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From my memory, only two words have been indoctrinated: loyalty!

I think, in this life, I will live for loyalty, and finally die for loyalty.

However, in the long life, there will inevitably be some accidents, and she is the accident in my life, or the doom in my life.

Being hugged by a woman from behind for the first time is not only a surprise, but also a strange experience.

Looking back, to see her eyes lost look, I know, she recognized the wrong person.

I thought that she would never appear in front of me again; however, only two days later, she appeared in my sight again and brought me a plate of cakes made by her own hands.

No one ever cooked for me when I was so old, and she was the first one.

So, even though I know that she is through me to miss the man she loves, I am still willing, just because I don't want to see too much sadness in her eyes.

Finally, I learned that the man she loved was the Lord I was loyal to. At that moment, I had an indescribable taste in my heart.

From her increasingly thin face and crazy eyes, I know that her love is crazy, even crazy.

And me?

I do not know when, her figure, has gradually integrated into my eyes, my heart.

Maybe from the moment she gave me the first hug,

maybe from the moment she cooked for me.

Perhaps it was from the moment when her eyes twinkled with blazing love.

Maybe

But in the final analysis, no matter which moment, I fell in love with her, it is an indisputable fact.

I don't want her to lose weight, and I don't want her to suffer because of love.

So, I told her a secret, a secret that she may get the happiness she wants, but I may pay for my life because of this secret.

After all, she left my life with a secret.

Also from the moment she left, my life began to become muddled, not to think, not to look forward to, just waiting, I should have the end of the arrival.

The moment I was brought to the Lord, I knew that my life was over.

Because from the moment I betrayed the word "loyalty", I should have been a dead man.

But unexpectedly, the Lord not only didn't kill me, but also let me marry her.

However, I know that the man she wants from the beginning to the end is only the master, and I can't destroy her dream and expectation, so even if I have a heart, I still refuse.

However, the Lord is so clever; he only needs a small threat to make me go.

Indeed, even if she hates me for ruining her dream and her happiness, I can't watch her be ruined by other men.

More will not watch her, casually married a man, arranged by the Lord.

Even though I am not the one she loves, at least I am the one who loves her.

I can spend all my life to make up for her hurt and cheat

On the wedding day, everything is so smooth, smooth let me have a kind of illusion, like that moment, really is our love wedding.

She is a happy bride, and I am a happy bridegroom.

But illusion is illusion after all. After a night of love, it is her hysterical cry and undisguised hatred.

I know that when she hates me, she hates me even more. She plays tricks on her lord and Emperor. Therefore, she becomes more and more paranoid and unreasonable.

But even so, I just feel that her love is too deep to extricate herself.

After all, her anger and jealousy made her sneak into the palace and try to take the crown prince away. I wanted to stop her, but I was soft hearted because of her few words.

Take her and the prince to escape from the palace and hide in the residence where they once worked.

This plan, let her slowly learn to put down, but the emperor's accident, no doubt once again aroused her heart all hate factor.

And then the Lord, who came to her, gave her heartless words, like a sharp blade, which made her lose both ways.

Fortunately, at the critical moment, the crown prince was in no way hurt, but fell in love with the emperor in a pool of blood

I don't have time to see and think more. I just instinctively take her and gallop out of the bamboo forest.

The pursuers behind me, little by little, were approaching at the moment when they were approaching the cliff. I suddenly had a ridiculous idea that if we were to die hand in hand, it would be a happy thing.

When I was distracted, the other side suddenly took up the bow and arrow and shot at her quickly and accurately. I instinctively blocked the fatal arrow for her. The next second, I jumped off the cliff with her in my arms.

I thought we were going to die, but when we opened our eyelids again, we were in a farmhouse.

It turned out that when we fell off the cliff, we were rescued by a passing medicine collector. At that time, I had been in a coma for four days and four nights.During the period of bedridden, her eyes no longer have hate, no longer have resentment, just like a real wife, she can't take care of me.

At that moment, a sense of happiness that never existed spread in my body.

Although she said that the reason why she did this was just to help me save my life, it was enough, really enough.

As long as she has a little bit of feedback, it is a great satisfaction for me.

We stayed in the col for months, because we all knew that if we went out rashly, we would be caught.

But deep down in my heart, I don't want us to stay in this depression for a lifetime until we grow old.

However, the dream is a dream after all, but the cruelty of reality.

Her deep heart unwilling and obsession, after all calm, or cause her to leave the col, walking in the bustling downtown.

I thought that we would still be met by posters, but I never expected that we would be met by Binghuang Road, and he had already taken charge of the expedition.

At that moment, there was a stroke of happiness in my heart.

Thankfully he's gone, she won't do anything crazy.

However, I know that she is not happy, even slightly worried.

Yes! worry!

Even if he lost her, hurt her, deceived her, she was still worried about him.

She was afraid that he would have an accident on the battlefield and that he would never come back.

Even though she kept hating and complaining, she still didn't want him to die or have an accident.

Often see her standing at the window, sad figure, my heart, like a needle like pain.

I don't want her pain, and I don't want her sad, I want to make her happy, but I know very well that I don't have the ability to make her happy, because her eyes, her heart, can only accommodate a man, a man who can't hope.

All things in the world, only he can make her smile

On that day, she went out for a trip, and when she came back, she was very happy and had never been so happy.

I know. It must have something to do with him.

Sure enough, she said, he has returned triumphantly.

I smile, with her smile, but deep in my heart, that can not hide the uneasiness, remind me, all the peace, should end.

Looking at her every day, I happily calculate the date of his return, one day, two days, three days Until half a month later, the army came back, but he was not in the army.

At that moment, I saw tension and panic from her eyes.

It turned out that something had happened to him. As for what had happened, no one knew.

Time, in the passage of a day.

She began to become irritable, and even, desperate to run to the border, to find out.

I stopped her and told her that there was no news, which might be good news.

In the end, although her people did not leave, her heart had already flew to his side.

Muddle through the day, just waiting for his news.

More than half a month later, I suddenly heard that he had come back.

Her wandering eyes finally got focus.

She said that she wanted to go to the capital to see him with her own eyes so that she could feel at ease.

I know that if she doesn't see him safe with her own eyes, her heart will not be stable; so I agreed.

Just because, want to see smile from her face again, even for other men.

Perhaps, from the beginning to the end, my love is morbid, willing to compromise for her, and even want to personally send her to the man she loves.

And her love, is it not morbid?

It took us two days to get there.

The first news is that he is about to marry the emperor.

At that moment, I once again from her eyes, see the long lost jealousy and unwilling.

My heart, for no reason to miss the beat.

A wave of uneasiness spread to my limbs.

And this uneasiness was confirmed not long after.

After all, she chose to die and tell his life story, so that he was surrounded by thousands of soldiers on the eve of his marriage.

He broke through all the encirclement and set foot on the road of escape, and she followed all the way.

It's not so much revenge as forcing him to accept him.

But even if he died, he didn't want to give her a look.

She smiles, laughs crazily, tears fall from the corner of her eyes one by one

She said that she hated, but I know that she just loved but not resented and unwilling.

Follow the road, long and difficult, she did not know, from the beginning to the end, I are silently behind her, watching her, for the man she loves, crazy, torture each other.

I know that this road of chasing and escaping will not be long, but I never thought that she would end this farce by ending her own life.When I watched her, for him to block the deadly sword, the blood in my body, instant coagulation.

At the last moment of my life, I held her in my arms.

Her more and more cold fingertips, stroked my cheek, let me live well, and a - sorry!

But she doesn't know, what I want is never her sorry, but a look in her eyes, a smile looking back

Li Er! Li Er

How cruel and stupid are you?

And me?

Why not?

Once, I thought, as long as the efforts to stick to, to fight for, there will eventually be influence her day, there will eventually be a happy day.

However, my connivance did not make her go astray. Instead, I personally sent her to the road of the yellow spring.

Perhaps, this is the punishment for my betrayal of loyalty.

And this, for her, may be the best ending.

Because only death can free her completely

and I

Will live well, because, this is what she expected.

Even in the long years, missing and regret, torture my conscience.

I still, will suffer every day

In front of her grave, touching her tombstone.

I hope that if there is an afterlife, the first man she meets is me.

In this way, she won't make mistakes again and again until the mud foot is deep.

If we say that she is the robbery in my life, then I am willing to die for her.

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