"Even if I don't understand, you can't divorce. I will never allow it!" Zhuo Yongchang roared with hatred.
Ying Yang looked at him with strange eyes, "don't force me!"
It turns out that after years of ups and downs, the pride in my heart is still alive! She's not threatened! She owes him. It's all paid! Now, she does not want to live in humble!
Zhuo Yongchang saw her proud smile, only felt a fire burning in the blood, he came forward to buckle Yingyang on the door: "what about our children?"
"Follow me, you have visitation rights!" Ying Yang answered calmly.
Zhuo Yongchang gritted his teeth: "you, say, what, what?"
"You can look after the child at any time. If you don't agree to divorce, I'll kill the child." Ying Yang raised his head and looked at him with compassion in his eyes. "Don't force me to take that step. I don't want to, but if you don't let me go, I won't hesitate to kill him!"
She knew how angry Zhuo Yongchang would be when she said these words. Based on her understanding of Zhuo Yongchang, he would be angry and furious.
"This is our child! If he knows you have this idea, he will be sad! " Sure enough, Zhuo Yongchang glared as if he wanted to eat her, and the veins on his forehead burst up. "In order to force me to divorce, do you threaten me with children? You damned woman, the child is innocent. If you dare to touch him, I will never forgive you for the rest of my life! "
"Then let me go!" She spoke softly.
"I'll let you go? Su Yingyang, are you suffering with me now? " He growled in a low voice.
"Yes She closed her eyes, the same tangle, shudder can not stand, only feel the severe pain of the heart makes people shiver, in front of a vast expanse of white, she heard her empty voice sounded: "I think it is suffering, every minute every second is suffering. I don't want to play any more. You're tired and I'm tired too! "
"Why is that so? Ying Yang, tell me, aren't we very good? "
"I'll tell you what happened! From that day you saw my last hug with Zhuo Yongchen in the corridor of the morgue, you alienated me. You said it was the last time. In fact, we are all the same and selfish. You can't see that I'm a little ambiguous with Zhuo Yongchen as a friend, and I can't see that you are unforgettable for your old lover. No matter how high sounding the reasons are, we can't hide our narrow hearts. If we go on, we will be tired to death! So let go, Yongchang
"Why can't I stand your ambiguity?"
"You have!" Ying Yang screamed: "you can't stand any man coming near me, whether it's Zhuo Yongchen or Mo Chenyuan. If you don't know what their purpose is, you just can't stand it! I'll have dinner with Mo Chenyuan. He's going back to America. You immediately appeared there, and in the afternoon, you told me you were socializing, but you were with Chu LAN. Even if you really have nothing, do you really respect me? You never, don't you think we're tired? In fact, to put it bluntly, I don't know you well enough, and you don't know me well enough. Both Zhuo Yongchen and Mo Chenyuan know me better than you and care about me more than you do! "
"What did you say?" Zhuo Yongchang only felt the explosion in his head.
Yingyang was extremely tired and said word by word: "Zhuo Yongchang, I love you for nearly six years. I've been thinking about you with all my love since I was 17 years old. In fact, you have long forgotten that in the vantage nightclub five years ago, you saved a 17-year-old girl who was cheated by her biological mother to sell herself. You gave her a check for 200000 yuan, but you insisted not on that girl! You may have already forgotten, but she remembers every detail. That girl is me. You asked me how I studied. In fact, I was not so good at that time, but when I met you, I was the first in the school. Later, I know you are Zhuo Yongchang. I miss you in my heart from now on! Even in Harvard, I know you can't sleep for a week when you go to study abroad. I will often visit you, but you never know me! I love you five years behind my back, but you never know. When I got a call from my grandfather telling me to get married, I refused. But when I knew it was you, I agreed. In the past few months, I have no regrets. I still love you, but I'm too tired, now I don't want to be tired! Five years ago, I refused to pursue my many excellent boys, because I appreciate you. But today, I wonder how long the love bred by gratitude can last? You saved me, I also helped you, now I don't owe you, let me go! I don't want to lose myself. I don't want to end up hysterical and disgusted by myself! "
With these words, Ying Yang said goodbye again! She has loved him for five years, but he said that her love was not pure enough. She felt aggrieved and compassionate.
"Clearly you love me, I love you, why do we have to get divorced?" Zhuo Yongchang was shocked, but also pathetic. He tried to face Yingyang's words. He knew Yingyang five years ago? A check, he was staring at her, what was flashing in his mind, yes! He has! He did save a girl who was drugged! That girl is her!
Five years ago, he gave her a check of 200000 yuan. Five years later, she gave him her innocence and a capital injection of 1.5 billion yuan. However, he always suspected that her feelings were not pure enough!"Grand -" his heart is shocked, "that person is you? Sorry, I don't know! "
"Yongchang, let's separate!" Her voice choked.
"But I can't let you go any more!"
"Yongchang, I have nothing more to give you. Let me go. " Ying Yang closed his eyes: "we are all too selfish, love is not deep enough, you blame me now, I also blame you, no way to live together!"
Zhuo Yongchang was heartbroken and closed his eyes: "great, why do you say that? I don't blame you
She lamented: "you have! You just don't admit it! "
Zhuo Yongchang turned his head and put his fists in his heart: "I blame you for being too attentive to Zhuo Yongchen!"
"That's because you'll never feel the loneliness he feels, and I do! Every time I see him like that, I think of me! "
Zhuo Yongchang shook his body and said, "calm down again!"
"No!"
"Let me think about it for a few days!" He looked at her blankly, and could only compromise, for fear that her emotion would be harmful to the fetus. "No way, you promise me to take good care of yourself and your children. Don't get angry with them. Let's be quiet! I will reflect on my behavior! If you don't want to see me, I'll go! "
Her heart a pain, looking at Zhuo Yongchang Xiaosuo's back disappear behind the closed door, stagger back.
Suddenly I think of the night when he gave her a check when she was seventeen years old. I think of the time when she thought she would not care about everything and love him. Now she even hates herself! Yes, she's more and more annoying! She became selfish and unreasonable. Yingyang closed her eyes because there was a kind of pain that made her unable to open her eyes.
She opened her eyes and looked at the sky outside the window. She was so innocent that she thought it was OK to pay for love. But now she wants to be greedy for everything. Yes, she has become greedy!
Torrential rain of tears, crying, to wash your face, in front of the mirror red eyes angry scold, what to cry?
For three days in a row, Zhuo Yongchang didn't call her again or come to see her.
Ying Yang went downstairs to buy vegetables. When she came out of the market, she met a man, Zhuo Yongchen, who had disappeared for nearly a month.
He stood in front of her with a pretty face.
Zhuo Yongchen followed her all the time, watching her quietly enter the vegetable market, buy vegetables, and watch her come out again. His eyes were dark, and his heart seemed to be tightly held by a thin thread, hanging back and forth in the cold valley.
She had a bad life. When he saw her haggard, he felt that there were ten thousand insects gnawing at all his blood. Although he left, he knew everything about her and that she and Zhuo Yongchang had been very bad recently.
"Yingyang!" Zhuo Yongchen spoke in a low voice.
She looked at him very quietly, and then smile, smile tranquil, calm, without a trace of entanglement, "Zhuo Yongchen, how are you recently?"
How are you doing? Let his whole heart irrepressible tight, he stared at her eyes for a long time, there is no miss, no love, only care for old friends, he only felt that desolate meaning from the shop, he felt that the heart is very painful, very painful! At the same time, he is also relieved that she does not love herself! But why can't Zhuo Yongchang see it?
"I'm fine!" Zhuo Yongchen spoke.
"Come on, I'll treat you to dinner!" Ying Yang light mouth. "But you want me to put things up first, and then come down!"
He nodded.
When Yingyang put the food home, they came out of the community and stopped at a clean Sichuan restaurant outside the community. Yingyang said with a smile, "this is it!"
"Good!" Without too much words or refusal, like two old friends, they sat down in a small box half open on the second floor.
"Did Aila find you?" Ying Yang asked.
"Found it!" Zhuo Yongchen looked calm and said: "she also looked for you, sorry!"
"Nothing. She probably thought I'd know where you are. Zhuo Yongchen, it's funny. Zhuo Yongchang thinks I know you well, and Aila thinks I know your whereabouts. In fact, there is nothing between us! I cherish the fate of being friends with you
Zhuo Yongchen wry smile: "Ying Yang, you are not happy!"
"I feel much quieter these days. I don't have to feel guilty to anyone to do what I want to do! If I used to eat with you like this, I would feel sorry for Zhuo Yongchang! But now, I think it's normal to have dinner with you! As long as a clear conscience, people will be happy. Also because I can have friends and do what I like!! So, I am happy now
Zhuo Yongchen eyebrows a tight, deep voice: "Ying Yang."
Su Yingyang said with a dull smile: "I didn't know how to lose myself for love. Now after everything, I suddenly feel that women should first respect themselves and love themselves before they have the capital to let men love! Love a person, can't completely kowtow, time is long, so each other will be painful! "
She thinks a lot these days. When people are free, they will think wildly, especially in the period of estrangement from Zhuo Yongchang. She would not sleep well all night, worried about his wishful thinking, worried about where he could not do well, and Zhuo Yongchang always looked at her, his eyes were full of doubt and resentment, at that time she would feel a lot of pressure.Occasionally, Zhuo Yongchang watches TV downstairs. She sees his eyes in the upstairs. Even if she is far away, she also knows that Zhuo Yongchang's eyes are dull and depressed. His eyes are fixed on a certain point for a long time. He knows that this is the eyes of extremely depressed people. Every time she sees Zhuo Yongchang's eyes, she is like a huge stone in her heart, which makes her unable to see through Come on.
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