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I was brought up by a wet nurse.

I've heard that I was the daughter of a wealthy family, but because my parents died in the hands of robbers, my family was ruined and I fell into the folk.

In my memory, I'm not a daughter, I'm just a girl who works hard for life.

When I thought that all my life I would have to endure and work hard for life, he appeared in front of me like a God

He stretched out his hand to me and rescued me from those hooligans. At that moment, I seemed to see a glimmer of light in my dark life.

I said, I have no relatives, willing to go with him, willing to serve the old lady.

He was silent.

When I thought I had no hope, he finally let go and was willing to take me away with him.

At that moment

Never had a happy and happy, full of heart.

From the moment I made up my mind to go back to the mansion with him, I was ready to be a servant girl. However, instead of letting me be a servant girl, he made me look respectable and live in the mansion like a daughter.

I know that the reason for such a good treatment is due to the old lady's love for me.

So, the next day, I try to please the old lady, always accompany the old lady's side, to solve her problems, because only in this way, I have more opportunities to contact him, to understand him.

Finally

As I grow up, I can't hide my admiration for him.

The old lady looked in the eyes, happy in the heart, happy to see the match with us.

At that moment, my heart beat out of my chest.

And he said, I just treat her as a sister, and then completely put me into the bottomless abyss.

For a moment, it made me feel that my love was so weak.

I covered my mouth and tried my best to hold back tears. I ran away without looking back.

But even so, I still love him, deeply love, as long as the thought of one day, will leave his side, there is an unspeakable pain, eroding my limbs.

Time is constantly passing in the entanglement

When the old lady closed her eyes, she gave me to him after all.

He should make a promise before bed, he said, even if he didn't marry me, he would take care of me for the rest of his life.

At that moment, sad at the same time, there is a satisfaction.

As long as I can always be with him and look at his face every day, I think I will be satisfied.

However, God is against me.

The emperor suddenly became seriously ill. As the only prince of the new moon Dynasty, he must be duty bound to take over the burden of the imperial government. He is busy going out early and coming back late every day. It's hard to meet him.

Later

When the emperor died, the new emperor was appointed regent, and he moved into the palace without hesitation, leaving me alone in the huge Rui palace.

At that time, I was awakened by nightmares every night. I dreamt that he didn't want me. He left with her woman

I am afraid, hesitating, even more afraid, for fear that the nightmare will come true, for fear that one day, he will be far away from me.

So

On the 15th day of the first lunar new year, when he came back to offer incense, I would force him, pester him, and let him marry me as his wife, because only in this way can I stay with him forever and have children for him.

But his answer is still to refuse.

Until that time, I decided to force by death. I thought that he would be soft hearted in his love for many years, but the answer he gave me remained unchanged.

In desperation, a beautiful shadow came into my eyes without warning.

In my eyes, she is not delicate enough, and she is not the kind of woman who makes people look amazing in the past, but she is the only one who can make brother Rui's mood change.

At that moment, my intuition told me that this woman might be the one who robbed brother Rui. Therefore, after brother Rui left, I mistakenly hurt her in the dispute.

But at this time, brother Rui told me that she was the Emperor today, and I had to leave Beijing immediately. I begged him, begged him, and let him leave me, but he was the undoubted one to send me away.

I know that this is just an excuse for him to get rid of me, but he still deceives himself and comforts others. The reason why brother Rui wants to send me away is for my good

To the south of the Yangtze River.

Hao Meiren always knocks on the side and asks me to find a husband for me. I don't know whether it is her own meaning or brother Rui's meaning. But no matter who it is, I won't marry, because in this life, I won't marry any man except brother Rui.

At that time, I also thought that I would not provoke any man except brother Rui in my life, but

On that day, a familiar trance figure appeared in my sight without warning.Heart can not hide the joy, so that I did not hesitate to rush up, his own back around the waist, but when he looked back at the moment, my heart, suddenly like falling into the ice.

Not brother Rui, not brother Rui

Disappointed at the same time, I can not help but close to him, just because his back, too much like brother Rui, can give me a touch of comfort when I miss.

That day

I was surprised to learn from him the life experience of brother Rui and the grudge between brother Rui and Duanmu family. I laughed, and I knew that my opportunity had come.

So, at the same time that Hao Meiren left Jiangnan, I fled and returned to the capital.

I thought, I will see a smile to welcome me back.

But never thought, to meet me is, they seem to be a picture of three.

I'm angry, I hate.

The monstrous jealousy almost engulfed my reason and made me want to tear duanmuyan to pieces.

But in the end, I put up with all the jealousy and hatred. I have to wait until a time when I can trade.

A few days after I returned to Rui's mansion, Rui finally came back.

I wanted to have a good talk with him, but after all, the negotiation failed.

At the moment when he wanted to turn around and leave, I threatened him and threatened him with his life experience.

At that moment, I obviously saw disgust and killing intention in his eyes, but I didn't care. As long as I could stay by his side, I didn't care about anything.

Finally

He finally agreed to marry me.

Knowing that all these are threats, I still laugh.

Because, I finally wait until this day, finally can stand in his side.

On the wedding day, I thought I was the happiest bride in the world. I felt that all my years of waiting and paying had finally paid off. However

Dream is always so short, wake up, only hysterical pain and tears.

It turns out that from the beginning to the end, it's all lies and deception.

Self righteous deception for my good.

I hate, I hate, but there is no way to vent.

My so-called newly married husband, let me go, but how can I let go?

Love so long, I don't know, why let go?

My love for brother Rui has become a part of my body over time. Unless I die, I will never let go.

I don't understand. Why? Why does Rui elder brother Ning love the feud of Shanggong family, and not want to give me a little pity? Why

At that moment, my heart was dead, but I was so unwilling.

With what, with what I paid so long the truth, but was Rui brother as dirt? Why, I love people, so easily robbed by others?

I'm not willing, I'm resentful, I'm angry.

Since I can't get it, why let others get it?

Since I can't get happiness, how can they get happiness?

I want to destroy their happiness, I want them to taste the pain of being cheated, betrayed and designed.

I want to let each of them have a good experience, what is life is not like death?

Curled up in the cold dark cabin, I was waiting for an opportunity to catch them all.

When that day finally came, I did not hesitate to disguise into the palace, take away the prince, I want to make them anxious, let them understand, what is fear and fear?

Originally, I planned to hang them for a few days. However, the damned cheap woman suddenly appeared. Since she has come, why don't I leave her?

Finally

Brother Rui came later.

He said I was stubborn.

Are you stubborn?

I don't know, I only know, even hate, I also want to have a certain position in his mind.

In front of him, his favorite woman slowly fell into a pool of blood. I saw the fear in his eyes

Yes! It's fear.

As a God, he had a moment of fear.

I want to laugh, but my heart is too painful to breathe.

It turned out that from beginning to end, the people who occupied his heart were all other women.

It turns out that from the beginning to the end, I was really nothing in his mind.

At this moment, I cursed her to die in this pool of blood. In this way, no one in the world can control brother Rui's mood any more. However, it's a pity

She not only did not die, but also married brother Rui.

How can I let her do what she wants? She is not beautiful or smart enough. How can she get the heart of brother Rui and his life?

I'm going to destroy her, destroy him

When I see brother Rui's life experience, when I see him surrounded by the army, I think I will smile, but I can't laugh without it.Pain, bursts of pain, reminds me that even hate, even resentment, he has gone deep into my bone marrow, deep into my heart

Looking at him, avoiding the pursuit and running around, I suddenly asked myself, is this really what I want?

Perhaps, as Feng Ji said, I am a white eyed wolf, an ungrateful white eyed wolf.

See him injured that moment, I thought, I can ignore, but I still can't do.

I'm willing to sacrifice my life to take him away, but he just doesn't open his eyelids.

At this moment, I really realized that, unconsciously, I had been away from the one in his mind.

In the past, no matter what, he would take care of me, but now, his eyes have no hatred, no disgust, only indifference.

Maybe, this is his biggest punishment for me?

And he didn't know, he did, his indifference, like a sharp blade, stabbed me to pieces.

Crystal tears, one by one down the corner of the eye, slide into the mouth, astringent.

I smile, originally, I still have tears.

At the moment when the danger came, I finally jumped on him without hesitation to block the fatal sword for him. At the moment when I lay in his arms, his eyes were no longer indifferent

Enough! that's enough!

To be held in his arms before I die, I have no regrets.

And for that man who has been waiting for me silently and paying for me silently, I can only say to him - sorry!

If I meet brother Rui for the first time, I will say "thank you" to him, then turn around and leave

I will not allow myself to sink into the mud and destroy him and myself.

If there is an afterlife, I hope the first person I meet is not him, but Zuo Siyou, who loves me with his life and protects me

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