Chapter 369

Lin Ruoxi didn't have class today. After hanging up her father's phone, the girl's eyes clearly showed xiaoyueyue's smile again.

The days and nights the little guy was in his stomach made Lin Ruoxi think of it. In fact, sometimes Lin Ruoxi thanked Wang Yue. When the sunny boy successfully turned himself and him from a boy and a girl into a man and a woman, he was dying before he even enjoyed the pleasure.

Then he left himself forever. The sunny boy didn't even have a chance to know that he was a father. He never had a chance to hear his daughter call him. His father slept in a world that had nothing to do with himself forever.

When Lin Ruoxi thought of this, she suddenly wanted to write something to leave something for herself, so that she could live up to her painful feelings.

Open the computer on your desk and log on to the blog you haven't logged in for a long time. Seeing those familiar words, some mood words he sent at that time and Wang Yue's messages and comments at that time, the woman who was still a child wept.

Life is that there will be a lot of bewilderment and too late. In this way, it becomes too late to do anything. Then look at the messages given by the students to themselves and ask where they have been for more than a year. Lin Ruoxi smiled faintly. Yes! For more than a year, it was dark and painful. Lin Ruoxi deleted all the students in China one by one and began to write a dreamy text.

Dear baby, dear you: I haven't thought about you like this for a long time. Do you know why I haven't thought about you? In fact, in more time, I have no time to think of you, and a small part of time is time to think of you, but I am cowardly and dare not miss my dear you. Sometimes I don't have the strength to miss you, you know?

But today's Ruoxi suddenly misses you very much, remembers your care and company to me in those black days, our initial conversation, our initial heart to heart talk, our sweet hug and our sweet first kiss, and two stupid children biting each other's tongues because of the tension of the first kiss, At that time, the feeling was bad, strange and sweet. When the sweet and the bloody taste were intertwined on the two people's entangled tongue, dear baby, you said a sentence that Ruoxi would never forget: "Ruoxi, the original first kiss is the bloody taste!" Do you remember all this? Will you miss me in that world?

Cao Xueqin said, "it's easy to get ten thousand liang of gold, but it's hard to find one confidant". Since I have your company, I've shielded all the so-called friends and classmates around me. You're the only one in my world. But then when we really had each other, when we really stole the forbidden fruit for the first time, even when we didn't feel the joy and enjoyment brought by our bodies to each other, you decided to go like that!

You left like that, never gave me the chance to kiss you, never gave me the chance to have a bloody taste when trying to kiss, took away all the pain and all the thoughts of Ruoxi, and went to the world that has nothing to do with the world. Dear baby, how's heaven? I don't know if it's a problem. They say that after people die, good people will go to heaven and bad people will go to hell. My baby is so good and sunny, so you must be in heaven, right? How about heaven? Is there any deception in heaven, trust, cars coming and going, and people who don't like interfering in our lives? Dear baby, I will ask you this sometimes when I dare to think of you, but I can't hear your answer every time. In that world, you have been stingy to me, you know? Dear baby, for me, a person who loves you to the bone, don't be so stingy, will you? Remember to answer me this time, okay? Just answer me in a dream, okay?

In that world, never forget that day, the day a year and a month ago. Don't forget the day when Lin Ruoxi first became your woman. Don't forget that we haven't been together for a day. Don't forget our first hug, first kiss, first skin affinity, and first harmony, okay? Dear baby.

Are you afraid of walking alone on the road to heaven without anyone to accompany you? You are so timid. If one day is not your timidity, maybe you won't leave me, and you won't have a chance to see our little daughter. Dear baby, I must tell you here. In fact, I have always wanted to tell you, but I have never had the courage to tell you that we have a little daughter, you know? You're a father, my dear baby. You're a father, you know?

Are you afraid of walking alone on the road to heaven without anyone to accompany you? Are you lonely? Dear baby, is there a woman who loves you like me on the road over there? Dear you, even if there is a woman who loves you, you can't get close to her, you know? Because you are mine, you are my Lin Ruoxi, you know? If you are too lonely, give me a dream, I will write you a long letter, I will have a long dream, I will accompany you in my dream, accompany you forever, accompany you forever, and accompany you with your hearty love

Dear baby, how did you leave like this, take away Ruoxi's heart, take away Ruoxi's thoughts, and take away Ruoxi's regrets

Do you feel your own cruelty and determination, dear baby, have you thought of me in another world? Even if only once, have you picked up Ruoxi's tears? Have you ever seen my tears?

Dear baby, I used to joke, "we're so good. We look like one person. When shall we try to quarrel?" But you left before I had time to quarrel with you. Do you want to quarrel with me and feel another kind of romance. In the past days, I always took you to run with me, go shopping with me and climb mountains with me

Dear baby, are you tired with me, right? Have a good rest over there! Keep well, wait for me, wait for me to continue to let you accompany with you

When Lin Ruoxi wrote here, it was already a torrential rain of tears. The kind of bone eating yearning mercilessly devoured every cell of the woman's body, which made Lin Ruoxi in a foreign country miserable at the moment.