Zhuo Yongchang looked at her for a while, but didn't disturb her. He went to the study.
At ten o'clock, Ying Yang went back to his bedroom and planned to go to bed early.
The man's words are unreliable, the baby is his own, it's true to raise the baby well!
When Zhuo Yongchang came back from his study, Yingyang was already lying on the bed. He didn't say anything. He turned off the light, went straight to open the quilt and went in.
After more than a month, he suddenly came to sleep with her. Ying Yang was a little uncomfortable, and his body was tight.
In the dark, as soon as Zhuo Yongchang got into bed, he stretched out his hand and hugged Ying Yang. "Sleep, great!"
Ying Yang didn't speak. In the dark, she was staring at the opposite wall with her eyes open. In fact, she was at a loss now. She didn't know how to go on!
Ying Yang was troubled by his complicated thoughts for half a night. When he got up in the morning, he was depressed. As soon as he opened his eyes to Zhuo Yongchang's deep eyes, he fell asleep, his bags under his eyes were not heavy, and he was refreshed.
"Good morning He said.
"Good morning Ying Yang quietly agreed.
"Go to the company today, or have a rest at home?" He asked.
"I'll be at home today." Ying Yang said.
"Well, that's fine." Zhuo Yongchang sat up. "Then lie down a little longer, but remember to eat on time!"
"I see!" Yingyang watched him get up to wash. Some people looked at Zhuo Yongchang's back. Today's weather is not very good. The light in the room is still dark when the curtain is opened. Zhuo Yongchang's figure has some shadow in the morning light. Yingyang closed his eyes.
The sound of running water came from the bathroom. Yingyang slowly sat up from the bed and looked at the wall of the bathroom in a daze.
Zhuo Yongchang came out from the bathroom and saw Ying Yang sitting by the bed, staring at the opposite wall in a daze. He was also slightly stunned, and said, "Yang Yang, what's the matter?"
Yingyang suddenly woke up and turned to look at Zhuo Yongchang: "Aila is pregnant with Zhuo Yongchen's child. If you can contact Zhuo Yongchen, tell him. If he wants a child, Aila says she will keep it. If not, she will beat him in three days!"
"With children?" Zhuo Yongchang was stunned.
Yingyang looked at Zhuo Yongchang, hesitated, and then said, "did you really go to dinner yesterday?"
Zhuo Yongchang was stunned, then nodded. "Yes
"Oh Still unwilling to say, Ying Yang was even more disappointed and said directly: "Zhuo Yongchang, do you know what is the most intolerable in marriage? I think it's cheating! "
Zhuo Yongchang looked at her with a question in his eyes.
"Let's divorce!" Ying Yang's words hit Zhuo Yongchang's heart.
"What do you mean?"
"I'm tired! Very tired, very tired! " Yingyang said softly: "I don't want to continue like this! A man's words are not to be trusted! "
"Because of Zhuo Yongchen?" Zhuo Yongchang responded, "are you blaming Zhuo Yongchen for making Aila pregnant, and then angry with me?"
Ying Yang gently smile, a little self mockery: "I admit that this is one of the reasons, I to the man's words, really don't feel credible! And you, who went to the cafe with Chulan yesterday, told me you went to the party! I don't want to fight! I just want a divorce! "
Yingyang's sudden divorce caught Zhuo Yongchang by surprise, and he was shocked to hear that she said Chu LAN. "You followed me?"
Ying Yang just laughed, "whatever you say! When I follow you
"Yingyang, do you want to divorce me? Do you need such a reason? I have nothing to do with Chulan! "
"If not, why lie?" She asked.
Zhuo Yongchang was stunned, then stunned, and then angry: "where do you put our children? Don't forget, you're pregnant! You don't want to divorce, I also tell you, solemnly tell you, I and Chu LAN nothing, yesterday I asked her to meet, something said, you are pregnant, I don't want you angry, I look for her is to settle accounts, not to continue! I'm not going to divorce you. Don't think about it. Calm down first and I'll calm down too. We'll talk about it when we come back! "
With that, he slammed the door and walked away. It was obvious that he was very angry.
Ying Yang sighed to himself.
Is she too sensitive? Or are there too many problems between them?!
Their union was not based on love. They just married. Later, Zhuo Yongchang fell in love with her. The so-called love didn't solve too many problems. She didn't know whether she was demanding too much. She felt tired, so Zhuo Yongchang must be tired too!
Yingyang has moved away! Back to sunshine, she needs to calm down.
Zhuo Yongchang was shocked when he heard the news. He rushed to Yangguang Guoxiang, but she didn't open the door. She just told him, "Yongchang, I'm tired. I want to be quiet for a while!"
"Open the door! Let's talk! " Zhuo Yongchang whispered at the door: "I promise to respect you! Let's talk! "
"Do you promise peace of mind?" She's a little bit insecure."Promise!"
So the door opened and she saw him standing at the door. Seeing Zhuo Yongchang's slightly haggard face, there will be a trace of guilt in her heart. Zhuo Yongchang's eyes are complex and deep.
But they still choose to be silent.
Sometimes Ying Yang would laugh when she thought about her situation today.
She didn't know what she was holding on to! I don't know what I'm complaining about. I just feel that this kind of running in is very tired. She is tired, and he is also tired.
She stepped aside and let him in.
Zhuo Yongchang closed the door, grabbed her hand, and Yingyang turned around, staring at the light mouth of the hand: "Yongchang, let go!"
She doesn't know if he grabbed Chulan's hand like this yesterday. He has been speculating about what she has with Zhuo Yongchen, but she feels selfless in her heart, and he has something to do with Chulan, but he hides it. Zhuo Hongqi conceals Ling Ran's private meeting with Zhou Yaxian. She doesn't want her love to be like them. After many years, she finds that her husband has other women and children. In that way, she won't be as calm as Ling ran. She thinks she will go crazy! So, she would rather strangle everything in the cradle, even if not love, also don't deliver true after the end of being cheated!
Right! In marriage, you must not cheat!
"Let go of me!" Yingyang shouts again.
Zhuo Yongchang just looked at the hand silently and said in a dumb voice with a bitter smile: "it's hard."
Ying Yang looks up at him.
Zhuo Yongchang gazed at her deeply: "you Are you sure you want to divorce me Is that right? "
Ying Yang was stunned, then nodded seriously: "yes."
Zhuo Yongchang laughed again, desolate and bleak We Does it have to be like this? We have eliminated so many difficulties and dangers, and everything will be smooth. Why do you want to divorce me? "
"Because you lied to me!" She said.
"When did I lie to you?" Zhuo Yongchang raised his eyebrows.
"Yesterday!" Ying Yang feels suffocated. She turns around and looks out at the sky.
"Am I so untrustworthy of your trust?" He asked bitterly. "Or you don't love me at all, and you still have Zhuo Yongchen in your heart? He left, you make trouble with me, you think my mother and I insist not to give him Zhuoshi is wrong! Am I right? Are you fighting for him in your heart?! So you'd rather divorce me? "
Ying Yang felt that his heart was sour and hard to stop. He closed his eyes and said in a light voice, "Yongchang, I used to sympathize with Zhuo Yongchen, even pity him. At that time, I didn't know what it was for, but now after experiencing these things, I find that I should cherish each other! He is your father's son, and I am the illegitimate daughter of the Su family. I always see a familiar and painful torment from his eyes, which is a kind of tangle. He has it under his eyes, and I have. But I never know, we are not good people, we have complained about their parents, if you say these things are love, I have nothing to say. But seriously, I don't think it's love. Today, we have nothing to do with others, it's our mutual reason. Maybe, it's my own reason, now I feel very tired to you! I don't like the feeling of being cheated. I'd rather have ugly reality than be cheated. I don't want to be like your mother one day, so I insist on divorce! "
She turned around and seemed to see a flash of light in Zhuo Yongchang's eyes. Before she could take a closer look, he had closed his eyes.
The slender and oblique radian was once the place she was most infatuated with. She had been kissing, touching and lingering time and again. Now, when she looked at him, her heart was unspeakable sour.
"I repeat, I didn't cheat you. I had business yesterday. I really met Chu LAN!"
She asked in a strained voice, "but you told me you went to the party! It's about the company, even you said that last night and this morning! "
He replied, "but I didn't do anything that I'm sorry for you."
His voice was hoarse and trembling.
"Yongchang, do you love me?" She looked at Zhuo Yongchang blankly and asked.
He laughed bitterly, opened his eyes, looked at her, and looked directly at her eyes: "I thought I had done enough, but in your opinion, it seems not enough!"
"Yongchang, I'm asking you, do you love me?"
"Su Yingyang!" Zhuo Yongchang clenched his teeth, and the veins on his forehead kept jumping, "do you love me again?"
"Of course I love you!" Yingyang said wearily, "look, you don't believe I love you! You always think that I may have fallen in love with Zhuo Yongchen, but between me and him, I think we can only be regarded as bosom friends and friends who are pitying each other. It's not love, but you don't believe it. "
"How much do you believe me?" Zhuo Yongchang's expression is like a roaring hurricane, "you, too, have been doubting that my old love for Chu LAN is unforgettable! You don't believe my explanation at all
"So, our problem is not about Zhuo Yongchen or Chu LAN. It's because we don't love each other deeply enough. We are blaming each other, so I want to leave you!" Ying Yang raised his head and looked at the furious Zhuo Yongchang without fear. He even laughed, "I mean, Yongchang, I want to leave you, we're over. Since then, I go my way, you cross your bridge, do not torture each other, while now we have not reached the irreconcilable stage, I do not want to look at each other wearisome to end! Please let me think a little more about you and myself! "Originally, love, can be together, indulgence time is so short, almost fleeting.
It's not that you don't love, it's that you don't know how to love!
"I thought I would love you unconditionally and unreservedly, but it seems that I can't! Even if I have children, I don't want to compromise for them! I'm afraid I'll have a grudge one day and I won't be myself any more! But Zhuo Yongchang, you don't understand, my mind doesn't understand at all! "
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