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"Rushing!" Wave! The torrential rivers never stopped flowing!

The world's affairs had been mixed into a torrential tide after everything had been tidied up!

Love you hate you, do you know?

I have enough undulations in my heart!

… ….

I pray that there is no pain of love,

However, it was difficult to stop the flow of tears.

I pray that you, who have left,

And he began to sing again, the song you taught.

I don't blame you;

I, know, I know!

I'm like that one, Firebird.

I want to sing that song, to walk through the ends of the earth! "

In Ye Wuhai's heart, he already did not know how much of the days of loneliness and grievances he had left to tell others. However, he found the best way — to record them truthfully and to tell himself; or perhaps one day he would tell the world:

"In this complicated world, if everyone could be in debt and pay their debts, then there would be no grievances or disputes in this world and there would be no war.

Always do what you love to do. Slowly, you will know what to do, what not to do, what to think and what not to think. Do what you want, with a comfortable mood, do not force yourself. Be aware of the speed with which time passes; do not sit still, do not wait all the time; catch up with time nervously and actively. It's like chasing the sun, the stars, the moon. You don't feel empty, bored, and have nothing to do, and of course you don't feel lonely, lost, sad, miserable, sad, resentful.

Smart people should try to eliminate meaningless fantasies, namely, the fleeting and worthless reactions of brain matter. A smart person, his mind will have one idea after another, and will also dispel one idea after another, ultimately choose to act, to implement, this is the decision, this is the choice.

Stars are the crystallization of the sun and the moon at night. If you compare the sun to a man, and the moon to a woman, then the earth is the third party to the sun and the moon. Of course, you can also say that the moon is the third party between the sun and the earth. Tragic! Alas! It was unknown when the universe, the world, and the sea of people would be able to eliminate a third party. The worries and sorrows of the world lie with the third person.

It has been said that the power of love is great. She could make people rejuvenate, she could even make people come back to life. Love and affection should be renewed and developed from time to time, and she will be full of life. Therefore, a person's profession, hobbies, and playthings can be changed, but never the person you love, because her world is always new, you will never discover enough!

One learns to be the sun, and to exude light and heat like the sun, without needing anything, without the protection, supply, or upbringing of others. He was always so radiant, and his eyes were like the blazing sun.

On the road, on the journey of life, there are many people, things, things that can seduce you, but don't stay too long. As long as "the time and place of many people", you should avoid as much as possible! For example, car accidents, lottery, 'spring festivities', 'festivities', 'gambling places', 'brothels', juggling, playing tricks, trickery, and trap games. In this way, you may no longer be lost, cheated, hurt, or injured! Think of them as passing clouds, even if you don't even glance at them, think of them as only you exist, like no one else is there, and go where you are most needed. In this way, you will gradually achieve — — the will of the god, condensing into! You yourself will set a glorious example for more people, not to be seduced by foreign objects, and not to seduce others of the opposite sex. One day, you will be defeated by loneliness, not defeated by loneliness!

Humans should learn self-awakening, self-mockery, self-esteem, self-love, self-confidence, self-cherishment, self-abasement, self-abasement, self-defense, and freedom. That is to say, one must learn to love oneself, like the lotus flower gentleman 'unsullied'. A true hero can become a lonely loser! "

However, to Ye Wuhai, the debts he owed were simply too much. Whether it was to his family back home or to the woman who had come into contact with him many times, it was already a difficult task for him to remember. It was even more so a difficult debt. Similarly, more people owe him the love debt, has been "unable to cut, the repayment of chaos"! It was too difficult for them to completely remove the grievances and hatred between them. Grief and hatred had been accumulated for too long, and would inevitably lead to bloodshed and war. This would bring about the greatest man-made disaster in the world. The consequences were incomparable, but what were the benefits? Ye Wuhai wished that the world could eliminate these harmful grievances, hatred, carnage and wars. He wished so much that people could live in a "blissful and blissful" "space filled with universe space for a long time. Although he knew that this was a faraway dream, he could still imagine what that distant dream was like. And this thought of his would one day become a reality.

It was precisely because he had such thoughts that he took great care to restrain his words and actions, hoping that he was a loyal, filial, and loving hero. He didn't want to waste his time, energy, and emotions, and even more so, he didn't want his emotions to be vented out to another woman. Because, his purest and purest love, had already been completely devoted to Ruan Xiaofeng. For him to once again move away from love, it was even harder than ascending to heaven, and even harder to love than cutting off his flesh. He would often look at the note that Xiaofeng had left for him with Xiaofeng's handwriting on it, "Tonight at noon, to save your master. If things didn't work out, he would rather die. "Thoughtful will never change his mind."

It was because he stubbornly missed his old relationship and refused to accept new women that he had offended a number of women who wanted to get close to him. There were some women who hated him from sadness and hesitation to hatred, and there were even some who wished that they could kill him. did not keep all these situations in the dark, but he clearly understood them in his heart. He knew that he had lost the love of his past; now he would have many choices, who to choose, who to choose. Although he was very smart, he didn't want to choose between the two. Whether it was Cheng Yuanyuan, Chen Xiaonan, or Bai Yanli, Shi Xiaomei... One from the middle can't help but offend more people and make one of them love the other. If he had to make a choice, it would be either all or all. Since it was impossible to choose all of them, he could only give up and let him bear all the grievances and anger himself. And he must not choose one of them to suffer with him. Because he knew in his heart, "The heart of a woman is the most benevolent heart, the heart of a woman is the most gentle heart, the heart of a woman is the most mysterious heart, the heart of a woman is the most enchanting heart, and the heart of a woman is the most forgiving; but the heart of a woman, or the most vicious heart, can hurt a heart, a sincere heart." Don't let love drown you, the lost path back is a hero, the prodigal son return is not change. If you do not turn back even after bumping into the south wall, you will lose forever without even knowing that you will be forced back. " Love and women are like water flowers, like the water that can turn over a boat, that is, soft and strong, like a flexible sword, a little carelessness, can cause one to fall into a bottomless abyss. As a man of his ambition, he should never repeat the same mistake. If he suffered too much from it, he would regret it for the rest of his life! We should recognize the situation, seize the opportunity and get through the danger in one fell swoop.

Ruan Xiaofeng's sad departure, the princess's haughty arrogance, Chen Xiaonan's petite and romantic character, Shi Xiaomei's countless strings, Bai Yanli's tender feelings, the mysteriousness of the "Queen of Spades", and Li Xiandan's valiant and valiant demeanor, all of these entwined at the bottom of Ye Wuhai's heart at all times, for a long time. But he had made up his mind that, whether they were close or far, he could only see them as passing clouds, and that he could no longer catch one of them by the wind as they moved suddenly and suddenly in his mind. However, the consequences of his actions, even though they restrained him, they left behind many grievances and hatred for those girls that desired to approach him. Sometimes he felt a woman hating him, a woman pressing her sword against his back. He had to ask himself if he, too, was a man to kill.

This was how the world worked. When you are struggling for something, pursuing it, asking it, going through countless failures, you are anxious, lost, exhausted, lamenting the misfortune of life, feeling the coming of death; however, when you are about to leave the human race with all the pain in your body and a haggard look on your face, the Goddess of Fate smiles back at you and quietly walks towards you. Could this be true? Most of them were probably fictions from novels! What sincere and pure love? Women see you have no money, what kind of love! Can you be full if you feel like drinking water? The most important thing is to ask a woman!

Ye Wuhai had already maintained a state of silence with regards to the favors, grief and hatred towards the many young girls. Because he knew in his heart that silence was gold, silence made people more stable and mature, and patience was gold. For the affairs of the world, whether it be love or war, we should "be strict with ourselves and be lenient with others". It had to be known that tolerance was water, and hatred was fire! If a man did not have a certain bearing and did not care about everything, it would make people look down on him. As the saying goes, "Endure a single step and let the sea and sky be vast"; "The world is like a chess piece, let a single move not be a loss, the heart is like a sea, a hundred rivers, a river, a river, a river, a river, a river, a river, a river, a river, a river, a river …" To be able to tolerate people while also giving out their love. Because if you give love, you have love; if you give her love too much, you will have her heart and body. But you may not feel or even feel these things, and you can only blame yourself for not being understanding, much less finding a way to explore her inner world.

Thinking back to the past, Ye Wuhai had so much love for Shi Xiaomei, and he so much love for Ruan Xiaofeng. But it is often the deeper the love, the sorrier the pain, and the more pure and noble the love. The so-called "sweet melon, bitter in birth, sweet in ripe", "bitter cauliflower, bitter in flower, but sweet in root." Therefore, when a person is truly mature and truly in love, they would frantically embrace the person they love.

But up until now, the person he truly loved had already left. Every time he thought of her, he would say to himself:

"Silence is gold, and the golden man is sealed. Silence is a kind of call. Don't think that I don't have love in my heart. Don't think that my love for you is too little. Do you know that I pray deeply, think in silence, wake up in sleep, and hold a lot of love. Nobility need not be proven, shedding timid hesitation, perplexed confusion, honest self-exposure for the first time, without any confession. Noble, is not to step on the peak of the unbridled, fall into the valley of the unforgiving, indomitable, honor and disgrace of the realm. No feelings, rich clothes, good food and no taste. With true feelings, even boiled water is sweet. Sincerity, that is the opening of the stone, that is the sea, that is the collapse of the earth; sincerity, is silent, is lonely loneliness, is lonely loneliness, is missing, is waiting, how can you say that I do not have love in my heart?

It was fate that allowed them to meet for a thousand miles. It was fate that led them not to know each other. It was just a thin thread, but it was so close to him, yet it was like the distance between the heavens and the earth! Beautiful women were like flowers in the clouds! The key to success might only be an instant. He didn't know, but he had to wait! A success, a happy ending! The flowers were falling, the water flowing without mercy. After a few rounds of sunset red, only then would he be able to win. Ten years of cultivation together with the boat, a thousand years of cultivation together with sleep. Age flowers are similar, but age people are different. If the relationship was long, then how could it be in the morning and evening? Let me tell you, Xiaofeng, I will love myself during the journey of my life. I will have love, and no love. He loved her so much that he didn't have to say it. What he said was better to do it. But speaking and doing must be combined. To be able to talk in the empty air, one must not exaggerate or speak empty words. If one wanted to speak, they must do it. If they did, they must succeed. If everyone could deceive only your sweetheart, or no one, then there would be no evil, no fighting, no smuggling, no drug trafficking, no robbery, no war. What humans loved to hide the most was their evil nature. If they let it succeed, it would inevitably bring disaster upon their country and people. Therefore, money and materials were not bad, but bad for the human heart. The internal and external environment should be fundamentally eliminated. If one's inner environment was pure and clean, then there would be crime, hunger, cold, sadness, hesitation and pain. The truest words and most false words should exist between the person in his heart. The one who loves is willing to be cheated to death, and the other relationships should not be cheated, hidden and overdone. In this way, everything in the world was calm and unperturbed.

Therefore, man must, like nature, express himself frankly. Like the waters of the Yangtze River, there are rapids (valor), places of water, and places of slow advance, just as one's heart tides change — passion, stress, adaptation, stability, bad moods; so, too, one's behavior is a process of natural change to dynamic equilibrium — tension → movement → balance. Sometimes, therefore, when one reveals one's secrets, one can hide one's own, and that is the secret that leads one to nature. As the saying goes, "If you don't want anyone to know, do nothing but yourself." Paper can never contain a secret that is like fire. The more he wanted to conceal it, the more the 'curious person' wanted to uncover this secret. Now that everyone knew about it, it was no surprise that it was kept a secret. Naturally, this secret was more easily kept a secret from the public. However, revealing a secret is like the birth of a newborn baby. It has to go through a difficult and dangerous process, which requires a heavy price, hardships, and even risks one's life in order to reach 'equilibrium and stability'. "

A man in love is not his own free will; a man in government is not his own free will; a man in the martial arts world is not free. It was only recently that he had gotten rid of his "grudges". However, who knew if the Thirteen Taiji Swords would come and take revenge on him in the future? What was even more unfortunate was that while Ye Wuhai was in the Imperial Palace, he did not know that "Bloody Wash Mountain" had already passed, nor did he know that there were already rumors circulating in the Jianghu that said that he had killed "Thirteen Taiji Swords" in the Nine-Layered Suns, and that it was a crime that would be difficult to settle for all eternity.

In the capital, Ye Wuhai did not know a thing about his hometown, so he had no time to care about it anymore. However, he did not return home for a long time, but the home family did not worry about his life and family.

Today, was already the 23rd day. Outside Xuzhou's doors, Ye Guobin, Ye Jialin, Ye Dongsheng, and the others watched the handicapped second young master, Ye Jinfeng, gallop north, as if it was a tragic farewell. The entire family of Ye Family felt as if their hearts had followed the second young master to his inn, flying all the way to the distant Xiejing City.

After a long journey, Ye Jinfeng departed from the Xuzhou, passed through Xiao County, Yang Shan, Yu Cheng, Shang Zhou, Ning Ling, civil rights, Lan Ke, and rushed straight to the anaerobic beam, where he followed the southern shore of the Yellow River through Zhongmu, Zheng Province, Ying Yang, Gong County, Zhuang Shi, Luoyang, Xin An, Yi Ma, Qi Chi, San Men Gorge, Shaanxi County, Ling Bao and all the rest of the Tongguan, then followed the Wei River south to pass through Hua Yin, Hua Shan, Hua County, Wei Nan, and Lishan, and finally arrived at the Capital City Chang'an on the 25th of September.

At this time, Ye Jinfeng was walking on the busy streets, holding onto the white dragonhorse, and not in the mood to appreciate the local customs and practices in the capital. What he was thinking was to find his third brother, Ye Wuhai, as soon as possible and teach him a lesson in front of his face. As he walked, he saw a warrior wearing a straw hat approaching him and leading him to a quiet corner. At this time, that person took off his straw hat and revealed his face. Ye Jinfeng knew immediately that this person was the "Shen-Xing Tai Wei" God Taiji. Without waiting for him to speak, Shen Taiji had already told him: "Hero Ye! "It's not a normal situation right now. You should be more careful if you show up in the capital."

"Thank you Shentaibao for your warning. I believe you definitely know my brother Ye Wuhai. I came to the capital to discuss some family matters with him. I wonder if Shentaibao can introduce us? "

"Since you brothers have your own family matters, I am willing to help." So, Shen Taiji brought Ye Jinfeng into the Daming Palace, found Ye Wuhai who was calmly writing a book in the palace, and said his goodbyes. However, Ye Wuhai, who was still writing diligently, did not notice the scene outside his body. Only when Ye Jinfeng walked to the front of his table, did he put down his brush and raised his head to look. This look was nothing serious, but Ye Wuhai was very surprised, not knowing whether to be happy or if there was going to be a disaster. He knew in his heart that his second brother, Ye Jinfeng, had silently entered the house and came before him. Moreover, his second brother had come all the way to the capital to see him, it was definitely because something big had happened in his hometown. Otherwise, he wouldn't be in such a hurry to see him. Ye Wuhai who was in a daze and complicated, hurriedly got up, and said: "So it was second brother who came here! "Why didn't you inform third brother so that I could come and greet you at the door?"

"Humph!" Ye Jinfeng did not appreciate it at all, and said: "I dare not trouble you with this trip! "You are currently a high-ranking official, eating delicacies from mountains and seas and living in a pavilion or palace. How can I, a commoner of the martial arts world, be worthy of your presence?"

"Why does second brother say that?" Ye Wuhai did not mind Ye Jinfeng's words, and said: "You and I are brothers, what I do as a brother, to welcome and be a brother is reasonable! Second brother! Please sit down! "

"Thank you!" Ye Jinfeng did not want to sit down, so he said: "I am not here to make small talk with you, I only want to ask you, are you coming home with me right now?"

Ye Wuhai was startled by the question. This put him in a difficult position, but when he saw the expression on his second brother's face, he had no choice but to explain, "Second brother! I have so many tasks on my hands now, when I'm done with them, I'll definitely go home and visit my family. "

"That means you're not coming back with me now!" Ye Jinfeng glared at Ye Wuhai and said: What face do you have to return home in the future?

Ye Jinfeng's righteous words seemed to have made Ye Wuhai understand the meaning behind them. However, he had thought that the reunion of the two brothers was a joyous occasion, but why was Second Brother so angry at him today? So he tried to speak, "Please don't be angry, second brother! I've been in the capital for a long time, and it's hard for me to take care of my parents.

"That's more than that?" Ye Jinfeng's anger had not dissipated, and he said: "Look at the good deeds you've done in the martial arts world! Being hunted down and roaming the world is extremely infamous! "

Hearing this, Ye Wuhai was puzzled. He had always valued his words and deeds in the Jianghu Martial Forest World, and had always striven to make himself a noble warrior, a chivalrous warrior who exterminated violence and safety. He had never done anything wicked or wicked, and if one were to say that he had gone too far, perhaps he had only done so with the "bloodshed", but that was also to avenge his wife's death, and to create a favorable opportunity for the imperial government to eliminate the bandits. Why did second brother evaluate him like that? However, he did not intend to pursue the matter any further. Still smiling, he said, "Being in the martial arts world, one cannot help it!"

"You really know how to explain yourself! Let me ask you, where did you throw our Ye Family's ancestral treasure, the 'Myriad Treasures Jade'? "

After he asked this question, Ye Wuhai instantly understood ninety percent of it, "So Second Brother was angry at me because of this matter." However, things were not as simple as he had imagined. He would definitely not be able to think of what had happened back home. When he saw his second brother asking about this matter, he could not help but feel a deep wound in his heart. Didn't he want to retrieve the lost Myriad Treasures Jade? In this life, he had engraved it into his heart and written it into his memoirs! He swore that one day, he would find what he lost. Helpless, he could only answer truthfully, "To be honest, I have already lost this item for a year, but I have never forgotten about it. I swear I will find it. "

"I'm afraid that even if I find my way to death, I'll still be unable to find any results!"

"NO!" Second brother! I already have a clue who has this item. It is a pity that this man was knocked out of the stage, and was ambushed and killed by someone. The 'Myriad Treasures Jade' fell into the hands of someone else, and should be in the hands of the Qi Dan assassin, Aliye Ku'er! "

"Heh heh!" In his hands, "Ye Jinfeng could not help but sneer:" An unpredictable killer of the martial arts world! It's been over a year, but can you get it back? What's the difference between having a clue here and not having a clue here? "In any case, I think you should stop being so stubborn. Hurry up and come home with me!"

"Second Brother! You can't force others to do what they want! "

"What?" To be stronger than you?! " Ye Jinfeng could no longer hold back the anger in his chest, and suddenly pulled out something from his chest. He put the nail on the table: "Look what I brought you!"

Thus, Ye Wuhai looked over when he heard the sound. The mere sight of it was enough to stun him! He only saw that there was a spirit tablet on the table, and impressively, the words on it were "The spirit tablet of the Imperial Letter of Yay".

"AHH!" "Father!" Ye Wuhai cried out in alarm, came forward and grabbed his spirit tablet, and instantly burst into tears. In the midst of his tears, his father's spirit tablet became even more indistinct. He could not support himself any longer and knelt down in front of the table, crying.

"Father! Why didn't you wait for your son to see you again? If your unfilial son didn't send you to your death, your son would never be able to make up for it in this life. Father! This time, I will definitely go to your grave and visit your old man. "

At this time, Ye Jinfeng, who was always standing behind Ye Wuhai, saw his third brother's heartbroken appearance, and took the opportunity to say: "Father is now buried in the north of the Cloud Dragon Mountain, if you still have any filial piety, you will immediately return with me to my hometown."

When the grief-stricken Ye Wuhai heard this, he asked Ye Jinfeng while choking back his emotions, "How did father die? "Why didn't you send me a message earlier?"

"Send you a letter in advance?" Would it be enough? You're thousands of miles away, why didn't you go home early? "

"Father's health has always been good, so how could I have known this would happen? I had planned to go back to the village to visit my parents on the Nine-Nine Suns Festival. But on that day, the 'Thirteen Taiji Swords' invited me to a decisive battle in the wilderness at Xianyang, so we delayed the matter. "

"Humph!" The famous "Thirteen Taiji Swords" in the martial arts world has already found your head, you are very mighty. But what was the result? They didn't kill you, but they were killed by a group of killers from the martial arts world. Isn't this all because of you? "

At this time, Ye Wuhai said guiltily, "You already know this already. Now that the martial arts world was in turmoil, the number of martial artists that had died tragically was innumerable. Even if the Thirteen Taiji Swords and the four Spring and Autumn Elders do not come out of seclusion, I am afraid they will not be able to escape their doom. "

"So you are not responsible? Forget it! I'm not going to argue with you about this. I'm only asking you, are you coming back with me right now? "

After hearing Ye Jinfeng's third question, Ye Wuhai seemed to have begged and said: "Second Brother! I just hope that you can let me keep my father's spirit tablet for now. I will definitely return to my hometown one day. "

When Ye Jinfeng heard these words, he was instantly enraged; he had already lost all hope in him. Good advice is hard to persuade to die. "His good intentions were thoroughly destroyed. Therefore, he stepped forward, grabbed back his father's spirit tablet from Ye Wuhai's hands and shouted: "Father has passed away, and you still haven't returned home! "From now on, you just have to wait for the assassins to send you to the heavens!"

With that, Ye Jinfeng turned and left. Just then, Princess Wan Hua Cheng Yuanyuan came over quietly and met with Ye Jinfeng. Seeing that, Ye Jinfeng turned to look at Ye Wuhai who was still kneeling, and coldly said: "I was wondering why you are not willing to go home, you actually have a beauty to accompany you. Humph! Heavy color, light filial piety! You and I will break off all ties from now on! "

With that, Ye Jinfeng resolutely left.

Furthermore, the current Ye Wuhai, when he heard his second brother say such heartless words, had long ago broken his heart. He knew that his second brother would never come see him again. Everything was already irreparable. He only hated that the princess had come at the wrong time. Just how much of a misunderstanding would she cause him? He and she would forever leave behind the shadow of unreconciled love in his second brother. However, this could only be blamed on second brother's suspicious nature. How could he blame the princess? In that moment, Ye Wuhai's mind was in a mess, he could not make a sound.

At this time, Princess Wan Hua quietly walked to Ye Wuhai's side and asked in concern, "Why is your second brother so fierce towards you? Did you guys quarrel? "

"Cough!" It's all my fault! " Ye Wuhai still remained on his knees in grief, and muttered: "But from now on, he might not recognize me as his third brother anymore."

"Why do you two brothers quarrel? Did something happen back home? "

Hearing the princess' concerned greetings, Ye Wuhai answered truthfully: "Ever since I came to the capital, I have only returned to my hometown to visit my parents twice. But this time, I will never see him again. When my father died, I couldn't even wait for him in front of the old man's bed. I... Am I a man to be killed, too? I might as well let the Thirteen Taiji Swords kill me. Save me the unfilial title of leaving you with a string of curses. "

"Actually, I can tell that your second brother did it out of kindness. Your second brother wants you to return to your hometown to pay your respects to your father because he wants to take this opportunity to let you escape the pursuit of your martial arts enemies. "

"Hide? Can you hide? I'm useless! I was unable to comprehend the good intentions of second brother, so I went for broke. "

"I can't blame you for all of this! "Your second brother is getting a bit angry …"

"You can't blame my second brother!" Ye Wuhai immediately stopped the Princess's judgement and said in pain: "You can only blame me! I blame myself for not being able to look after my father. I have left my home for a long time, far away in the capital. Not to mention second brother, even mother, sister, big brother and fourth brother would blame me in such a way. Ever since I was young, my father has loved me the most. He must have been calling my name before he died. But I, will never hear it. Tell me, how can I, an unfilial wanderer, have the face to go home again? "He really deserves to die."

"Don't blame yourself like that. Actually, a person cannot be revived even if they were to die. If you go back now, you will still not be able to see your father. It would be better to sacrifice your father in front of his grave another day, and at the same time, dispel the guilt in your heart. "

"If only my second brother could think like you. But I really can't leave the capital now. Just like this, in a fit of anger, Second Brother and I parted ways (darts). How can I feel good about this? "

Princess Wan Hua saw that Ye Wuhai looked extremely guilty, she walked forward and slowly pulled him up, and said: "It's harmless! I, like you, am deeply saddened by your father's death. But now that you are dead, you should grieve. Let's go! There's someone waiting for you outside. "