Chapter 181 - You want s.e.x? Fine, I will give you

"I don't care, as long as you will stop after we come together. All this you are saying would not waver my heart that longs for you. I'm pretty messed up. 

Your thoughts filled my head everyday and I just wanted to see you." Reuben said, but deep down he felt hurt by her words.

He felt hurt that she was talking about it like that. He felt hurt that she didn't even feel a thing for him. 

He was only handling it with maturity, because he knew well that Ella was trying to push him away. 

But he wouldn't allow it. 

Ella felt frustrated as the man wasn't even showing the reaction that she expected from him, at her words.

She wanted to make him leave her alone. 

She has passed the stage of redemption. She has slept with countless men and was nothing but an empty shell now. 

Those were her beliefs but Reuben wanted to make the empty shell get filled. 

To fill her with his love. 

Clara's words stung like a needle. If truly what her parents did to her was taken from her memory, how would she feel about herself, knowing the shameless stuff that she had done to get laid by men. 

Just for fun.

But nevertheless, instead of going into a relationship, she would rather remain single. 

This dude just came to waste his time. 

"You are younger than me." Ella said, trying to at least get him off her back, politely. 

"You slept with me." Reuben fired back. 

His gaze didn't waver from her own. He saw how she nearly dropped her facade and wore a sad expression, but she got it up again. 

"What!" Ella glared at him for his reply, as Clara words rang in her head for the second time. 

She actually felt bad at Reuben's reply. She knew he was younger than her before she slept with him then, so what's the point using that as an excuse now.

It's totally useless. She was messed up pretty badly. 

"I'm sorry for tricking you, but I'm not interested in getting into a relationship." Ella replied, politely with her eyes shut. 

She finally gave up on her attempt to use provocation to chase him away.

"I believe I can make you, as long as you don't push me away." Reuben replied.

This riled up her emotions again. 

Nothing seems to be working. Nothing seems to aid in getting this dude off her back. 

Ella stared at him, her inside boiling with anger. 'What the hell is wrong with this guy?' She asked in her head.

"You are still not giving up? Do you enjoy the s.e.x so much that you crave for more?" She decided to use her last option. 

Perhap the dude didn't want it to be a one time thing and still wanted to have a taste of her. 

She felt elated that her skin doesn't even require surgery. She would have freaked out if she hadn't learnt about Clara's secret about not being an ordinary human being. 

She had planned for her surgery and all, but the skin started smoothing the next day and within a week, it was just as radiant as before. 

Reuben watched him coming closer and closer, "Fine! Let's do it. You want more s.e.x? Fine! I'm gonna give it to you." Ella said and began getting rid of her clothes one after the other, as she walked closer to him.

"Just make sure to never contact me again after this. Or else, I won't care about our little fun before putting you behind the bar." she added, but Reuben remained the same.

She was now in her panties and bra in front of him, with her gaze full of determination. 

She didn't have plans for s.e.x, even though she has gotten addicted to it, but felt that it's for the best.

To get him to leave her alone, this was necessary. 

She slowly sat on his lap.

She hesitated a little when he saw how he maintained the same expression, but suddenly shook it off.

Actually, looking at him at this close proximity brings back the passion of their love making. The way he grinds his c.o.c.k inside her and kissee her so passionately. 

They just met, but he was so serious about his feelings then and everything he did was with care, yet very satisfying. 

The way he kissed her forehead after their love making session and smiled softly at her. 

Elle was cursing and mocking his every action in her head on that day, because stuff like that can't get to her. 

She was following up then and acting cute, but the dude thought he had found the one.

Now that he came bugging her with his feelings and how she had started to doubt if she wanted to keep up with having s.e.x with numerous guys, the remembrance of that night bring warmth. 

It felt so nice, and right now, she wanted to feel his body again. 

Perhaps she could just get to delude herself that the guy wasn't after her body and enjoy his warmth for the last time. 

She should pretend not to be filthy and feel like a good woman for once. 

Her lashes fluttered and her eyes glued to his lips. 

It was deep red like those vampire's one in myth. Eyes so beautiful and feature well chiseled. 

Immediately she leaned to close in on Reuben lips, he ducked his head, and evaded it. 

She gasped as he flipped her over on the couch, and looked down at her face. 

He was now towering above her, making her entrance heating up and craving. 

"I don't need your body if I can't have your heart. I won't force you to show me affection, but at least give me a chance to pursue you. 

If you still think that I'm not worthy to be with, after the trial, then I won't bother you anymore." Reuben said.

"I will give up and let you go like you wished, but for now, Give me a chance." He added.