recovery?"

The two of them are already married. It's unnecessary for me to go back. That damned Shang Ying has become his wife. So I can't do anything to her in the spirit of loving my wife and my dog, even if I want to kill her so much and cut her to pieces.

If you don't want to stand up with me for a lifetime, you can always stand up and sigh. If you don't want me to stay when you get up, I'll be with you the closest you can be

“……”

I was moved by these words. Maybe I was too sad and lost my mind. I couldn't tell the enemy from the enemy. He was clearly the one I hated so much.

"Don't be sad, girl, you and me. As long as you want, I can give you a unique wedding in the world at any time."

"Do you forget that I am Qin Mofei's woman? Are you not afraid to disobey nature? "

"There is no law in the world that says I can't marry you."

Looking at his tender eyes in the twilight, I was speechless. I don't know what he loves me in the end, or because Shang Ying hurt him and transferred this love to me. But in fact, with his wealth and appearance, he can definitely find a woman thousands of times better than me.

I feel sorry and helpless.

"Third brother, don't be silly. Even if Murphy married someone else, I would not love a man casually. Life is short. I love you once. The rest of the time I want to love myself. My life is too poor. "

"Silly girl, I will hurt you."

Silly girl these three words, seem to contain him a lot of doting, I heard the heart unexpectedly swing. Yang, this world has never been called my girl.

"Go to sleep. Tomorrow you are going to take me to see the old Chinese medicine doctor. Maybe there will be a miracle?"

"Good night then

He gave me a kiss on the brow, and his lips were cold. I glared at the dark shadow of his leaving, and my nose suddenly became sour. In fact, to some extent, I and he were both degenerates from the ends of the earth and loved a person who should not be loved.

……

Exxon City, private clinic.

Liang Qingshan, an old Chinese doctor of traditional Chinese medicine, came to Provence in the early 1960s. He is over 70 years old and has a good look. On the bridge of his nose hung a pair of old spectacles, with a spirit of immortality. He had a fight with Du Mochen and Du Laozi.When Qin Chien pushed me to his private clinic, he was setting a dislocated patient's bone. The technique was pure and special. When he pushed and pulled, he connected the human bone, just like a fastener.

We waited quietly until the patient left. He asked the assistant to pour us a glass of water, pushed his glasses, looked me up and down, and finally looked at my white hair.

"Are you Miss Shen?" He asked.

I nodded and said, "Hello, Dr. Liang."

"What's the matter with your leg? The guy didn't make it very clear on the phone He even called Qin Chien a young man, who is almost four.

It's hard for me to say that this hemiplegia is due to a child's stab, which may scare him. So I handed him the medical records I brought. This is Ouyang's medical records. Every time we meet with famous doctors, we send them by the way. They think that I have no medicine to cure.

Liang Qingshan took the medical record and looked at it for a long time. "You hurt the nerve tissue. It doesn't look very easy to treat."

"Dr. Liang, don't you have a lot of ways to do it? What kind of muscle relaxant Qin Chi'en was anxious to hear Liang Qingshan say so and asked in a hurry.

"Check it first. I'll see the specific reasons. What part of the body needs to be taken care of to relax the tendons and dredge the collaterals. Can it be treated? Chinese medicine is not omnipotent, is it, young man? You take your wife in and check it first. "

When I heard the word "madam", Qin Chi En and I were both stunned, but he did not explain, and I did not. I was afraid that the more he described, the more black he would be. I can't afford to lose face with so many people.

Liang Qingshan's inspection is actually a small bed similar to a massage bed. He asked Qin Chi En to hold me on my stomach, and then beat me on my legs with his hands. Every time he hit a place, he asked me whether it hurt.

I told him that I had no consciousness in the lower part of my body. He frowned slightly and said, "you are still pregnant. You have no consciousness at all. It has a great impact on the fetus."

"You, how do you know I'm pregnant?" I remember that I didn't mention it just now, and Qin Chi En should not have said it.

He said with a smile, "take a look, you should not be pregnant more than two months, look very bad."

“…… Dr. Liang, I want this baby. If the treatment will affect the fetus, I'll come to see you after the birth. Anyway, I won't take the baby away

I thought Liang Qingshan would warn me to take away the child again, and I would not die. Baby is my hope to live and want to think, without her, I still live for what? Isn't it like eating and dying?

He waved his hand and gave me a pulse. He said, "doctors are benevolent. They don't care about their lives. Besides, traditional Chinese medicine treatment has little or no effect on the fetus. You don't have to worry. "

After hearing this, I immediately adored the old doctor, and even began to give birth to a glimmer of hope. If I can stand up, even without love, I can do something else, at least in the city where Murphy is located.

"Your hair, is it because of a great stimulation?"

"This Yes

"This is because of the blockage of the vein, which leads to the reduction of melanin. I'm sure I can treat your white hair, but it will take a while."

“…… What about her neurologist? Can she stand up? " Qin Chi En is in a hurry and interrupts the enthusiastic Liang Qingshan.

"Young man, the traditional Chinese medicine pays attention to the root treatment, so everything has to be done slowly and can't be anxious. Your wife's illness depends on nature. If the neurons can respond a little, they can stimulate other nervous systems. If there is no response, there is no way

"Is that OK or not?"

Qin Chi En was so anxious that his face turned pale. He held more hope than me, so he was already a little flustered at the moment. But I don't care. We have seen many famous doctors before, but they are all at a loss. So even if the old Chinese medicine doctor looks very good, I don't expect so much.

That's all I've got and lost my life.

Liang Qingshan stopped him from interrupting so anxiously and drove him out. Then he asked the nurse to help me change into disposable clothes and let me lie on the cot and give me needles. He put the needle exactly where I was stabbed. It's just that I don't feel anything, it's not painful, I don't feel anything.

It took him a long time to pull out the needle and stare at the silver needle with a frown. "Miss Shen, are you stabbed by a poisoned knife? Who healed you before? "

"What, what?"

"How can you be cured if you don't have the right medicine after serious injury?"

He had been staring at the silver needle in his hand, and I could see that the needle seemed slightly blackened. Is it possible that when xiaohaochen stabbed me, he was poisoned?

So who is it? Yingshang? Or Dr. Ouyang, who seems to be in the sunshine?

At that time, Shang Ying said that if I couldn't stand up all my life, it was obviously a winning gesture, so she had already arranged this link and had a black hand.

I really don't understand, how can she be so cruel that a child's hands stained with blood? She was still poisoning her knife. She could do such a crazy thing.No wonder those famous doctors of Qin Chi enyue shook their heads when they saw my test report and said they were not saved. They only said that the nerve was broken and there was no way to repair it, but they didn't say that my injury had a deeper meaning.

Ouyang didn't prescribe the right medicine to the case. He wanted me to stand up. He was a private doctor of the business, so this kind of thing was done perfectly.

They just saved my life, because it was in exchange with Qin Chien. Without this deal, they would have killed me?

This damned woman, I won't let her go, I won't let her go. I want her to die in the most ugly way, in front of the people she wants most.