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I thought I'd fall in love with him

Cheng Ruojun stared at me with a dangerous look.

Cheng Ruojun was silent for a while before he suddenly laughed, and said: "I thought you wanted to propose a divorce."

Cheng Ruojun's hand landed on my back, and his entire body emitted a dangerous aura.

"I know you won't." Cheng Ruojun said, "Is that so? "I only have you left. If you had also left me, I would not have had the courage to live on."

I stared into Cheng Ruojun's eyes, he was lying again, he knows how to use me the best.

"I won't." "No," I said.

Cheng Ruojun hugged me and said, "What Cheng Ya is good enough, I will give you the best."

I know what's next. I don't want to close my eyes and hide anymore, I won't be able to escape anymore.

Cheng Ruojun tore off my clothes, his actions like a wild beast, as rough as ever.

He grabbed me by the neck and kissed me. I almost died.

Finally he let go of me.

He carried me back to my room, but he didn't have enough time to put me on the bed. He pressed me against the door, and with my back tightly pressed against the cold door, I gripped onto the doorframe with both hands, enduring his strength, but today was not that painful. It proved that maybe Cheng Ruojun was not as scary as I had imagined him to be.

"Look at me." Cheng Ruojun panted and said, "I need you."

I watched as Cheng Ruojun kissed's cheeks that were controlled by his desire.

Cheng Ruojun, please remember that I don't love you anymore, I will never love you again.

Cheng Ruojun tossed and turned for a long time before finally falling into a deep sleep.

Even though Cheng Ruojun delighted him today, he didn't act any easier on me. My entire body was covered in bluish-purple wounds, and my lower body was swollen from his collisions.

I turned to look at Cheng Ruojun's face. At this moment, he was sleeping soundly, his brows relaxed. He looked like a very gentle person, but his appearance was one that could deceive people.

I keep having the feeling that today, Cheng Ruojun was a little strange. Normally, he wouldn't say these words to me, maybe because Xia Ze's appearance made him feel a sense of crisis.

I remembered that Xia Ze had lightly touched my hand under the dining table. How could he be so daring, but now that I thought about it, aside from fear, there was also a hint of excitement.

The more I thought about it, the more I couldn't sleep. It was three in the morning, and the whole house was asleep.

I got up, put on my pajamas, and walked slowly out the door. I didn't know where I was going, but the air here suffocated me.

I gently held the doorknob to prevent it from making a sound. I turned to look at Cheng Ruojun, only to see that he was still sleeping.

At this moment, a strange feeling welled up from the bottom of my heart, as if I was saying goodbye. After today, I was really saying goodbye to my past self.

I opened the door and gently closed it.

The corridor was covered in moonlight and the house was quiet, like a castle with a sleeping beauty.

I don't know where I'm going. I just want to catch my breath.

I sat at the end of the corridor. The window above me was open, and the wind blew the white curtains.

I was suddenly very tired. I curled up on the floor, looking at the curtains rising and falling in the night wind, my heart empty. I longed for someone to gently hug me.

If my life could be repeated, I would probably still choose Cheng Ruojun. After all, money is the most important thing to me when I was young.

Along the way, my life seems to have taken many wrong steps, but those wrong crossroads, for me then is the best choice.

I clenched my fists. Maybe one day in the future, I will regret my decision today, but I am willing to give it a try, if I continue to endure, I might get beaten to death by Cheng Ruojun. I don't want to, I would rather die together with him.

Even if I die, I want to be free.

Tears ran down my cheeks. I couldn't cry so easily anymore. I had to be strong.

The night wind made me a little cold. I got up from the ground, and at that moment, I suddenly heard a knock at the door.

When Cheng Ruojun sees me, he will definitely ask me why I'm sitting here. How can I tell him that the reason I'm sitting here is just to escape from him, so that I can take a breath of normal air.

It was him. I looked up and saw someone I hadn't expected to see, someone who had clearly been taken aback by my presence.

Xia Ze stood there.

He was in his pajamas, his hair a little disheveled, a glass in his hand.

He looked at me and smiled silently, a smile so gentle against the moonlight that I thought I saw stars fall into his eyes.

My heart dropped, I was fascinated by him, I liked this moment of him.

I once thought that I only liked Cheng Ruojun, and thought that I would only love him for my entire life. But now, I realized that my life is too long, and I can't make a conclusion too early, just like how Cheng Ruojun will become fond of beating people up, and I won't love him anymore.

Now my cheeks are red for someone else, and my heart is beating faster for someone else.

Xia Ze slowly walked towards me. I retreated a little before I stopped moving.

I stared at Xia Ze's face. He smiled, his smile as confident as ever, as if nothing in the world was out of his control. Then he hugged me.

I was stunned, I didn't think that he would be so bold, Cheng Ruojun is currently in the room.

"You …" I murmured.

"I thought you'd want a hug." Xia Ze whispered into my ear.

I let go of his hand and put my head on his shoulder. I do want a hug.

His hand was on my back, and I could feel his warmth. He was a gentle person, but his hand was very cold.

I closed my eyes and leaned silently on his shoulder. In this quiet corridor, the night wind blew the curtains high, as if there were a ghost inside.

I have a good impression of Xia Ze, but I definitely do not love him now. I am too helpless now, I need his help.

It was at that moment that I heard the door creak, and I looked up, almost screaming.