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Cheng Ruojun looked at me and he laughed slowly. He let the blood flow freely and said, "Alright."

He pushed me to the ground and tore off my skirt.

I struggled and kicked him in the lower half of his body. I didn't want to refuse him, I wanted to refuse him, I didn't want to be with him.

If it had been before, when he showed that expression, I would have been so scared that I would have trembled, would have stopped resisting, would have obeyed him, but I won't now.

Even though I'm still scared, even though my heart is beating so fast I'm about to die, even though I can barely suppress the urge to run, even though I can't help but cry, but I won't compromise, I don't want to do it again.

Perhaps it was because my resistance was too strong, he gave me two heavy slaps, my eyes were filled with golden stars, and my hands hung down powerlessly.

In a trance he pressed down, and the old nightmare overcame me once more.

I thought I'd forgotten how he'd tortured me the first time, but I never did.

He barged into me, and I gritted my teeth in pain, not enjoying it at all, more like torture.

I felt as if I had sunk into the bottom of the sea, and I was surrounded by dark sea water. I couldn't hear anything, the water was extremely cold, and even though I was frozen stiff, my brain was still as clear as it ever was.

It turned out that all the love I had received before was an illusion of self-righteousness.

My parents never loved me, my husband never loved me.

I won't die, I want to leave them, I want to regain control of my own life. Since you guys are so cruel as to create a dream filled with thorns for me, then let me tear it apart myself.

Because I have nothing, I'm not afraid of anything.

I didn't know how much time had passed, but when I woke up once again, I saw that Cheng Ruojun was putting on his clothes. I could clearly see his face in the darkness.

I felt pain in every part of my body, as if I had been driven away by a car.

I wanted to speak, but I couldn't say a word. I didn't have the strength.

"Stay here." Cheng Ruojun said, "After the banquet, I will bring you home."

I struggled to sit up, wanting to tell everyone who Cheng Ruojun was.

Cheng Ruojun seemed to have anticipated what I was about to do, he put on his clothes and strolled towards me, smiling as he said, "I know you aren't afraid of death, but I think you should be afraid of living a life worse than death." He said the most vicious words in the world in a gentle voice.

"You will never leave me without my permission." Cheng Ruojun said.

"I'll call the police." "No," I said.

"Alright, give it a try." "But you did remind me that in the future, I will lock you up in my house and tell others that you are crazy, that you will never be able to escape. Even if you can escape, I will tell others that the words I beat you up are just crazy words."

When I opened my mouth to speak, his hand brushed the wound he'd inflicted on my arm and he said, "I'll say it's all your fault. Don't even think about killing yourself. I have money. I'll raise you even if you turn into a vegetable."

He was laughing when he said this, and I was knocked down by him.

"Wait for me to come pick you up." He was going to leave the room, but he wasn't going to let me go so easily. He tied his tie around my mouth and I wanted to scream, but all I could do was purr.

"Be good." He touched my hair and said how gentle he was, but he did exactly the opposite, and then he went out and he didn't forget to lock the door.

I could not get up from the ground, not only because of the pain, but also because of the pain. I did not expect him to do this.

"Cheng Ruojun..." I murmured his name. I wanted him dead, but I knew it was impossible.

Let him die?

I had a crazy idea in my head that if he could do it so badly, then I could do it too.

I'm going to kill him. Madness overwhelmed me at this moment, and I even began to imagine him bleeding to the ground after I had killed him.

I've decided that I'm going to kill him today.

I was completely mad. I was driven crazy by him.

After I made this decision, my heart inexplicably calmed down. After killing him, I would have to turn myself in, I would receive an interview, and before I died, I would have to tell him everything he had done to me.

I won't kill myself, I will tell everyone in tears how reluctant I was to kill Cheng Ruojun, and the reason I killed him was because of impulse.

I'm going to kill him.

I don't expect anyone to save me now.

I looked out the door into the corridor. I could see a lot of people moving around outside, but no one was stopping.

I fell asleep while leaning against the wall. I wanted to recuperate and kill Cheng Ruojun, it was very strange, I immediately fell asleep and didn't have any dreams. I felt very at ease.

When I woke up again, I was already in the car, but I still couldn't move or speak. He was still holding me.

I leaned on the back seat of the car. By my side was Cheng Ruojun, who was staring at my face with great interest. His expression made me afraid.

The instinct of fear made me turn my head away, but I immediately resisted my impulse. I glared at Cheng Ruojun until he started laughing.