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I see.

"No one taught me." I forced myself to calm down and said, "You always cheat on me, so I can't take it anymore."

I don't know what he meant by that.

"Let me go." I said, "You should go and find someone else. Isn't Tao Man fine?"

Cheng Ruojun looked at me, he raised my chin and slowly said, "Give up. I was the only one who abandoned others. No one dared to abandon me, and … " He paused. "You're not the same as you were before, and that gives me a new interest."

"Because I know you don't love me at all." Listening to Cheng Ruojun's words, I could already see that he would not let me go, so I coldly said: "I'm awake."

"No, I love you." Cheng Ruojun said, "Why would I marry you if I didn't love you, I just like you like this. It makes people unable to help themselves from bullying you, and I like to bully you more and more."

"Did you marry me to make me a pet?" I thought he loved me at least a little at first, but he never did.

Cheng Ruojun suddenly laughed, and said, "In fact, from young, my wish has never been fulfilled, anything I like was called trash by my father, it was a waste of time, there was nothing that belonged to me, there was nothing that was under my control, they controlled me." He was talking and laughing. He was talking about the painful past, but his expression and tone were sweet. He didn't take the shadow of the past as a shadow.

I wanted to retreat, but Cheng Ruojun immediately noticed my little movements, he glanced at me and grabbed onto my wrist forcefully.

"I used to resent them, I didn't want to be a doll, I tried every way I could to escape their control, but all of them failed, I returned to work in peace, I thought my life had come to an end, I just needed to marry the wife they chose for me, but I met you in the company." His tone suddenly became strange when he said the last sentence.

He looked at me, and I could feel his eyes shining in the darkness.

You're very beautiful, but you never seem to think you're beautiful. You're dressed in the worst clothes in the company, you're quiet and never talk, but a person like you deeply attracts me. I always unconsciously looked at you, wanting to hit you, this was very inconceivable to me at that time. He laughed. "Because I was brought up to respect women, and I shouldn't have touched a woman without her permission."

I stared at Cheng Ruojun, and suddenly remembered how he looked when he chased after me. When I thought back to his expression back then, I knew it was scary, but I thought it was because he loved me.

I was wrong.

"I didn't know why at first, but I decided to pursue you. I kept my distance until the day you got drunk and we had a relationship." I can feel his excitement. I don't want to have anything to do with him in this environment.

"Actually, I wasn't drunk at the time, or rather, that little bit of alcohol was unable to make me lose control." "When I slept with you, you kept pushing me, you wouldn't let me kiss you, but you didn't resist completely, you pulled me as if you wanted to refuse, you kept saying no, the expression on your face made me feel like I was enjoying myself, and then I slept with you."

He joked about the most painful thing in his life.

The first time was when I was drunk, but even if I wasn't conscious, I was still in pain.

"Later on, I realized that you were really cute and obedient. Although you would reject my unreasonable request, when you see me show a little bit of anger, you would immediately do as I ask. You really have no self-respect." Cheng Ruojun pinched my face and said.

I looked at Cheng Ruojun, my heart filled with shock and fear. I thought that all the concessions I made in the past would make him love me more, but now I realised that he was just controlling me.

"After being with you, I forgave my parents." Cheng Ruojun said, "It's because I realized that controlling a person was actually this interesting, that's why I had such a falling out with my parents to marry you, it's precisely because you're beautiful and obedient."

I listened to Cheng Ruojun. So it turns out that he had never loved me, and my love in his eyes was just a wagging, a begging, no wonder he treated me like a pet.

Anger makes me raise my hand to hit him, but he grabs my hand and smiles at me.

"How I love you. How can you hit me?" Cheng Ruojun said, "Originally, I hated the current you who is disobedient, but today I suddenly realised that you are even cuter when you are angry, I really like seeing you reveal such an expression of humiliation, that will make me even more interested."

I don't know what to do, Cheng Ruojun is not planning to let me go, I lowered my head and said, "I don't love you anymore." I can't cry now, so despair is what it feels like.

"But I love you." Cheng Ruojun reached out and lifted my chin. He stared at my face and kissed it heavily. His lips fell on mine and I shuddered with fear.

"You like my obedience, don't you?" I asked him.

He did not answer.

I bit the back of his hand so hard that blood trickled from the corners of my mouth.

Cheng Ruojun was enraged, he slapped my face, every hit was heavy, his face was twisted, his originally handsome face now looked extremely ugly, so that was his true appearance, it was the previous me who was too stupid.

I bit off a piece of meat and swallowed it, fighting the urge to vomit. I said, with unprecedented calmness, "You like me to be obedient, don't you? You're not letting me go, are you? "Then from this second onwards, I will use every method at my disposal to resist you."

"I want you to remember that it's I who won't let you go, not you who won't let me go."