Chapter 370

After Lin Ruoxi wrote this dreamy text, she opened QQ, which she only logged in when she had a video with Lin Kai. After opening it, Lin Ruoxi was surprised to find that a domestic person sent an email to her.

Looking at the email from the person whose net name is the broken winged angel, Lin Ruoxi cried again!

This should be a woman, the woman who calls herself baby, the woman who knows her pain, actually reminds Lin Ruoxi of her mother.

After carefully reading this long email word by word, Lin Ruoxi has ripples in her heart. Think about replying! It's all reciprocity.

Hello, angel with broken wings! After reading your email, my first feeling is that you are my father who loves that woman. You are the woman who has been estranged between my mother and father since then, but even so, I still want to say something to you, because I feel your sincerity and your love for my father from your lines.

I know that my adolescence is not too good for today's reasons. I also know that adolescence is not only a key period of physical growth and psychological development, but also an important stage for people to gradually adapt to society. It is a turning point for people to gradually move from childishness to maturity, from dependence to independence, and from family to society. Adolescence is the most confused period, but when I am confused, I don't have the correct guidance of my parents. When I am most confused and most want my parents' help, my parents are in fierce contradiction because of your existence. I hope you don't introduce me, because I like to tell the truth, I like to express my real thoughts, that's all!

Think of me in full bloom, especially in sex. I have many contradictions and conflicts, which make me at a loss. People often say that "adolescence is a swamp of flowers" probably means that!

When I found my beauty one day, my mammary gland grew up, my skin became smooth and delicate, my voice became thin and sharp, and became pleasant to listen to. When I wanted to share this beautiful discovery with my mother, my mother was busy investigating you.

When I was vaguely feeling the temporary alienation and isolation from the opposite sex, the favor and closeness to the opposite sex, and even the love and attachment to the opposite sex, my mother was busy and depressed about how to divide property with my father. So I naturally fall in love. In fact, I also know that puppy love is a complex combination of physiological needs and strong emotions. I also know that I am young and ignorant, vague, blind and rash, superficial and changeable.

But I really just liked Wang Yue at that time. I also knew that this love was just pure friendship. We learned from each other, encouraged each other, grew up together, and even wanted to bury our love and attachment in the bottom of our hearts and become eternal memories. We didn't want to express it. But later, because of my parents, I had no feeling about learning at all. I could only be dazzled by the temporary emotional impulse. My learning heart, self-improvement and sense of responsibility would be squeezed out, and a variety of hobbies, specialties and beneficial interests would be squeezed out by the private affairs of men and women. Of course, we would also lose this pure friendship, and even lose many good friends and classmates. Since then, there is only Wang Yue in my world. If I don't fall in love, I will succeed in my studies and have an ideal job. I can live my dignity and enjoy life by my own ability. I will benefit all my life. But it is because of you that I am like today. I love me early, I am unmarried and pregnant, and I even become a young little widow

I also know that puppy love is a flower without fruit. Don't be reckless and waste your feelings. But Wang Yue is really good to me. He also loves you and likes you. He will do his best to protect you and me. He will accompany me happy, sad and boring. He also gives me freedom of communication and encourages me to study. We even have an appointment to live together in ten years.

These can not affect our love and vows. Although in your opinion, these love and vows are empty, I just believe it, because no one told me that these are untrustworthy. So I naturally changed from a good student with excellent character and learning to a bad child. The funny thing is that these were not discovered by my parents. Later, we had sex. I didn't feel that our sexual behavior was not equal to love or physical discomfort. On the contrary, I felt that our body was not fully mature and had a certain fertility, Then we sank in love and got pregnant unexpectedly. I didn't even feel it was a kind of injury. My Wang Yue has been killed by my father. Now I have left a vein of bone and blood for this man. How good!

Now is an open era. I don't feel that teenage girls will still be looked down upon when they are pregnant. I don't feel that when I get married, people around me (family and neighbors) will say you are "cheap and deserve it". All these will make me feel inferior and difficult to communicate with others. Although this boy made me lose the most precious part of a girl and turned me from a girl to a woman. Although he can't bear the responsibility for your life, I won't accomplish nothing because of a relationship that started too early and need to be supported by others. Can you rest assured that?

Well, broken winged man angel, let's say so much today! Because I'm a little tired today, I don't want to say more. If you still want to communicate with me in this way in the future, I'll accompany you at any time.

I also hope you can remember that my today is thanks to you. Therefore, angel with broken wings, don't think about taking your curvilinear route to save the country from me. This method won't work here, you know?

When Lin Ruoxi wrote these, she suddenly felt a sense of revenge for her mother, which made the woman who was still a girl feel different and relaxed.