Chapter 477

"After that, for almost a long time, I fell into deep remorse. Because I ruined my son's future. But I've been in pain for a while, and I'm back. Because I am a Chinese soldier, I realize that the country still needs me. I can't indulge in the past for a long time. I can only bury that heartache in the deepest part of my heart. "

"I didn't even see my son's body, and when my wife learned that our eldest son had died in the battlefield, he fainted. Then directly because of extreme heartache, which led to direct hospitalization. In that case, when my wife was in great need of me, I was still because the country needed me. Instead of accompanying my wife, I appeared on the battlefield, fighting the enemy to death. "

"Can I not blame myself? I'm very sorry for my family now. But I am worthy of the country. I have basically devoted all my youth to my country. "

Tang Hu heard the chief said these things, found that the officer's eyes seem to have tears in the surge. Then ask the officer gently.

"Sir, I know that I do not respect you. But I still want to ask you, don't you really regret what happened? "

The conversation between Tang Hu and the chief executive is like a good friend we haven't seen for many years. We can have a relaxed conversation here.

"I've regretted it a while ago, and I do. If it was not for my recklessness, my children would not have died in the battlefield. But from my whole life, I don't think I regret it at all. "

"I gave almost all my life to my country. Because without a country, where can we be today. So I don't regret it at all. "

"But now I'm trying to save my family as much as possible. What I regret most, as I just said, is to my family. I didn't do my duty as a husband and father at all. So I'm going to save it as much as I can. But if the country needs me again, I will not hesitate to come forward. It can even be said that for the sake of the country, I can give my life without hesitation. "

The chief said impassioned.

"And you? I've just told you all about my experience. What do you think you should do now? Are you still in your original mind, or do you have to leave the army? Are you in your heart, what do you think of the army? Is there anything you can do without? "

Tang Hu was silent for a while, and then seriously said to the officer.

"I think of the army as my other home. I can even say responsibly that the army is my most intimate home. Because although the army has always been a harsh training, but the army also has a lot of very friendly comrades in arms. Every time I'm with them, I feel good. "

"Even if we train hard at home, we will not feel pain because we know that we are not fighting alone, we have comrades in arms, we are fighting side by side."

"But today I thought about this situation for a long time, and finally I decided to leave the army."

"Because in the army, although I can improve my own strength. But I can't rely on my own strength to uproot the whole underground ring to avenge my father. No matter how big an officer I was born in the future, no matter how much power I have in the future, I still can't let the army go for my own self-interest and let the soldiers fight the underground boxing ring. It's mixed with a lot of my personal feelings. "

"I can't give up my family and take care of everyone as the chief said. You can give up your child's life for the sake of the soldier's life. I can't be as selfless as the officer said. I'm just an ordinary person. I'm just a person with flesh and blood. "

"I'm sorry, sir, I have failed your trust. I don't deserve to be your soldier. Thank you for saying so much to me today, as well as your words to keep me. Thank you for your recognition of me, but I have made up my mind. I have decided that I will go outside to seek breakthroughs to enhance my own strength. Then I used my own strength to fight against the underground ring to avenge my father. Although, I don't know how long it will take, I will do it no matter how long.

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"OK! Since I told you so much, you also want to understand. I won't advise you much. Anyway, you have to understand the strength comparison between you and the underground ring. You are still in a very inferior position. As your officer, I would like to advise you that if you have no real assurance that you can fight against the whole underground boxing ring, you should not appear in the sight range of the underground boxing field, or you should not attack them. Otherwise, once you do not have the strength to appear in front of them, they will regard you as the enemy. They are a group of people in the dark With rules, without integrity, they can even hire killers to kill you in the dark. "

"So unless you are absolutely sure of it, you should not seek revenge on that power. This is my advice to you, but I still say that the door of the army will always be open to you. As long as you want to come back, the door of the army will always be open to you, and the army will always be your most solid backing. "After saying this, the officer got up and left the inquiry room. Tang Hu was left alone to ponder.

Tang Hu now thought that he should first investigate what kind of background there is in the underground arena, and see what kind of strength the underground boxing field has? If there is a big gap between my own strength and mine now, I should try my best to improve my own strength. Only in this way can I avenge my father.

Tang Hu did not think for a long time. After the army had gone through the procedures for leaving the army, he left the place where the army was. He looked back at the place where he had trained. Standing for a long time, although there is infinite emotion in my heart, I can't tell anyone that I can only digest it in my heart.

Where will I go in the future? Even if I avenged my father's revenge, can I still go back to the army and be an ordinary soldier?

Tang Hu made a mockery of himself. If he went to exterminate the whole underground forces, he would have become a real executioner.