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I tried my best to drive this thought out of my mind. I didn't forget the feeling of touching Cheng Ruojun's neck with my blade that night, and that was very refreshing, but I also didn't want to bear the responsibility of the murderer. It was clearly all Cheng Ruojun's fault, and he was the one who mistreated me. If I really can't get out of his control in the future, I might kill him.

As expected, he kissed my ear, to be exact, it was more like a bite. I wanted to hide, but I couldn't move.

"She loves herself more." Cheng Ruojun said depressingly, "Money is more important to her."

His kiss landed on my chest, and he looked up at me, his eyes weak.

He was very handsome, and now he looked like a wounded hero in a comic book. There would be a heroine to save him, but it wasn't me, even I was stuck in a quagmire.

If Cheng Ruojun had showed this expression when I was still in love with him, I might have been moved, and might have sacrificed everything for him. But right now, I no longer have any love for him, and after he tortured and humiliated me time and time again, I only hope that he would forever fall into darkness, and I absolutely do not want to be dragged down by him.

I closed my eyes, not daring to look into Cheng Ruojun's eyes. I was worried that my heart would soften, or perhaps more accurately, that I would be bewitched by Cheng Ruojun's appearance.

When Cheng Ruojun's kiss landed on my lips, it was still rough. As he bit my lips, I felt a warm sensation on my lips.

He hugged me hard, as if he were trying to inject me into him, and I could feel how much he needed me, but I didn't want it.

"Don't even think about leaving me." He kept repeating the same sentence, and the broken words were like a spell, holding my heart tight, but it made my heart want to leave him more and more.

At the same time, I felt sad. If only you had been gentler to me.

Cheng Ruojun, I won't waver anymore.

I put my arm around his head as if to say goodbye. I kissed him passionately, and the blood that flowed from the corner of my mouth made me feel a little excited.

Cheng Ruojun pressed me down on the car seat, he kept me neat and tidy everyday, and the current him looked a little disheveled. I wanted to see him look even more weak, and I wanted him to lick my toes. This thought suddenly popped into my head.

I pressed my hand against Cheng Ruojun's chest, preventing him from continuing.

Cheng Ruojun looked at me blankly. His confused expression made me even more excited, I didn't want to kneel down and serve him anymore.

"What's wrong?" Cheng Ruojun's expression instantly darkened. His cold gaze extinguished half of the excitement in my heart, and my heart unconsciously started to feel fear.

But I didn't want to give up the idea that made me excited. I wanted to take the initiative.

"I want it up there." "Let me try."

Cheng Ruojun stared at me, the dazed and weak look in his eyes had disappeared, he is the cold Cheng Ruojun again, maybe in the next second he will grab my hair and hit me.

"Please." I try to smile coquettishly as I slide my right hand down his groin.

Cheng Ruojun squinted at me. The silence in the car was spreading, and I was getting more and more embarrassed and scared.

Maybe I should stop at once, but I always feel that my presence up there today is of great importance.

I began to kiss him, and his breathing grew heavier.

He laughed suddenly, then picked me up and rolled me over. He was lying in the back of the car, and although there was plenty of room, my head still hit the roof. It hurt, but I didn't want to ruin the atmosphere.

I tried to swallow my tears and kneel on Cheng Ruojun's body. His hands held onto my waist and rubbed it restlessly, and I knew that he would not be able to hold it in any longer.

My fingertip drew across Cheng Ruojun's face, causing his breathing to become even more hurried.

I kissed him lightly on the cheek and grabbed his hand as he tried to take off my clothes. "Don't worry," I said.

Cheng Ruojun laughed, he had a deep look in his eyes, and at that moment I realised that his desire had faded a lot, and this was not good news for me.

I slowly strip off his clothes and dab my fingers on them until he grabs my arm and he says, "Hurry up." His tone was a bit rough.

"Do you want it?" I asked, lying on his chest.

Cheng Ruojun looked at me and laughed, "Where did you learn this from?"

"On TV." "No," I said.

I kissed Cheng Ruojun's lips, and when he tried to bite my lips again, I lightly patted his face and said, "Don't move."

Cheng Ruojun's eyes instantly turned cold.

I was too proud to move, I was even ready to be shut up on the balcony again, but he wasn't angry, he just looked at me, and I saw a glimmer of light in his eyes.

He did not move again.

I kissed him lightly on the lips and stuck my tongue into his mouth.

His face turned red and his eyes became misty.

"Sit up." he said hoarsely.

I sat on him and smiled. I don't know why, but I felt like I'd won when I saw him lose control.

"Have you had enough fun?" Cheng Ruojun squinted his eyes.

I didn't hear the anger in his tone. Maybe I found a way to get along with Cheng Ruojun.

"Nope." My fingertip gently tapped on Cheng Ruojun's face.

"What do you want?" rarely asked me patiently, but I sensed danger. Right now, it's just a little interest in Cheng Ruojun and I's room.

"I want …" I stared into Cheng Ruojun's eyes and carefully set the price.